| im fucked up, i admit it. i dont even noe who i am ne more |
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| what a crazy ass past two days. lets see, yesterday:
around 11:30 (am) i started drinking. from the time frame of 1-430 i blacked out at a park , apparently people were poking me and i wouldnt wake up. finally i woke up to my friend's dog biting my hand i was like wtf. it was about 5 n i realized i had to go to this ccounseling group, well on the way there my friend decided to roll a blunt and i took my share of smoking it. so here comes 6 n i had to be at this place, i thought i was pretty sober n straight to make it through, guess not. one of the councelors comes to me and is like " are you high" i disagreed and she let it go. well the first five minutes of group my head kept spasing out and twitching so she takes me out and is like "your high, you need to go home" i was like oh shit, and so my dad came, took me to the hospital for a drug test. i didnt understand what the point of that was since we all knew i was fucked up. i got tired of waiting so i said to the dr. "i know the test is coming back positive, you know it, and my dad probably knows it, so can i go home?" and they let me go.
i shouldnt have been so dumb, bad judgement call on my behalf thinking i can make it thro that damn group. any ways.. MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!! hehe sweet 16! |
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| wow.. i havent wroten in here in a while, not like it really matters because no one looks at this thing any way. but yeah.. whats new with me,
nothing really. party hardy! haha, thats how ive been rolling.
sex drugs and alchohal lmao.. thats my life minues the sex |
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| i am so sick and tired of people's bs. my parents always fucking blame me for every thing. well u know what they can just go fuck themselves and leave me alone. |
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