Okay so i jsut made my first layout ever and its hott isnt it...well for me it is becuse i luv the Beautiful beachs! okay well 25 days until i go to Jamaica and im so Happy!

Well im'a goin go talk to yall later comment me and tell me if you like my layout and i might even make you one if you give me a pic off the internet luv yall

Melanie<3

Srry about not writing in here i just dont get on xanga anymore weird huh? lol well anyways how are yall im great 29 days until i go to JAMAICA!!!! Heck yeah!! well im just writing in here so im going to go talk to ya later!

PRESSURE!!!   The one thing that we have a hard time with!

1st!   Find the pressure trigger!

2nd!  think it through!

3rd!  talk it over!<---with anyone...it will help!

4th!  Establish a "Decompression chamber"!

5th!  invite god into the situation!

But Jesus would often go to some place where he could bed alone and pray!     Luke 5.16

I am a stuntent and I do understand how we have so much pressure on our everyday life's! YES! I know, it happen's! we need to make a cut so we wouldn't have all this pressure on us but please don't cut CHURCH!!!! Church is not the answer the kind of stuff that you can cut is....after school activities....start hanging out with the ones that don't give you drama or are turning you bad...stuff like that...but please don't cut CHURCH!  Last year I was so happy to go to Big Stuf' because I knew all my pressure would be released and I would be relaxed and I was!! well this year I hoping for the same thing but since I have so much of it this year because of me coming to a new school..changing friends..school..grades...just life you know? well im thinking that Big Stuf is not going to handle it all...!?! I know its weird but to me its simple...I luv Big Stuf but will it help me this year? will I get so emotional that its not even funnie? what will happen you know? but the pressure this year is the most I have ever had I mean im so glad basketball is over that was the most pressure ever...I don't think you will be seeing me do two sports like that in a row no no no no no no!! never again!!! I cant do it to much pressure on me!!! well this is it for now but think about taking that pressure of you...it will help...all I know is I am trying to do my best...what you can do to help you is take just 10 min's out of your day to just talk to god or just worship him..I tell you what I did that last night when I was in my bed...I took my mommas Mp3player and I worshiped him and beleive me I felt so much better after worshiping (talking) to him^^^! it fells so good!! BELIEVE ME!!!!!

Melanie!

Thank you Martha for the great comment...! im going to keep xanga and keep writing in it..!

okay well...its almost Valentines Day and you know what that means...?  Gifts Gifts Gifts and even more Gifts! not for me tho for the couples that our together onless my momma gives me something...or some of my friends give me something but im not getting any from a guy..!...again!  but i think im getting use to it, i mean its not like i get one all the time...but i mean it does hurt...i see all these couples that have teddie bears, or build-a-bear, or chocolate hearts, or flowers or bollons or something like that..and it just hurts cuase i have nothin! but i will make the best of things! heck ya! i will update better later

Melanie

( Im a war, Already won!)

Viva la revolucion!<--was the message tonight and it was a great one as well!

You cannot discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shores...!

Let God run our revolucion..!

If God is for us, who can ever be against us!<-- think about that one!

Today is about FRIENDS!

Friends-someone who tells you the truth especially when you dont want to hear it.

Friends-those who know, like and trust one another; those who support and sympathize.

Jesus chose you to be his friend. " Accept one another,then, just as christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to god."

(Romans 15:7)

Its more important to be a friend then to have one. how can you be a friend?

Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses.   (proverbs 27,6)

You choose friends who are useful to you, friends whose company we enjoy, friends whose quities we admire and who admire us in return. how do you choose your friends?

Choose your friends wisely as you will become better in your life ahead..!

thats it for now! see yall at school or around somewhere!

Melanie