| Hey .. i need to tell more friends abou this site .. hmm .. well .. ok ... i did the background ... cool huh .. o my gosh i have soooo much homework i have to do .. but i dont wanna do it .. but im going to .. so .. ya |
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| well hello .. lol i should be crying .. like i always do when i feel as if he broke my heart ... again .. .. but im just sick of it .. well .. im trying to control thoes green monster feelings ... he's just an obstical that i need to over come .. and i will ... well thank you everyone for putting up with all this blabber! kels .. that means you .. since i think your the only one .. o well .. cya |
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| oh piss it .. piss it all to hell .. i hate him ... i hate him i hate him i hate him .. i dont care anymore .. im not going to down to breakfast anymore .. no more track because he's on the team .. him and his little girl friend or what ever .. can have sex for all i care... acually i wish they did have sex just so that i can have more reasons to hate him sooooooo much .. then he would be like every other man in the hole wide world .. he's a liar .. and i dont care what you say nick ... he is a big one ... and your just the gulluble person .. who believed him ... and im the stupid one to believe you ... .. im going to run away .. .. ya .. i like that .. i'll use my christmas money ... how far can 800$ get you ... .. ??? do you think its far enough to england or scottland .. i could be one of those waitresses .. that make a lot of money ... and live there ... and if i need more money .. why not steel it .. huh ... doesn't everyone in this world .. steel ..they do .. so why is my cause any different ... i think my reason for steeling is better than anyone elses ........ gosh i hate him. and i hate myself ..and .. i hate everyone .. your all evil .. everyone is evil ... no one is perfect .... maybe ... it all would have been a lot easeyer .. if i had just excepted that ...  :'( |
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| I wanna keep updateing this page .. but its got a lot of bad entrys on a thing i just didn't understand . ... and i guess i was just really hurt at something i didn't want to hope for incase it wasn't true ... and yes sometimes i have my doughts .. but .. hey ozwall ... it doesn't matter .. he's going to grad. and im not .. and im going to utah and he's not .... acually reason for going is to not get hurt .. so incase he does fall in love with some other girl .. i'll be in utah .. consentrating on my school work
Im unusually so honest on this page .. lol .. maybe because he cant see what im writting ... and only my best friend kelsey is lol .. and ya i dont update much ...but im going to try to
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| hey.. wow .. ive been gone a while ... i feel kinda dumb .. about all that stuff i wrote ... he still likes me ... and he's just been acting the way he is .. although it might have felt like he's been ignoring me .. well he has but .. thats him i guess .. sure i'll pass him right in frount of his face and he wont even know its me .. but thats fine
ok so it kinda makes me sad .. but thats just how he is .. so . o well |
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