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Name: Ysidro,Yoshi,Yosh,To
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Oceanside
Gender: Male
Interests: oo shit my hobbies wasting my time and just doin nothin interesting.... uhhhh soccer of course cuz no one can get past me not even... well nvm they actually can... some though.... bowlin ya das right i bowl.... i can beat u in it too if u wanna team alright it can b 2 on 2 or 4 on 4... my secret weapons muahaha... and track for some strange reason o ya the biggest one of all GIRLS woooo damn.... so much girls in da world and i love it but they can b a pain at times or can b mean but ya gotta love em
Expertise: area of expertise.... lets see...... computers... thats the easy one with most technical stuff.... hmm wut else is dere... some video games... damn.. i dont have alot of expertise thats not good now is it... we'll i don't even kno myself even though i think when i get the chance to... we'll thats a short list
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Internet)
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  XSoccaPlayaX07
MSN: XParaDoxX07@msn.com
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Yahoo:  OsideBreakers15@yahoo.com
AIM:  YellowCardedYosh
Member Since:
11/29/2003
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| I still
will never understand why you kids go to parties and drink. Of why you want to escape the reality instead of facing it head on. Why wear the mask for only just a bit to have your fun and then what? Do you gain anything? Do you lose anything? Never will understand, it really hurts me right in the heart when people do these things, the ones I truly care for that do it. That is one thing that stresses me out the most. When will you guys ever learn the things you do to your body now affect you later on in life. How you create a habit that will be hard to break for the latter part of your life. I'll still be here to help but let me help you now when we have the time, before it becomes too late. Heed my warning, alcohol is one of the worst products to have in your system and you better slow down if not stop now or suffer the consequences. Respect your body and maybe then you can respect yourself. Go ahead and argue with me, say it affect everyone in different ways, no shit. But we are human and due to "human nature" we tend to act in similar ways. Unless you want to be one of the few that can break the pattern and choose that you are better than some foreign substance and lead your own life and not have other people or other substances do it for you.
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| =)Yeah, so update, I'm "single" but taken. Well I'm in a relationship, anyone can get the title of boyfriend/girlfriend but only one can be that soul mate. Yeah you guessed it, we're soul mates. I LOVE her, and she LOVES me. I have proof!:
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=83478290&blogID=372045113
If you can't read it here
Saturday, March 29, 2008
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this guy :)
Current mood:  fabulous
Category: Romance and Relationships
ahh
so ive been thinking about it ever since i pretty much met this new guy
:) ive been looking back at my past relationships and i guess in a way
comparing. :p well pretty much wat im getting at is that this guy is
amazing :D i admire his morals and everything he believes in. i love
the fact that he respects me and listens to what i have to say. i can
tell he really cares about me and i could say the same about him, only
i care about him more of course ;) he doesnt pressure me to do
anything. he never demands anything from me, hes patient, he protects
me and watches out for me. :) he puts up with my tantrums and still
doesnt make me have to tell him what to do all the time and how to act.
wat more could i want? and trust me, im a hard critic. i always thought
that i was ment to be alone. just because i could never picture myself
being with somebody else based on the way i am. but hes just like me :)
i dont know, these past almost 8 months have been fantabulous :) yes
there has been some minor difficulties and misunderstandings. and times
when ugh!!! i want to throw marshmellows at him. haha but for some
reason im not ready to let him go. i ussually push people away if i
really like them just because of trust issues or just because i like
being extra careful about who i fall in love with. im kinda pshycotic
when it comes to all that love stuff. but with him its different. since
that night i laid eyes on that sexy beast :) haha theres just something
about the way he talkes to me and the way he holds me that makes me all
giggly inside :D i really trust him :) theres other guys in my
surrounding, of course, but nobody can really compare. hes the only one
i have eyes for 8) call me dumb. say im just a fool in love. but i cant
get him out of my head. and i dont want to. even if this never works
out b/w us, hes always going to be my ash ketchum :) my hero ahaha
corny!! i love you babe :) more than you know. and sorry if i dont tell
you enough.
