What can I say about the color grey?

It's the color you see everyday! Shadows, clouds, walls, and much more.

Grey always makes me think about people and how they say one thing, but later do the opposite. So many people I know say they do what they say and can take anything. In my mind I laugh and say to myself: "Sure, yet you can't stand God." But of couse I'd never say that to their faces. And so I smile and say "Yep."

Grey is the color of unsureness.
Maybe being unsure about rules or anything.

Some people try their best to make no grey spots. But that's just not going to happen. This world isn't made like that. I mean with sin all round us and all.

We must try not to control everything, because we're just humans and God should be in control of everything.

Grey makes me think about war... the clouds of grey smoke rising from the gournd

So many fight this and say: "I don't like war! End it now!" But that to can never happen. With sin, we'll never be free from the world and it's pain.

Earth is no heaven.... But yet.... Does that mean we give up on trying to help others? NO!

We must see this world we're in and trust in God to help us. No human can always make the right chooses. But we must try!

Why is grey my favorite color... Because it speaks to my soul. When I see it, it reminds me of my life and the pain I've done though because of this sin within me.

I see this color and it inpowers me to keep going. Because it is a different color, but yet it is the same as them all!

And when it changes to silver it grabs our eyes! It makes us want it even more. But in the end it is just a trick, all it is, is grey....

The world isn't white or black. it's Grey....

No person is all evil and no person is all good...

So what do you think? What does the color grey make you think?

Oh sweet buttery goodness! Retreat!!!

Winter retreat that is! Ha! I got you good. Not.... well maybe.

Anyways, I know it's been a month since my last update.(Pretty crazy!) But yeah, I've just been doing a ton of fun stuff. So I'll tell you about the winter retreat for now.

So I wasn't to ummm.... crazy for this Jr. high Retreat in the first place. I thought it'd be boring and I won't get to know my 8th grade girls to well. But it was a BLAST!!!!!

First of all, BROOMBALL ROCKS SOCKS!!!!

I played broomball on the second day for 4 hours!(No breaks!) Sure, I came home with bruises all over my hips and sides. But it was soooooooo unbelievable sweet!

But I'm going backwards on you. Oops, Ok this is how it started.

We got to the church around 4:15pm on Friday the 19th. Everyone came in and got all crazy for it. But we had a.... hmmm... I think a 5 hour or more bus drive till we got there.(Not so.... cool)

But I did get to learn to play a card game(Which I use to hate cards) But Eric and Jesse showed me "Up and down the river" The rules make no sense till you play it yourself. Then it becomes so great and fun you don't want to stop!

Anyways, We got to our cabin around 10pm or so. I DON'T REMEMBER!(So don't ask!) But Ok.... I won't bore you anymore, I'll skip to the good part. HERE'S PICTURES!

Here's one of me(Toast, On the top!), Starbrust(Jenny, on the left), Opera(Kinza, in the middle), and Pa paya(Faith, on the right.) P.S. We all got nicknames(YAY), I'm TOAST! THE NINJA!!!

Here's one of Jenny(Starbrust) sleeping. And that's Cheerios(Mekayla). HAHA!

Here's Skittles!!! She's so cool! They all are so cool!

Here is a picture of the boys(Not all the boys, but some.) We got: Eric on the Left, Jay(Our fearless leader), Nunuku(Brand), Zack, and Colin.Good kids! Great kids!

And Now, the two you haven't seen are Conrade(with the glasses) and Jesse(He helped me play cards. YAY! HAPPPY! I look bad!

This is the 7th grade girls. YAY! They all like to dance... a lot!

This is the 8th grade boys... Oops I mean Junior Men's banner. Ryan on the left, Peter, then Tylier, Jesse, and Eric.

And on their banner this is what they drew. HAHA! I like it!

And at last! The coolest kids around! The Ninja like.... The best drawers(Even though I drew most of it!) The 8th grade girls!

YAY!!!! And Cheerios starts us in her blue sweatshirt, Then Skittles, Opera, Me!(Toast), Starbrust(On top of me), Pau paya(On Starbrust), Lynn(Above), Super pie(in black), and Melion(In red).

And this is our banner! I drew all of us! We so cool!!!

Ok, ok, I know this makes no sence. But this is so cool! Plus at the end of the trip everyone went around holding my blue stuffed dog and sayed good things about everyone. IT WAS COOL!

So that is the end. If you want more info on the trip... WELL TALK TO ME! Or AIM me at ToastZNinja YAY!!!! LOVE AND GOD BLESS TO ALL!