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ok kids, this is it.
time to start over.
see you on the other side. please add me.
love. -k
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i have a fairly large amount of homework to do for next week and thus turn in before i go on break.
i also really want to go home and sleep with the boy and also secure myself a job for the summer.
that is all.
i apologize for the boring/lack of entires, but i really just am not feeling it. maybe you all could brief me.
love. and concentration. -k
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i really dont know how much longer i can go on like i am...with the
amount of things i have to get done everyday combined with the fact
that i cant manage to get enough sleep or enough to eat.
slightly concerned and hanging in there for break. -k
p.s. - i DO however get to see Gloria Steinem lecture in Seattle
tonight and am totally excited. but once again, in classic example,
will have to sacrifice dinner for it. oh well.
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i get into these 'deeps' as i call them...the low end of my manic depression...
and i sit here, and only hope that they wont last.
why does it always have to be like this? and why is my current location so incredibly disheartening?
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could i GET anymore unmotivated?
no, probably not. not easily anyway.
i need to find a place to live next year. with people that wont hate me/i want to kill.
i need to just grin and bear the rest of the school year and continue kicking my homework's ass.
i need to realize that the boy is in love with me completely, and is
not going to forget about me in the next two weeks until i see him
again.
i need to keep knitting cause even if it cramps my fingers, it keeps me from getting into trouble.
and you need to watch this movie.
had me crying for the last ten minutes straight nad wanting to move
into a slightly dilapedated house near New Orleans surround by
literally PILES of literature to smoke and read and just lay around
under porches in the rain. maybe minus all the alcohol, but thats it.
*sigh* it would be way better than writing this paper on
Hemingway, the drunken bastard.
love. and hanging in there. -k
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