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Grey Notes

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 12:38:38 GMT

What can I say about the color grey?

It's the color you see everyday! Shadows, clouds, walls, and much more.

Grey always makes me think about people and how they say one thing, but later do the opposite. So many people I know say they do what they say and can take anything. In my mind I laugh and say to myself: "Sure, yet you can't stand God." But of couse I'd never say that to their faces. And so I smile and say "Yep."

Grey is the color of unsureness.
Maybe being unsure about rules or anything.

Some people try their best to make no grey spots. But that's just not going to happen. This world isn't made like that. I mean with sin all round us and all.

We must try not to control everything, because we're just humans and God should be in control of everything.

Grey makes me think about war... the clouds of grey smoke rising from the gournd

So many fight this and say: "I don't like war! End it now!" But that to can never happen. With sin, we'll never be free from the world and it's pain.

Earth is no heaven.... But yet.... Does that mean we give up on trying to help others? NO!

We must see this world we're in and trust in God to help us. No human can always make the right chooses. But we must try!

Why is grey my favorite color... Because it speaks to my soul. When I see it, it reminds me of my life and the pain I've done though because of this sin within me.

I see this color and it inpowers me to keep going. Because it is a different color, but yet it is the same as them all!

And when it changes to silver it grabs our eyes! It makes us want it even more. But in the end it is just a trick, all it is, is grey....

The world isn't white or black. it's Grey....

No person is all evil and no person is all good...

So what do you think? What does the color grey make you think?

Taking steps into my world

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 18:41:22 GMT

Hey, well it's been a while... I guess it's best to say that blogging is like dead. That's really sad, but oh well.

Well life is pretty cool. I just found out that I'm get a big rise(Well like $1.25 more now. I think that's big.)

But I found out that some of my co-workers will get fired. I mean sure, they didn't do the best job and stuff, but I'm going to miss them all. I still don't know who is getting fired, but I know we will be getting new people fast and soon. A lot of people want to work at the rock wall. So it will be cool to meet new people.

But one person I'm hoping isn't going to get the boot. But we'll see.

So I'm praying for them, to find new jobs fast.

Hmmm.... Well SOCCER has started!

And we got a lot of new people, but it will be a blast! Our new coach is tough and is a woman. Last year we had a guy so yeah. But it's pretty cool, she is running us hard and long. Like no breaks and yeah, it's hard. But I'm going to try my hardest to do it all good.

Well I think I'll leave it at that, a ton more to say, but yeah...

God bless!

retreat!

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:11:29 GMT

Oh sweet buttery goodness! Retreat!!!

Winter retreat that is! Ha! I got you good. Not.... well maybe.

Anyways, I know it's been a month since my last update.(Pretty crazy!) But yeah, I've just been doing a ton of fun stuff. So I'll tell you about the winter retreat for now.

So I wasn't to ummm.... crazy for this Jr. high Retreat in the first place. I thought it'd be boring and I won't get to know my 8th grade girls to well. But it was a BLAST!!!!!

First of all, BROOMBALL ROCKS SOCKS!!!!

I played broomball on the second day for 4 hours!(No breaks!) Sure, I came home with bruises all over my hips and sides. But it was soooooooo unbelievable sweet!

But I'm going backwards on you. Oops, Ok this is how it started.

We got to the church around 4:15pm on Friday the 19th. Everyone came in and got all crazy for it. But we had a.... hmmm... I think a 5 hour or more bus drive till we got there.(Not so.... cool)

But I did get to learn to play a card game(Which I use to hate cards) But Eric and Jesse showed me "Up and down the river" The rules make no sense till you play it yourself. Then it becomes so great and fun you don't want to stop!

Anyways, We got to our cabin around 10pm or so. I DON'T REMEMBER!(So don't ask!) But Ok.... I won't bore you anymore, I'll skip to the good part. HERE'S PICTURES!

Here's one of me(Toast, On the top!), Starbrust(Jenny, on the left), Opera(Kinza, in the middle), and Pa paya(Faith, on the right.) P.S. We all got nicknames(YAY), I'm TOAST! THE NINJA!!!

Here's one of Jenny(Starbrust) sleeping. And that's Cheerios(Mekayla). HAHA!

Here's Skittles!!! She's so cool! They all are so cool!

Here is a picture of the boys(Not all the boys, but some.) We got: Eric on the Left, Jay(Our fearless leader), Nunuku(Brand), Zack, and Colin.Good kids! Great kids!

And Now, the two you haven't seen are Conrade(with the glasses) and Jesse(He helped me play cards. YAY! HAPPPY! I look bad!

This is the 7th grade girls. YAY! They all like to dance... a lot!