I LOVE YOU!!! |
Of course that's going to make me cheese big. To have a girl that is that honest and faithful, hard to find but I found her and she has found me. Funny thing is that I've seen her but I always thought of her as a very beautiful girl walking down the campus. Now I actually got to talk to that girl and like damn, quite a few things in common. I am putting everything into this and the outcome is great. True love, what more can I ask for. My manager asked me has she ever gotten anything for me like bought. I said no but I don't care because she has made me things most recently origami birds. She drew a picture of me and her, this isn't a rinky dink stick figure this picture actually looks like ME. No lie, I'll try and post it when I can. I buy her I guess you can say "expensive" items because she deserves the best but not only is that I want to see her expression. Everything I have given her no matter the amount is costs, she likes it, and I myself love her expression. Yeah, she is the best and I think about her a lot, every day, every hour, every minute, there's really not a moment when I don't think about her. Sprung yes, whipped yes, but it doesn't matter to me because I am here to make her very happy. My promise to her is to keep her smiling and laughing and I intend to keep it.
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| FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKI really know how to get the best things and start losing them all together don't I. Fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkk
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| Sometimes I getTired of having people shove their beliefs down someones throat or a belief they once had. Religion is a touchy subject that I avoid really but I guess I can't really avoid it much longer.
I want to state, I believe in a higher being. Yet the thought of putting a name on it I would not. I believe in the THEORY of Evolution. I will be clear I do NOT believe in creationism. I do notice the THEORY part of it. The reason being is that it was a tested hypothesis that has gone through a rigorous test and was created as theory. It will not come into law anytime soon or in the future because it would cause too much controversy. The reason that the religious fanatics will create a war of words and blood over it. Such as the war in the Middle East. This is a prime example of why I believe religions are a great idea for bloodshed. Many people through the centuries have died for religious wars more than wars that we have for conquest and such. Pointless bloodshed of who is right and who is wrong. As well as who owns a small piece of "holy land." What group has died more? The group that believes in religion. Hitler exterminated a bunch of Jewish because he believed he was the same as "Jesus Christ" and his "Bible" was "Mein Kampf." The Middle East tension is about two waring countries fighting over a small piece of land that they believe is rightfully theirs. Then there are the religious crusades. Why the pointless bloodshed for a belief. Better yourself by helping people not by shoving your idealistic thoughts into someone's head and say I'm right you are wrong. You keep saying just because you can't see him, he is still there. Well alright I get it, you have no need to say it over.
My personal idea of religions are solely a conceptual thought to explain certain things. Of how we were made, back then they didn't have the scientific way of deducing the way we have now. Back then they believed the world was not round. It was not proven round until someone thought of taking the risk and explore. Low and behold the world was not flat but round. Comparing religions as assumptions, I won't technically blurt it out but you have that idea. Point is that we tried it and something happened. Which brings me to praying. I must say if you want something to happen don't pray. DO IT. You pray for strength. Become stronger. You pray for something and hope for the best. Go out and do it. It maybe too late, if you wait. Be smart about it, I'm sorry but praying is just delaying the inevitable. It can also be Murphy's Law as well. If someone is crying, don't pray for them, go out and comfort them. When you want something go and be smart. Plan and act. Don't just act.
I have quite a few more things to talk about, yet I need a shower. Let me pray and hopefully I get clean? If I offended you which I know I was bound to eventually.
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| Let's Talk Shit About Yoshi
So where to start? I'll state, there are two sides two every story, I
had one side told to me this morning, I do EXPECT the other side to
tell me their side, you can all gather up or give me separate feed
back, do whatever you please, flame me, curse at me, thank me, but be
honest. If you say something you better damn well be able to back it
up and prove it. The length of time of knowing someone is no proof to
me at all. That means I don't want to hear, "Why would you believe
that, who have you known longer?" That shit means nothing to me, your
actions have spoken for you, so actually have some evidence. I know
your actions in the past have given me evidence to support my
reasonings because most of you have gotten worse. I better read some
upset thoughts about this.
