| You know how I said that I was hoping today would be a better day? It was! And boy was it! It started snowing during gym class and we got let out of school early and theres no dance classes tonight whoohoo! I also found out for next semester I am gonna have tons of my friends in my classes. The snow was fun, one of my friends made a snow angel...with jeans on...well I'm gonna go eat something. |
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| Today was a terrible day. I had a low blood sugar crash this morning and I couldn't see anything It felt like I was half way blacking out and I felt all dizzy and guess what I still had to go to school. I had some sugar to bring me back up then some protein afterwards and when the crash was over I had this TERRIBLE HORRIBLE migrane I've ever had in my entire life. I couldn't talk because It hurt and omg gym class....all those bouncing balls I was ready to kill someone. It was horrible. I'm going to bed now and hopefully tomorrow will be better. I'm still recovering from this low blood sugar crash the headache medicene I took is not working so I was basically O.D.ing on it this whole day.
Goodnight! |
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| I hate this. Today we were doing swing dancing and I didn't have a partner like always. I hate that I'm not outgoing enough to say hey dance with me! I hate it. I'm selling myself short. I could be out there having a good time and dancing with a guy but I'm not because I'm too shy. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. |
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| Today I'm going to play practice. YAY! It's always so much fun. Then I'm going home for 2 hours than I'm going to my ballet class and after that it's pre pointe. I always have such a busy schedule. My dad is making me pick up sticks today in the freezing cold (theres snow and ice on the ground.) I was just like gee thanks dad. I better go and do that right now before it gets too late. |
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| Wow. I was browsing some blogs and I came across tons and tons of anaroxic people. It's crazy. They had pictures of really really bony people and said wow her ribs show just perfectly. SHOWING YOUR RIBS IS NOT SEXY AT ALL!!! I mean yeah I'm skinny and guess what...I eat what I want whenever I want. They only reason I stay this skinny is because I workout but It's not really working out because it's fun. 9 dance classes a week! I really don't understand the whole showing your ribs is sexy thing. When I raise my arms my ribs show and I hate it. I actuallly over eat to have some meat on my bones. I really don't understand people who starve themselves. But yeah I was just shocked by all these "I want to show my bones" people. |
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