lol you can see up my nose in that pic good thing its dark! My speech went out...i already talk fast so i got up there and was a lil nervous cause that was our first speech so i talked even faster then i normally do so it was really short. Dave was in the front row mouthing to me to slow down lol he's a funny guy. He is in my group for speeches and he just got married over the weekend. He was like "this bites i have to take a break from my hunny moon to do this thing! Thats an hour less of sex i could be having!" I have another biology test on friday...we have one like every week...and a test in American Fedral Government that test is our first and will be 100 questions w/ 4 essays....I'M GOING TO DIE!!!!!! lol. My sister is doing better but still can't go back to work she tore her stitches. She's kinda pissed lol. I was reading the funnys out of the paper before my American Gov. class and they are really good this time so i was totally laughing my ass off and there were a bunch of ppl in there just looking at me i was like "what they are funny". I had to do an in class essay for comp. we had to write about our strengths OR weaknesses in writing...I wrote about comma usage and spelling cause both i am bad at ...and i couldn't come up w/ anything else. I kinda like working in the Lab sometimes cause really cute guys come in here and talk to me all the time HURRAY!!!<<--do you spell that w/ one "R" or two hmm idk....thats why i wrote about spelling haha. Ashley one of my friends she is in my class and kept asking me how to spell stuff i was like "you are asking a person how to spell stuff that is writing about how bad of a speller i am lol" she just laughed at me and called me silly! ok anyways i'm gonna get started on my Gov. work cause i don't wanna have to cram so MUCH love!!

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Things are going pretty good! My ass hurts from this chair and my leg is asleep cause i'm sitting on it! I finished my speech i must say it rocks hardcore!! I think i am going to call my sister and tell her to order pizza around 5 and i'll pay for it cause i want some pizza. I still have some work to do but its getting smaller other then the two tests i have next week AHH one is a test in American Fedral Government and its 100 questions matching and True or False....all i have to say is at least its not fill in the black...then i would cry lol. My sister is doing MUCH better she is walking around a lot and stuff now which is good. She is kinda a baby so I figured it would take her a long time to heal and get moving around but nope she's being a trooper....well i mean she DID almost have a fossit shoved up her ass lol.....man thats so funny i'm still laughing about it....now that she's ok of course....I love my speech teacher i went into his office to ask him a quick question and he was like "HEY come come sit down" lol the chairs in his office are AWESOME lol. Professor Hardy another teacher has an electric chair in his office he's like the coolest teacher here!! I have NO idea how he got it in there though haha he's a really short guy i can just see him dragging that up the stairs and down the hall. Well i am off to do more work hehe ...I wish it was 5:30 already!!!

I changed my font so its easier to read....yellow was just to much and to hard!! lol

things are going better my sister is getting a whole lot better! I made a 90.5 on my biology test!!! YES!! lol i'm happy

This weekend has been amazingly horrible!!! Everything started Friday before i even woke up! My dad comes in my room and wakes me up at about 5 to tell me my sister is in the ER and has to have emergency surgery. So i'm like ok geez i fall back asleep about an hour later and what do ya know my mom calls me!! My sister had passed out in the shower and the fossit ripped about half her right butt off. i know it sounds really funny actually but its really bad! So she was in the hospital all weekend. So i had to pretty much be up there as well so i got NO homework done and NO studying done cause there was a minumum of 5 ppl in there at all times and was loud so i am going to fail my test tomorrow cause the only time i have had to study was about an hour on saturday and tonight. I have SOOO much work due soon its not even funny.This weekend made me realize again why i didn't like spending that much time w/ my family OMG they drive me insane and when i'm stressed they do not help at all.I think i wanna leave over the summer and go somewhere else. I don't think i can handle this all summer. idk i might take some summer classes and just be at RSU if not then i have a good excuse to be gone all the time. I hate when  you think something is going so well then all of a sudden its like hmmm NO I wish things would stop being so crappy sometimes. I know i shouldn't complain cause ppl have it way worse then me but idk it just seems i get a lil piece of what i want and then its like nope sorry you can't have the rest!! I really miss ppl i have just stopped talking to cause of college like Leah and abbie and both sarahs and a lot of ppl like that.....just stopped talking to for no reason other then i'm busy a lot and our lifes are a lot different now....anyways i bought this really cute lamp that clips onto my desk its white i like it a lot i bought some other stuff to this weekend nothing that amazing though.well my head kinda hurts and i need to get back to studying so see ya