I hate the way i am, will i ever change. Will this life that I lead ever change? Who is out there? Anyone? Are you waiting for me, waiting for me to show come out of hiding. Who are you? Show yourself to me. Don't make me wait any longer to find out who you are. I am waiting on you. I will wait, but not forever. I will go as far as I have to. I hate the way i am. I may never change.
Your
darkness is \"Fallen\". You were most likely once deeply in love, but
the person on the receiving end of your affections wounded you
deeply.You were also once innocent, but your wounds will not allow that
innocence to return.Sadness and misfortune seem to follow you. A good
band for you would either be AFI or The Cure.
SO, for those of you who even remotely know you, you should know that I am currently living in Central Asia. I have been here for around 7 and a half months, which means that the time for my return trip is rapidly approaching. For those of you who may like to know, it looks like I will be arriving home on July 28th. I don't know if i am flying into Houston or Dallas, but I will be coming home soon.
This is not just a question I am throwing up that I want everyone to think about. I want answers.
IS LOVE WORTH IT???? Is love really worth all of the crap that you have to put up with, the bickering over silly stuff that doesn't make one ounce of difference. Stuff like I want to eat at Sonic but you want to eat at Popeye's. Fighting over big stuff that you cannot change, fighting over money, over whose family are we going to spend the holidays with. All the crap you have to put up with. She changes the color of her nail polish and she gets pissed when you don't notice, or he fixes something in the house and you don't say good job so he gets pissed. FOR WHAT!!!!????!!!!! What do either one of you get?A life time of fighting and bickering? No thanks. I am not just talking about married people either, dateing, engaged, married; I Don't Care. The question is, IS IT WORTH IT? Now I have come to a conclusion, but I just want to see what all of you out there in wonderful Xangaland have to say about it. I want to hear from everyone. Single, married, divorced, engaged, dateing, people that want to be dateing, people that have never dated anyone. All of you, is love worth it?
so for all of you that would like to see me ehile i am in the states, i am here, i think i have seen alot of people that still live in Louisiana and will see the rest of you at the Uprising. so if you want to see me but are not going to be at the uprising, then shhot me an email or give me a call. i will be in until jan. 17th