The first time I heard about it I didn't think much of it. Girls
trying to tell my girl that she made mistake, that she downgraded and
that we were not going to last for no more than a month. To hear about
my own supposed, "FRIENDS" saying this shit to my girlfriend? I'll ask
what the hell was going through your thick skulls? I know that you
gossip, I understand, but what the hell were you thinking? Honestly I
have lost all respect for you. Its fine by me, I'll be there to help
of course, but all those favors, you are on your own. To see such a
dramatic twist on personalities is a real damn shame. So much
potential wasted on pointless and senseless things. Each time you are
talking shit, you are wasting your breath. But congratulations for
becoming the best model for your kid one day. I hope its not too late
for you to realize this. Hopefully when you have children they become
a better person and stronger for the better instead of the route you my
own "friends" are on.
I'm just disgusted at the thought process of what I heard. To accuse me
of actually trying to get a girl drunk so I can take care of her is way
out of line or even take advantage of her? Are you seriously kidding
me? Do I stand for such actions? If you believe I'm straight edge,
would you really think I'm going to say go ahead and have some. The
only thing I do is that I'll be the designated driver for the fact that
I don't want to have anyone be hurt in the process of your foolish
act. Have you not known my past? Have I not given you any clear
details that I'll sacrifice my own time to take care and make sure no
guy tries to take advantage of someone? That you should know girls
that are drunk are more susceptible to harm? Is it my fault? What you
do I don't condone, but I can't control you. I realize its like a kid
and a stove. The mother tells the child not to touch the stove because
its very hot; the kid does not believe and touches the stove. Which
therefore proves that the stove is hot and the kid won't do it again.
Apparently though in this situation, the kid is not very bright and
keeps touching the stove till his hand is well done. If you couldn't
get the story its calling you "none to bright."
If you want to talk shit, you talk shit to my face or you can send me a
message, don't expect me to reply though. Be an adult about it, use
intellectual words so I don't know what the hell you are talking
about. Go ahead and use the thesaurus so you can find a word that I
may not know so I can waste my time looking up the meanings, hey at
least you put some thought into talking shit right? If you want to
create a line of people that do not like me go right ahead and do it,
make sure I'm off though. It's ridiculous, drama starts when you don't
know the whole story, so here's my question to you, do you know the
whole story? DO YOU my own FRIENDS know the WHOLE STORY?
I'm going on a slight whim and going to guess, NO. No you do not know
the whole story, so are you scared? Ladies and gentlemen don't be
scared shitless. Know the full story before creating your judgments.
I'm just disappointed in quite a few of my "FRIENDS." Who I'm of not
close with much anymore.
I'm thankful for some of the intellectual group of people I know. As
well as my brothers and my baby of course (who told me who said "shit"
so yeah I'll be waiting mostly on those girls to reply back to me.) My
family too, at least I know they won't talk shit about me.
I can't believe you can be so disrespectful. I'll be honest, I too
have talked shit and if you believe you are one person that I have, I
can pretty much say 99.99% will be right for those that think it. The
difference is that I acknowledge it and am aware that I do. But mostly
those reasons are one of many,
Drinking
Smoking
Sex
Drugs <---- any of this looks familiar from Straight Edge???
Lack of morals
Lack of respect
Thats really the only reason why I talk shit, I know no one is perfect
but at least try to be real, just TRY. I want to also state again I'm
not shoving my beliefs down your throat, if you think I am, I'll
reiterate the way I say things to spice it up. I just care and want to
see that you are doing well and are still alive instead of (again I
sound like a broken record) sick or with some disease.
If I hear shit talk again about my brothers, my baby or myself I'll
make sure your life will be very hard when it comes to jobs and
schooling, things that will make an impact in long term. That is a
promise I will not break. If you overcome it, I'll applaud you because
I have made you stronger and then you can never forget, kind of creepy
right? So think twice its either I'm here till the next reunion or
that stepping stone on that stair case to success.
*EDIT*
So if you want to ask for more information from my girl, you can ask right in front of me because anything you have to say to her I will be right next to her if you want to say shit, you better back it up, if you want to yell at me well go right on ahead and do it. How am I a downgrade from her ex? You care to explain how its really convenient for me to take care of a girl when she's intoxicated, I will give you your answer if you just ask me instead of talking all this shit. Ladies stop your damn gossip and grow up, honestly grow up, I want to see someone really successful for the guys that you date, not the ones that hope to be.
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