Look at me and Megans convo last night I loved it and I really needed one too.. b/c I was all like sad and stuff....Thanks Megan!
XxBrItTnIxX36: omg im like emo
XxBrItTnIxX36: i hate think
eLectriik x BANG: me too
eLectriik x BANG: i get it all the time for no reason
XxBrItTnIxX36: me too but i m in deep thought
eLectriik x BANG: about what?
XxBrItTnIxX36: everything
XxBrItTnIxX36: past
eLectriik x BANG: ohh..
XxBrItTnIxX36: yeaa
XxBrItTnIxX36: omg then i cry and i wanna die and ah its bad thats why i try not too
eLectriik x BANG: yeah i know how that is
XxBrItTnIxX36: i wanna kill jim( moms dad)
eLectriik x BANG: yeah i know. he was so good to you guys,,then screwed EVERYTHING up, literally
XxBrItTnIxX36: i wanna go to his house and shout him in the head and just walk away like he did to me!!!
eLectriik x BANG: your mom and dad are done because of him....everything. you have nothing left..he even took your self confidence...hes so dumb
XxBrItTnIxX36: and he kkilled my dog and then lied to my face about it
eLectriik x BANG: I know, cause hes a liar.
XxBrItTnIxX36: i kow and i still to this day seeher blood adn i cry and i hate thurdays and the 3rd thurday in june
eLectriik x BANG: thats understandable brittni. its okay to think about it..it wouldnt be normal if you didnt.
XxBrItTnIxX36: yeaa biut everyday... and everynight cry bc of this
eLectriik x BANG: I know brittni. and theres nothing you can do about it because jim basically ruined your life
XxBrItTnIxX36: and i think its my fault sometimes and then i dont think that bc i kow that its not
eLectriik x BANG: you know what brittni, i sometimes think that this was partly my fault. cause i always seemd to be there when fights broke out and when bad things happpend. i just feel so bad..like i wasnt being the best friend i could possibly be nad not beinf there enough for you
XxBrItTnIxX36: omg you saved my life megan..it's totally not your fault and dont think that you saved my life
XxBrItTnIxX36: i was soo close but you gave me everything that i lost right back to me ( well close enough)
XxBrItTnIxX36: dont think that
eLectriik x BANG: i just feel like i wasnt the friend i was supposed to be. i felt likei wasnt there enough.
XxBrItTnIxX36: you were alot more than any one eles
eLectriik x BANG: really?
XxBrItTnIxX36: yea omg
XxBrItTnIxX36: people were just like ah that sucks
eLectriik x BANG: yeah I know..
eLectriik x BANG: adn i was up with you wheen you ccried, and when your parents fought i was right there to feel your pain..and ot know what you were going thru
XxBrItTnIxX36: yeaa
eLectriik x BANG: and you have been there for me just the same
XxBrItTnIxX36: hopefully ths is mostly over ...
XxBrItTnIxX36: really
eLectriik x BANG: and i could never ask for a better best friend..your the best kind out there, and i would be lost without you <3
XxBrItTnIxX36: aww really same with me
eLectriik x BANG: and i seriously think that you are my sister, like...a long lost sister. becase you know...thats how much i love you and thats how much i want to be there for you.
XxBrItTnIxX36: i feel the same way too
XxBrItTnIxX36: b/c we've known eachother for 13 years or so
eLectriik x BANG: yeah, and never once fought, never lied to eachother (atleast i hope not) and always could tell eachother the truth without hesitations. And you know what...i wouldnt give it up for anything or anyone in the world..not even Taylor..cause you know what..i would rather have you then him any day.
XxBrItTnIxX36: aww really
eLectriik x BANG: yes.
XxBrItTnIxX36: i 've never lied to you
eLectriik x BANG: ans i;ve never lied to you.
eLectriik x BANG: our friendship is so pure..i wouldnt ever ask for more.
XxBrItTnIxX36: me too and so strong
eLectriik x BANG: yeah I know.
eLectriik x BANG: best friends forever?
XxBrItTnIxX36: yes and ever
eLectriik x BANG: 
XxBrItTnIxX36: 
eLectriik x BANG: brittni, i love you, i am so glad that i have you. thanks for always being there for me and always keeping me strong and keeping me going...never putting me down and telling that i could do it.
XxBrItTnIxX36: Megan.. thanks for everything thats you have given to me when i almost lost everything.. thanks for being there for me through thick and thin times..and good laughs..crazy times and good ones ...omg just everything!
eLectriik x BANG: you know what.. i think that if everyone left me i would only want YOU to be there..i would rather have just you then 20 aquaintances..even if i had no one..i would rather that someone be you
XxBrItTnIxX36: aww really
eLectriik x BANG: yes.
XxBrItTnIxX36: thanks same wth me
eLectriik x BANG: yep.
eLectriik x BANG: im glad we can have these talks..they make me feel 100000000% better
XxBrItTnIxX36: me too i fell alot more better omg i fell great!
eLectriik x BANG: thats good., me too
eLectriik x BANG: im saving this convo..and whenever i feel sad ill look at it and ill feel 10000000000000% better.
XxBrItTnIxX36: me too
XxBrItTnIxX36: im writing you a comment
eLectriik x BANG: yipppeee
eLectriik x BANG: ill write you one tomorrow,,cause i gotta go soon
XxBrItTnIxX36: YEA ME TOO
eLectriik x BANG: yeah
yea... you gotta love Megan.. shes the best ever!
. she was saying...like "we better run out fucking ass off to get to the buses on time! SHIT we're gonna be late and stuff" and like "fucking animals are sleeping GOD DAMM!" haha we were all laughing ...yea that was my day and larcrosse we had a game kind of but it didnt count .. we lost. 
.. all well...