| ay pplz! squash all dis stuff up in dis thang. chuz its OvAh. i've given up, n im werkin on puttin all deez pecies of mah heart back together BY MYSELF. now i know, that things wont change. they didnt all those other times, so why wud then naO?? exactly... chuz maybe.. they WONT. i goht better things to do then cry over sumone who doesnt feel the same way newayz. LUV YAH'LLZ! THANX FER BEING THERE!! (for the ppl who WERE.) |
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| tommy n i still havent freakn talked. tomorrow it'll have been a fucken whole WEEK. a fucken WEEK alrite? n hes my fucken BOYFRIEND. wtf?!?!?!? when we werent together, we talked more then we do now!!!! wtf!!! THAT DOES NOT MAKE ANY SENSE!!!! ateh jessica n glenn lived even farther then tom n i!! glenn lived in ALASKA!! and when i asked them when was the longest they didnt talk.. u know what they sed?! they sed...the longest time we didnt talk was when we were sleeping. AND HE LIVED IN ALASKA!!!!!! OKAY?!?!? ALASKA!! ok.. now tell me... DOES THAT FUCKEN MAKE ANY SENSE?!?!? eRRR! how the hell...? wtf..? i mean yeah.. u were sick, but wtf cmon man.. u cant even call ONCE??! ONCE! and out of the 3238375469328347592836492983 times i called you these past fucken days, you STILL didnt call!!!!! you told me that u were gunna be different.. but yer just showing me that ur just the same. u havent changed.. and even IF yer fucken goddamn cell is broken, there IS other fones u can use. cmon.. i know ur "homeboyz" wud let u give yer "GIRL" a call on theirs, even for a fucken MINUTE. i know it cant be THAT hard to keep in touch with yer own GIRLFRIEND can it?? if someone else can do it, i know for a fact that YOU can do way better then what ur doing now. chuz by the looks of things now.. it doesnt seem like u "miss" me as much as u say u do.. chuz if u did, we'd prolly be talking rite now rite? n i prolly wouldnt be as pissed off as i fucken am rite now. so i hope that what ever is goin on wit u rite now gets cleared up.. chuz im really gettin tired of this "leavin me hangin" bullshit u've been pullin on me... and if yer worried about "hurtin" me, YOU ARE. chuz u keep fucking doing this kind of bullshit to me! TRY thinkin bout how I feel this once... think about what YOU'D be thinkin if i didnt call, text, or talk to you for a fucking week. WHAT WOULD U FUCKEN THINK TOMMY?!?!?! WHAT?!?! so wherever u are rite now, i hope u think about that.. n think about it alot.. n when u actually have the TIME and ABILITY to talk to me, then MAYBE i'll PICK UP since you NEVER PICK UP when i call. |
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| been bored lately.. so yeah.. i took more pix. lol..
 
 
^ Mah new J's!!! 
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Doode... todaE sOoOOooOO sucked.....  I hella miss tommy.. |
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| fukk maYn... dis shiet is really buggin... Mai... omg... i sOoOoOo needa talk to u... i was supposed to talk to tommy about it. but then i kinda like.. "chickened" out. n told him bout sumthing else.. eRg... ok.. i'll try the next time we talk. i hope? ~___~ lemme just shut up now.  MAIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *stomps on floor* u need to call me. oR.. i'll just come over tomorrow. then yeah.. i'll feel better after. *rolls eyes* OH YEAH. raymond brought the ludacris autographed thingy. lol, he sed he'll let me have it if i took off my shirt and run around the field. n i sed HELL NO. sorry mai. u'll have to do that ur self. |
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