This is the 8th grade boys... Oops I mean Junior Men's banner. Ryan on the left, Peter, then Tylier, Jesse, and Eric.

And on their banner this is what they drew. HAHA! I like it!

And at last! The coolest kids around! The Ninja like.... The best drawers(Even though I drew most of it!) The 8th grade girls!

YAY!!!! And Cheerios starts us in her blue sweatshirt, Then Skittles, Opera, Me!(Toast), Starbrust(On top of me), Pau paya(On Starbrust), Lynn(Above), Super pie(in black), and Melion(In red).

And this is our banner! I drew all of us! We so cool!!!

Ok, ok, I know this makes no sence. But this is so cool! Plus at the end of the trip everyone went around holding my blue stuffed dog and sayed good things about everyone. IT WAS COOL!

So that is the end. If you want more info on the trip... WELL TALK TO ME! Or AIM me at ToastZNinja YAY!!!! LOVE AND GOD BLESS TO ALL!

new years!!!

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:05:48 GMT

A very very happy new years to you! to you!

Hehe I love to say that to my friends.

Well so far my new years is going great! How about very one?

Here's some pictures with my new camera!

We were at Jon and Jenny's house, it was nice!

Jenny is on the left, then my good friend Casey, and Hannah is trying to hide from me here.

But haha! I got a picture of her!

We played some games and I stayed till 11:00pm. My Dad didn't want me to be out any later than that because on drunk drivers. Bad bad people!

But it was fun! After I got home we watched some Star Trak(Which I hate!)

Then me and my little sister got up and junped into the new year, it what I always do!

Well I got to go and do my school see'ya!

God bless, and happy happy new year!

Camera!

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:54:30 GMT

YAY! For Christmas I got a camera! And I can at last post pictures on here again!

My Dad's old camera was really bad!

So as you may notice that is a picture of me! AT LAST! Yes, I am eating a donut! My sister cathy toke it when I wasn't ready, but I think it's great! HAHA! I don't really like donuts much, but this had rainins! YUM!

Let's see I got a lot of stuff for x-mas, but all my money went to my dad. Cuz I still need to pay for some of the camera. OH WELL!

Oh I got Kingdom hearts from Zac. So I've been playing that like crazy! But for x-mas I got Guitar hero! Socks.... haha, money, camera stuff, gloves and a lot more than I thought I would get! Plus Casey is getting me something too. I got her Step up on DVD! OH YEAH! I think she's going to get me Riddick.... the movie. (I'm one weird girl...)

Well I'm going to play Guitar hero! YAY!

God bless, and a merry Christmas!

Zelda meet Hayden.... Not Link?

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 10:15:29 GMT

OH YEAH! OH YEAH! I BEAT ZELDA!!!! At like 8:30am today! It took me about 45 hours to beat the game... I think. I'll check that later. I was happy about the ending, but I kinda knew what was going to happen. I wish it was... 80 hours long. But that's asking a lot!

I know this is silly to post about, but I don't care.

Oh one thing I loved about it was I changed Links name to Hayden.... And I think it's a lot better that way.
Oh and this is the first Zelda game I beat all by myself. I'm so proud!

HEHE!

God bless, and may the Triforce be with you!

WOWIE!

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 11:19:29 GMT

Man alive! This is a crazy year. AND IT'S ALMOST OVER!? AHHH NO!

Well I know I haven't been posting much, but that's cuz of school, friends, work, and sports.

Looks like I'll be doing indoor soccer! YAY! And with boys too... Hmmmm I hope everything works out ok.

School is good. I've been doing well, but still some things I need to work on. Like history.... I normal love history, but not this year. I think it's cuz I've done all of this before! Learning about the catholic church, again! I've read about this... hmmm.... 4 times. I think I know it by now. So I'm just having a hard time with it.

But besides that I've seen so many changes in my life, thanks to God. I'm very happy, but scared for my ACTs. >.<; I really don't want to think about it. But I'll trust God with it all.

Oh yes, marry christmas! This year I'm getting.... Guitar hero(The first one), and a kodak camera. Our old one sucks....

Oh, and I got the Wii!!!!! Hehe! I love that name! It's so cool. I can't believe it. And my family likes it a lot. I got Zeilda, Red steel, Rayman, and Avatar. And are cool games but... Red steel is a little weird to play. And Avatar... is stupid. HAHA! Oh well. But Zeilda and Rayman are the best!

I'm like half way though Zeilda.... It's like 50 hours. I'm like 20 right now.

Well I got to get going... School.

God bless!

full of sushi!

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 15:06:59 GMT

Bark! Oh I mean hello.... Haha!

