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| So this is what I do in English. And it's only because I haven't touched this thing since Nam. Which is good. Now everyone's a myspace whore. Myself included. I won't lie.
I got suspended though. That's always exciting. With Sara and Lauren. And alright, yeah apparently we really needed to smoke...probably wasn't a great idea. And as Sara just said, "We didn't get anything out of it" I couldn't agree more.
This is embarassing. Xanga. It's dead, you know? But it's 5/6, I'm bored and I got kicked out of my study hall. "Dammit" said Blink 182. I guess I should do something productive-ish
By the way, David's still a CUNTFACE. Crazy. | | |
| I hate stalkers.
And boys who wear girl pants.
And assholes.
And indecisive faggots with faux hawks who are into lame music
Especially all music that sounds the same
And have intergalatic battle stickers on the walls
Stop it. I'll kill you.
So is this shit. I'm sorry.
Twenty bucks says I'm here and not upset about a goddamn thing.
"...Gonna drive too fast gonna not look back. Light the night with a blow torch and a match..." >Eve 6< | | |
| Aww he cheated on me. How sweet.
I can't be a bitch about it though. Because then I'd be a hypocrite.
But I never lied about it.
Shame, shame, shame. I gave him the courtesy of being up front about it.
Thanks, David.
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| It wasn't just a thought I had worked into my head....
He broke up with me.
Good times, good times.
"...and a clove cigarette makin bets with your body on the avenue..." >EVE 6< | | |
| I never got around to it last night. Silly me. I had better things to do I think.
Alright so I would go back the whole week or so that I didn't update but I don't really know what happened...
David got back last Wednsday.  I missed
him an awful lot. We were supposed to do something Thursday but that
never happened because my mommy dearest is a bitch. So I was pissed
about that, pissed because he wasn't picking up his phone. So at that
point I had worked into my head the thought that something was wrong
and he was avoiding me so...I laid awake until 4 that night. Friday I
didn't do shit...imagine that.
But then oh, Saturday, Saturday, Saturday.
Went to Melissa's house for this shindig her parents were
throwing for one thing or another. Except I almost fucked that up
because I got in shit the night before for not calling when I was out
with Kim. Oh and because I was at the park past dark...my mom's
convinced I'm gonna get raped and/or beaten. Anyway-
David was gonna come over there so I was stupidly excited about that
figuring since I hadn't seen him in almost a motherfuckin month. So
Chris came over too except he brought his friend Jake with him.
Wasn't expecting that at all. And I was actually kinda nervous at
first. I hadn't been around him at all since school let out. And I had
talked to him one time online for like 5 minutes about what was going
on with him. *There's a whole 'nother story*
But to make a long story short, it was an awesome time. I got to see my
baby which was the best part, Melissa was making us crack up the whole
fucking night cus that's just how she is. Oh yeah and Mike was there.
It was almost like they were real people in comparison to how I
remember them being during the school year so that was cool.
And then Jake brought me home. Which I didn't expect him to do. He
drove back to Melissa's from Chris's and then took me all the way home
just so he could drive back....
He's a good kid. I'm glad we're cool again. We're all supposed to hang out at some point next weekend. Bonfire? I don't know.
So today I gotta go out to Granville for something like 4 days. I can't
fucking wait. Especially since my dad read my motherfucking diary and
I'm sure he's gonna have something to say about all that. Oh well. I'm
not really that worried. There's thing he's not gonna get just because
he's a dad.
Off like a prom dress..
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