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Name: Jessica
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Olathe
Birthday: 6/6/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: I love music! I enjoy horsbeack riding, and going to shows.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other


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MSN: Invisible_kid_69_2007@hotmail.com


Member Since: 5/7/2005

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

Well I dont have a whole lot to say, things have been hectic lately. The good thing is things are starting to look much better. after I blew up in someones face yesterday that is, its okay though, totally necessary. I've glad it happened, it made me realize how good whati have really is.

I really hope the band can start working together more:(

Writers Block SUCKS!!!!


Saturday, September 02, 2006

OK, someone needs to remind me to update like daily! Anyone want to buy a car? better yet anyone interested in helping me push my piece of shit car of a cliff? I swear I hate that car!

I t really sucks that our first long weekend out of school I end up sick. I really feel like crap :(

one thing thats happened lately, most of you wont understand without knowing the full story but thats ok. I think I've finally escaped something thats been secretly tearing me apart and holding me back for so long. For the longest time I've tried to smile and keep going and I finally got what I thought I wanted this whole time, but now that I have it Im not sure if Its what I really want. Im so confused.


Saturday, June 24, 2006

Hey havent updated in a while. things havent been going all that well. some things I cant discuss on here but one major problem is that works really screwing me over:(

5. When A Dead Man Walks

Paranoia
In which I think that I'm not confident
Blood into my hands I can't deny
A buzz into my ears that makes me mad
But I don't look back
While I'm waiting to die
I don't look back
In a weird lullaby
I'll carryon
And the hope in my heart is dry
But I don't look back
And I cannot reply
I don't look back
While I'm waiting to lie
I'll carry on
While they want to decide for me
Once again
Living in their cage
They are killing me
Paranoia
In which I think I'm not that confident
A tiny hope that burns into my breath
A bitter smile delights me at
the end

Its really weird but some how this song really describes my mood I guess i dunno its really weird.

does it seem to you like just when things are going great all it takes is one thing to go wrong next thing you know everything goes wrong and youve got so many problems now that you cant find the best solutions for?


Saturday, June 03, 2006

hey everyone I finally got my braces off!!! my b-days next week, so hopefully I dont have to work that day. that would suck.

More updates later.......


Saturday, May 20, 2006

Ok guys this is gonna sound really weird, and this doenst apply to everyone and the people that this does apply to should know who they are...I've had 3 different girls magically stumble across my site and somehow end up with my email and then I end getting weird emails that say things like "I seen your pic,and I think your really hot", or "hi, I am a 20/f/(from I forgot where) and would like to get to know you"and then goes on about some crap. Oh, and my personal favorite "I think your hott and I wanna be your girlfriend",first of all I dont know any of these girls second of all I'm taken!Taylor's Girl!!!hello. and yeah soo.....you know who you are take note to this and uh yeah go ahead and figure it out......No More Emails!



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