WitchlyGothAnorexia's Xanga

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:27:23 GMT

got a new xanga, site is LightAsAFaerie if anyone wants to continue talking to me. love u all and good luck if we dont talk again

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 23:10:48 GMT

I officially give up with this challenge thing, its off, theres no challenge, not enough people are joining, so its done. for the two girls who said they would like to do it, you may continue it with each other as a competition between the two of you if u would like.

*he* left for bootcamp yesturday . i miss him sooo much already, i cried for about 2 hours yesturday and like an hour today. i will not see him again until sometime in march or may for his bootcamp graduation. me and his mommy are gonna fly to missouri to see his graduation and spend the day with him or watever... then i have to wait until november to see him again, it will be for two weeks in november... this is going to be really hard but what im gonna do is just look forward to the letters that he sends, and ill write him a few letters a week...and im just gonna support him and let him know how much i love him, and just cant wait till the times when i can see him again, and for when i am able to leave with him in about a year.
Ana loves you, Yours Cruelly,
WitchlyGothAnorexia

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 15:27:59 GMT

Hello,
mkay i got a comment from someone on the sacred heart diet which lasts one week. so i will be going with this diet, and i have also decided that after this diet the challenge i created will start.. so, here is my challenge and all the information you need, i am giving everyone one week to comment and say whether or not they would like to join:

Light As A Faerie Challenge
For anyone who would like to lose weight for the new year, join this challenge:
WHEN: January 25th, 2006-February 25th, 2006 (lasts 1 month)

Here is how this works:
POINTS- 50 TOTAL A Day
4 Glasses of Water a day- 10 points
30-45 minutes of exercising a Day- 10 points
8 hours of sleep a night- 5 points
Leaving cw Every Friday- 10 points
Losing More Weight than Expected for that Week: 15 points

You must have an expected weight loss for every friday, if u do not reach that weight loss u will lose 10 points. When u leave a comment saying u would like to join my challenge, please leave your stats and how much you would like to lose during this month. I will be leaving thinsperation as well as tips and tricks randomly through out the month this will be occurring.
To join this challenge join my blogring Light As A Faerie Challenge, you must let me know if u are joining this challenge by January 24th, 2006.

--WitchlyGothAnorexia--

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 21:53:02 GMT

Hello..
Does anyone know any good diets that are out? besides the 2-4-6-8 diet..something new would be nice... And about the challenge thing, ill probably put up another one within the next week, if anyone is interested and then ill give it a few days for anyone to join and wat not.
ill be trying to get a job while *he* is gone, i want to see if i can work at like a book store or an art store or something, preferably a book store. I'll get taken out eventually to look for some.. im gonna need something to keep my mind off of it, and it will also keep me away from eating.
Ive been thinking about making myself a little ana journal to like carry around with me and wat not. so i can like shove it in my face when i feel the need to EAT. Ill probably be working on that tonight cuz im bored and dont have anything to do. and incase anyone is wondering, yes i have been avoiding my xanga cuz im too humiliated to post my weight and wat not, so i wont post it until i feel the need to.
well, thats about it for now... ill leave a message thingy sometime soon...
GLASS
Ana loves you, Yours Cruelly,
WitchlyGothAnorexia

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 10:03:31 GMT

hello.
my weight this morning was 112.5, its kinda weird how i easily lose a lb a day while on my period and when im not its harder... i guess its cuz its all water weight. well, today im not sure if i will see *him* or not. and i found out that, he wont be able to visit me after bootcamp....so, i have to wait till november to see him...i have to wait 9 months...and we also decided together that i should finish highschool before i leave with him, so im leaving in a year and a half. and in the next year and a half, ill only be seeing him twice for 2 weeks..well, actually, when i see him the second time after highschool ill be leaving with him. im gonna be so just...depressed..while he's gone, i mean, i get upset if i dont talk to him on the phone every night.its gonna be hard and depressing, but we'll make it through this.
So, yeah, ill probably be around 111.5 tomorrow, unless i lost two pounds today cuz today should be my last day and the pounds usually just flow off. well, ill let you know what happens tomorrow morning.
ana loves you, yours cruelly,
witchlygothanorexia

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 09:45:28 GMT

well my weight this morning was 113.5, which is good. and im gonna be with *him* all day today, and, today is my cousins birthday so were gonna have a little party for him today too. So, im gonna go now so i can get dressed and wat not, talk to u all later.
ana loves you, yours cruelly,
witchlygothanorexia

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 19:10:36 GMT

hello everyone...well, i started my period this morning, need i say more?

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 16:15:22 GMT

Hello, my weight this morning was 114.5, doing good so far. tomorrow i will hopefully be 112.5, thats the plan...im gonna see *him* tomorrow, it makes me smile. Today was a kinda good day so far, i stayed after for poetry club and read one of my newest poems, they liked it a lot. and i got a lot of complements, on my eyes and someone was like "what i love about you is that you don't wear any make up and you're still gorgeous." i was like..aww...thank you.
I dont have any homework to get done tonight so this is a good thing..i hardly ever have homeework tho, i usually get it done in classes or during a study hall. I do have two english projects due in like two weeks tho...but they will get done eventually...

Well, thats really about it, so im gonna go now... GLASS
Ana Loves You, Yours Cruelly,
WitchlyGothAnorexia

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 20:45:55 GMT

Ok.... here's my "weight schedule."
1/4/06 (today)- 115.5
1/5/06- 114.5
1/6/06- 112.5
1/7/06- 110.5
1/8/06- 109.0
1/9/06- 108.5
1/10/06- 107.0
1/11/06- 105.0
1/12/06- 104.0
1/13/06- 102.0
1/14/06- 101.5
1/15/06- 100.0
1/16/06- 99.0
1/17/06- 98.5
Now, it seems like such an easy plan, but the only question i have for myself is.. can i do it? these things always seem so easy once u write it down and plan it out, a pound or two a day, mostly one lb a day. that can be easily done, now hopefully i will not give in to my indulgence and stick with it, this is after all, what i want... to lose weight, now i just have to stick with the plan, and i can do it.

Monday, January 02, 2006

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:56:11 GMT

im on the phone with *him* right now, but i just wanted to say that the challenge is canceled for now.
i will leave another message thing tomorrow

WitchlyGothAnorexia