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Name: Stephanie
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Birthday: 4/3/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Anime, music of course, and more music. But first God. He is my light and my friend. He carries me through all the troubles and pains.
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Industry: Other


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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Its time to say something

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Im not happy, Ive hid this from everyone...Even from God himself...but I know deep inside he knows how I feel. I want to get away and cry all of this past fears, doubts, pains and sadness away. Im not sure of where I can start, other than the fact I have been finding myself in places I dont want to be. Things I dont ever want to do. I hate it..I love what I have and I have been given, but Im missing the love... I want to love someone...I cant even cry I feel so coldhearted..so dull..

 

Im not sure of wher I will be in the next 5years...If Ill be married or dead in the streets..but I know one thing...That God wont put me there in a place like that...I have so many good freinds and I love to death and some that are moving on and living a life that will bring them to happness...

 

I hope the same for me


Thursday, July 27, 2006

Listen to this

Im single men..lol


yep yep..and I hate it,but you know what I dont care..bc Im going to wait it out and see who cames my way...lol




Saturday, July 22, 2006

What the??

Yeah myspace is screwed up..somthing is wrong with it...oh poo


Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Sad

some one cheer me up


Thursday, June 29, 2006

As Cities Burn

Can you believe it.. As Cities Burn is over..there last show is Aug 19..wow..I'm going to go see them the 11 for my last time..


its so sad. I wish they could stay together. They are so good



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