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Reading
over my posts from a year ago is very disturbing. I have not once since gotten
up early to do yoga. In fact I haven’t done ANY yoga in a year. I have not used
the juicer or fasted at all in the past year. Looking at my posts after so long
really drives home the fact that if I had done any of those things that I said
I would to help me live a healthier life I would be thinner and happier today. Instead,
I’ve been lazy and miserable. I guess now I have to see if I will continue with
another year of the same, pathetic behavior or will I finally make the changes
I’ve been talking about for so long.
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| What Ana Gives Me: Confidence - Control - Long, skinny legs - A flat stomach - Tiny arms - Something that's all mine - Drive and focus - Hunger pains - A goal in life - Results - Superiority - A getaway - A secret - Revenge - Beauty - Strength - Accomplishment |
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| There's always tomorrow...
Today has been up and
down. I made some great juice this morning but I wound up eating ½ of a tomato
mozzarella sandwich and a little bit of egg salad instead.  I must have been craving protein so I gave in. Don’t
know what I was craving when I ate the cookies. Maybe I was craving to be a
huge fatty! Aaarrrggghhh!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is another day
and I’ll be able to stick to my juice while I’m at work. (I hope!)
I also didn’t start the
day with yoga - again. It really makes me feel so much better when I do. I just
can’t drag myself out of bed an hour early to do it.
Tomorrow is another day
and I’ll be able to get up and do the yoga. (I hope!)
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| Hungry is good I'm starving!! But this is how I'm going to have to feel from now on so I'd better get used to it. No solid food yet today other than lettuce. Maybe a portobello for dinner tonight and nothing else!
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I ONCE WAS WILLOWY.... AND I WILL BE AGAIN!!!!