Well I got Okami and I've been playing it every time I can. But I've been very busy as well. I got a ton of stuff. I'm having a hard time working on stuff. I got designs I need to get done for Jr. high. But I just come up with "Blah" And I don't feel like work on it. So if you could pray about it that would be sweet.

The Tournament went well I think for sparring I was a little hard on this one girl. So I feel bad, but she beat me cuz of her stupid side kicks! But I got two second places for sparring and Open hand kata. My Sai form was bad. I messed up a lot and thought they were going to fall out of me hands. Plus everyone in the tournament were doing cool stuff.(But in a real fight you would never do.)

There were two kids that blow my mind away. But they weren't in my stuff.(Thank goodness!) One guy did this great bo form where he bended back and had his bo staff move at the same time. Then this little girl came up with sunglasses and throw them away before she got in front of the everyone. Then she did these unbelievable kicks! The music did this cool stuff and as it said: "One, two, three, two, three, one, four!" And she did these kicks perfect kicks at the same time. And on four she kicked all the way to her head.

I was very happy with my open hand form the most though. But I was beat cuz the other girl had more moves in her form. I think.... I got: 8.7, 8.7, and a stupid 8.5 cuz of she lady. GRRRR! I almost won!

Well I hope you guys are ok, and God bless!

Okami!!!! Come home!

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:56:27 GMT

Hey! Well my tournament is this sunday! And I still don't have my uniform for it. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! So I'm freaking out a lot.

Well as you can see I have a new look to my site, again. Well it's really old. But I fixed it up a little. Okami is coming out this tuesday/wednesday. AND I CAN'T WAIT! OH YEAH! I've been waiting for this game for about 4/5 years. That's a long time to wait for a game!!!!!!! People said I was crazy! Well I think I am in some way. Haha! So I feel we should look back.... about 2004, september 26........

Sunday, September 26, 2004

I opened my eyes and saw blue hills and two long green trees to my left and tall grass that looked like the sun in all it's power. But I looked up and saw no sun, yet the sky looked like as if there were a sunset. I noticed that I had the nose of a dog and two big paws that were white. But as I looked around I noticed I was in a box like place. I heard music be hinded me, so I turn with great speed and saw the two trees, but another was with them and to the left of them was rocks in a curricle. As I looked harder I saw men that looked like cowboys all were happy and singing songs. I sat soundly as I listened to them sing, but I couldn't understand what they were saying. Then everything when black and then as I opened my eyes once more there was no music or happy men, but a battle. I was in a long hole with dyeing men all around me. There were the cowboys to my left and some men with long black hair, they were on deck like things. But they didn't have guns nor swords. they just push men down and they would die.I didn't care any more, all I knew was I had to help the cowboys. So I ran with great speed on my four paws and I pushed them down, but I didn't know what I was doing anymore. But then the cowboys disappeared and I founded myself fighting all alone. The long haired people attacked me as I ran, but I soon came to the end of the box like place. The men were trying to get me, but then I found myself in the tall grass once more. I saw the cowboys by the fire again, but none were happy nor singing their song. I didn't know what was happening all I knew was that the long haired men were coming. I looked to the left where the battle ground was and saw the men coming. I started running at they and pushed them into the long hole. One by one they fell by my paws and all that was left was only 12 men. I was sleepy and went under one of the wooden decks and rested. I could see the men walking on the deck looking for me. Then one of the men looked down at me and yelled words I couldn't understand. I quickly got out from under the deck and turned at the men. I growled at them. But these men had long sticks and were trying to hit me. I jumped at their necks and bit them. No blood came out, now all that was left were nine men. I walked away from them. But the men didn't come after me, they started singing weird songs and danced. By this I was greatly angered and attacked them, pushing them into the hole. Then there were no more long hair men. And I when into darkness again... The end

Men I don't know what I did all I know is it was a dream...

Yeah.... that was weird! It was a real dream I had. I got it by the time I first saw Okami. It's so cool to be a wolf! Or dog... I'm not sure what I was at the time. But I can just remember running like a dog and loving it. It was one of the best dreams of my life. Cuz I've always wanted to be a dog.

But last night was sad and weird. I went to church for altar with Casey, marshall and Jon. Me, Casey and Hanannah sat together. And I noticed Stu Strong(Mr. and Mrs. Strong's son. Whom I know well.) and the band started to sing songs... and at the second song..... Stu started to throw up and shake on the ground. We all started to pray as three people where trying to help him. Than we all got up and walked out of the worship room and watched Stu cry. He was in a lot of pain. Later he at last got out of the church and went to the hospital. Than we sat down with some people in the church and prayed and sang songs again for Stu.

I hope he is better! That poor poor guy.

Pray for him and his family!

God bless....