XREDSKIESX's Xanga

Its time to say something

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 01:20:50 GMT

ok....

Im not happy, Ive hid this from everyone...Even from God himself...but I know deep inside he knows how I feel. I want to get away and cry all of this past fears, doubts, pains and sadness away. Im not sure of where I can start, other than the fact I have been finding myself in places I dont want to be. Things I dont ever want to do. I hate it..I love what I have and I have been given, but Im missing the love... I want to love someone...I cant even cry I feel so coldhearted..so dull..

Im not sure of wher I will be in the next 5years...If Ill be married or dead in the streets..but I know one thing...That God wont put me there in a place like that...I have so many good freinds and I love to death and some that are moving on and living a life that will bring them to happness...

I hope the same for me

Listen to this

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 18:38:04 GMT

Im single men..lol

yep yep..and I hate it,but you know what I dont care..bc Im going to wait it out and see who cames my way...lol

What the??

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 23:59:16 GMT

Yeah myspace is screwed up..somthing is wrong with it...oh poo

Sad

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 13:32:55 GMT

some one cheer me up

As Cities Burn

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 13:12:23 GMT

Can you believe it.. As Cities Burn is over..there last show is Aug 19..wow..I'm going to go see them the 11 for my last time..

its so sad. I wish they could stay together. They are so good

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 02:41:23 GMT

wohohohohohohohoohohoh I'm tierd

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Sun, 21 May 2006 10:50:39 GMT

wow you guys can't miss a concert from Underoath. All I have to say is that the second time is even better than the first. I went to the back and talked to Aaron (dummer) and gave him the note. I really hope he will understand what I put in there. It was dream that I had years ago and needed to tell them. Yawn but now I have to Graduate..ha ha ha it seems its like a decision you have to make..

Agianst the Glass!! BABY

Wed, 03 May 2006 21:57:23 GMT

Yep its my bros band...I heart them <3

sorry wrong pic

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 17:25:00 GMT

So you say you want to see my Cat Pickles..well scroll all the way down and you will find her..

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 14:39:05 GMT

another great band to listen too..

tee he heee