Yeah i have no idea why I'm writing this. No one ever comments anyways?

I love the colour blue. like alot. Yeah that was kind of pointless?  can someone tell me wtf german brown eyes are? Like someone said that to describe thier eye color. and yeah i dont get it. Yeah so i think kinda studying for finals probably screwed me over. But oh well.. SCHOOLS OUT.. yeah nvm you cant break out in song on one of these. haha.

                                                                                      ZESTY

thats all i have to say. oh man. yeah last night was fun and i love meg in all her sadness, and jen and brooke and gabby and nikki for not hating me because i bailed like a true asshole.

So we were talking about my heart condition yesterday and it got me thinking. It kinda makes me less afraid to die. Like this is really gross to talk about but in a sence i feel kinda invinceble? Not really invinceble but just like. non caring maybe? I dunno im wierd forget it.

So i kinda like this boyfriend thing. Like alot. Its quite fun. He makes me happy. I must say.

G-unit. Whats goin on? Yeah so Ive decided that sad entries are no more. One it makes no one happy, its like a whole pitty thing and i cant do that, thridly it makes no difference no one cares anyways. So its out of here.

Have you ever noticed that piano is most effective when its on some commercial or program talking about deceased kids. Like it shows a slideshow of thier life with this pretty little piano part, thats happy but really sad at the same time. I dunno i thought that i'd just share that.

So i like this layout but i dont really like the colors. But i do like the song. I think i'll have a new song every new entry. Just because. Yeah so school im enjoyining school  more. Maybe because I'm trying? Maybe because i really piss my teachers off? I have no idea but its better than nothing. Oh but i do hate teachers and admnistrators who think there all bad ass. Suck it. You work at a freakin school. Go have phone sex and leave us alone. Its a freaking huge hallway. Pull the stick out and walk away. UGH

So yeah G unit so the cold is getting to me. I hate adding layers. I prefer taking clothes off. Enough said. And i hate sweaters but meg made me wear mine today..-_- gay. Oh well i still love her. my grade in math.........79 wooh. jay kay. but its getting there. No worries.....maybe.

Yeah i love candles. And fire. Candles and fire they go together like Jesus and the cross. haha That was really mean.  Hmm i had something somewhat meaning ful to say but i lost it. So alas until i think of it.. MORE FUN ICONS!

I'm extrodinarly gay. I have a xanga. Oh well. It entertains me. WOOH

Peace

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