Summer - hot, glorious, drowsy, wonderful... my favorite Season! my birthday Season, too... wish it was 6 months long...

Not much happening... the minutes roll by into hours, days, weeks, months... then you wake up one day & you're older, and you kind of shake your head & wonder: when did that happen?...

WOW:  Let your consciousness flow, let your Life flow, & enjoy!

Love & Light as you flow merrily down the stream...

Namaste' ~ Enna

Currently Watching Pan's Labyrinth By Ivana Baquero, Sergi López, Maribel Verdú, Doug Jones, Ariadna Gil see related

Well, another month slipped by too fast! Spring is definitely here, my irises that I transplanted last year began blooming the other day (one bunch anyway), my tom-cat, Jack, is practically living outdoors, and the blessed sun is back!! I feel almost "good" most days again! I truly wish I can go off the pills some day. 

Both boys will be living with us again by end of July - wow! they are motivated to go to college & get better lives, so we're helping them by letting them live here free; plus RB is going to pay for their jr. & sr. years... Fantastic! I have to admit, I love it having them around! wish we had huge enough property for everyone to have their own houses, but be close...  like in the old days... but you'd really have to like your family to do this... I wouldn't be able to handle my parents or sister living close to me, just my kids... and their friends, cuz I've gotten to know some of them & they feel like family...

WOW (remember, this means Wyrds-Of-Wysdom):  Cherish yourself, your loved ones, and dear Mother Earth. 

Love & Light along your Path...

Namaste', Enna

Good to ck out a few "old" Xanga friends... some moving on, some moving inward, all moving... such is Life, right? ever moving, like water - sometimes a trickle, other times a torrent, & for me @ times like a stagnant pool! yuk!  But I believe in change, & since I hate stagnancy in any form, especially water cuz it gets gross & stinky, I know change is afoot... I have thought that this "phase" I'm going thru is related to the fact I turn 50 this year.  Pretty weird. Cuz 50 sounds old, but I still relate better to young people, so this is disconcerting to me.  Plus I am SO FUCKING BORED with everything! my job bores me, my home life bores me... relationships don't bore me, so there's the clue...

WOW:  Relationships (good ones) truly are the Stuff of Life!  Cherish them, nurture them, revel in them!

Love & Light along your path, Enna

Namaste'

Currently Listening Comalies By Lacuna Coil see related

Quick update:  Spring is finally peeking around the corner of Winter! Yeah!! J2 is NOT going to Florida now b/c he & D1 broke up & his original plan had been to live w/her & her mom, so that would be a bit awkward now... so I'm not sure of his longterm plans anymore - hopefully he'll let me know... haven't seen J1 in almost 2 months -- I miss him like crazy! in a weird way I wish my kids could always live w/ me, like a big happy community/commune-type living arrangement... I miss their friends, too!  Does that mean I don't have enough friends of my own? Hmmm... don't think so, though - my friends are all married & busy w/ their families & lives.. we see each other occasionally but not often... And I'm not one to be on the phone a lot; I do too much of that @ work! When I come home I tend to isolate, which is my way of de-stressing from work & charging up my internal battery!  I've been thinking more & more that when I retire I really need to live somewhere like where I used to:  a cottage-type house w/woods & water in close proximity...

W.O.W. ~~ Be true to yourself in all you do!

Namaste', Enna

~Love & Light~

Currently Listening Across The Universe [Deluxe Edition] By Original Soundtrack see related

not many ppl post anymore... hmmm... maybe cuz I don't visit them? whatever... I've been busy doing other stuff... kinda like Life, that way... everything ebbs & flows, including writing in Xanga... I've got a life-time acct., so we'll see as the time ticks away...

news: 

• twins are almost 4 months old!  so cute & growing so fast!
• J2 moving to Florida late March... don't know how long he'll be gone... says he'll come back & visit, but if he gets a job, he can't just take off & visit whenever he wants... so I'll go down there & visit!
• thinking seriously of getting the hardware out of my leg - this winter has been weird w/ my leg, all kinds of aches & pains so that's why getting the metal out seems to be a logical choice to relieve some of that;
• bored, bored, bored... still working out the whys & wherefores of that.

W.O.W.:  Live Life with your senses wide open!  Look @ what you do & ask why...

Love & Light, Enna