For all you lover's out there this is the last one today one more poem for my xangaits called_So Many Times To Say I Love You_

                        So many times i longed to say i love you 

                           So many times i longed to say i do

                     So many times i wished that i could tell you

                           So many times i only wish you knew

                           How may times can i say i love you?

                     How long will it take to show you that im true

                           How many times can i say i love you?

                   you're the one girl in my life i truly wish you knew

         So many times the lord has blessed you with a love i wish i knew

                 and now today i found that love and can say i love you

                     So many times before i rest my love i think of you

                      knowing that your far away simply turns me blue

               Darling when you close to me and i see your pretty eyes

                  makes my heart just float away and up into the skies

                   dont forget the many times for they're always true

                             remember my most precious love

                             no matter what ill always love you

                               Written by Alton L. Curnel jr

thats it for the day love birds hope you enjoy all that i just wrote and maybe soon ill write again and i hope to those of you who do read this i have touched a heart somewhere in the world and if i have know that with each heart i touch there is love in every word i write and always will be

i am writing yet again today to add yet another poem for all you romantics out there This one is called _How Do You Say I Love you_

                 How do you say I love you when no one is there

                How do you say i love you without a love to share

                 How do you say i love you when there is no 1+1

             How do you say i love you when there is no special one

             You simply say i love you when you find that special one

                  how you say i love you its just that simply done

                So look into those pretty eyes on that special day

                 And truly say i love you in a very special way

              A hug, A kiss, or even stare is all you really need

             Gently calmly sitting there to plant the lover's seed

             although you must be thinking of how it must be said

             I love you is a simple term whether or not your wed

            She hears it said not just one way as i hold her near

               So i say it everyday and she sheds sweet tears

             thats just how to show your love and its only right

             To show your love everyday in love's eternal fight

                         Written by Alton L. Curnel jr

well today in my xanga im writing a poem i figure those of you out there could use something sweet to read and copy for your sweetheartsso here it is its called _For Love Forsaken_

                                 Tis with you that I am taken

                               Tis for you that I have forsaken

                                 I would give my love and life

                             just to hold you make you my wife

                            white as snow are high heels walking

                              red as a rose are your lips talking

                                  with blue eyes ocean deep

                              I work quite hard and love i reap

                             books and stories cannot compare

                             to sitting and staring at your fair hair

                                I come to you with open arms

                                 and with love ill do no harm

                                  tis with you that i am taken

                        Tis for you that I have eternally forsaken

                                written by Alton L. Curnel jr

to those of you who dont know who alton l. curnel jr is tthats me the one writing in this xanga anyway enjoy

i suppose that maybe i should wite how i feel about my ex thais and the way she lied to me and then used sex to try to trap me and in doing so shes supposedly four months prego with my child but i guess all i can say is that i wish things between me and her were different and she had told me the truth i loved her and wanted to be with her and thought that she might be worth getting married to but in this case she lied to me and if she is prego with my child im taking from her based on her life and other such things that she has no proof of unless she can so prove that what whe told me was the truth and if she can i will gladly make things right and i would fall in love with her easily again with the right proof and the right amount of time and i would gladly carry my weight as the father and be there and raise the child with her but its up to her to mai it right if anyone reads this tell me what you thnk i should do

well to all of you out there that will most likely read this whats up and hope you enjoy what i write most likely youll find poetry and stories here as well as many other things i write so enjoy what you read if not then i dont knw what to tell you