oh dear.. i'm sorry guys lol THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SUBSCRIBED TO ME thats very nice of u guys ^^;; but u have seen i havent updated for awhile...  so the problem is its hard for 2 xangas n well school is being a pain n so as many other things happening..

so this is good bye from himeno but there is a special invite for all those who liked this site. Thanks for all the comments from before and everything ^^

special invite well it might ot be that special but check out my personal site ^^; (the only xanga i update frequantly sometimes lol) www.xanga.com/insane_vietgrl Hope u guys like it n THANKS!! final good byes *cries*

hey guys i'm back so hayate won't talk to me and i've wondered the city by myself lately...

i dont know what to say... hayate told me about takkako and how she used to be a pretear... n then when i go finding out about her she comes out of nowhere! n now i lost my powers n all i could do is sit by n watch those i love get hurt ... what can i do now?! i cant protect htose i love anymore T.T

(~*wont be updating this as much since i'm putting all my time into school and stuff so prop me at my personal www.xanga.com/insane_vietgrl*~)

(((had the funeral and stuff already *sighs* and now i have school)))

SORRY GUYS I CANT GO @_@

something important/urgent came up with my family and i won't be home today T.T (very sorry sasuke but can u find someone else to cook while i'm gone??)

(((my grandfather died and my sister's sick (she's pregnant n no one's gonna take care of her cuz everyones' dealing with the grandfather situation) i'm very sorry guys >.<)))

a saying from mawata(my younger step sister)
"wouldn't it be nice to live alone? you wouldnt hurt anyone , and no one can hurt you"
mawata... i guess it is alright to live alone (state of my situation at the moment not being accepted by anyone here...) she thinks i'm crazy but i think i'll go somewhere for some drinks for a bit....