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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

 

 

give me back what is mine, because I can't live without it.


Monday, March 12, 2007

Hm. something really has been bothering me lately.  I'm not going to say what because honestly, it's none of your business, if I want you to know I will tell you. Just rip out my heart and stomp it to dust, because honestly, that's better than what I feel right now.  I like to think I'm okay, but really am I?  I go on day by day, feeling nothing, it's dull and boring.  I want excitement, I want what everyone is talking about and what everyone seems to have but me.  I'm lonely.  Wishy washy is what I am. Depressed? alittle, I'll feel better in the morning.  I always do. 

hopefully I won't see you in my dreams tonight.

I hate you, but do I?

<3

-insect-

I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past
I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again

my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me

my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me

MUSHI


Friday, February 16, 2007

DON'T STEAL MY PICTURES.

Dir en grey, wow.

That's all I can really say, they definatly know how to please their crowd.

Driving to Zeke's was a fun foggy adventure,

and can be summed up in a few words..

JESUS CHRIST ROCK N ROLL RAHH RAHH RAHH RAHH RAHHH

Zeke took FOREVER to come back to his house, so we waited outside his house for like 2 hours, where I drew this masterpiece:

I know I know, its so realistic, I'm just that good.

Then when he finally got back we were on our way until of course Mr. Doug Funny just HAD to come along. After a few more delays.  We were offffffffffff!

We ran to the concert because it was like 10 degrees and we all thought we were going to freeze to death.  Luckly we could just squeeze ourselves into the building so we wouldnt have to stand outside. 

There were a lot of people inside and I started to feel really sick.  Lauren said I probably have sociophobia where I don't like social situations with a lot of people.  Which is probably true because whenever I am in that situation I feel really sick.  In the line staff members were selling CD's for $15, of course it was only a pre-order slip because the CD isnt released until 2/20.  It was also a contest, if you got the Ram's head logo on the back of your slip you got to meet and greet the band.  Only 10 people could win and Lauren got one!  She almosted fainted, but she deserved it because the concert was her birthday present from Zeke& I.

We got in and decided to stand on the balcony to avoid moshers, and nasty, dirty, fat, fan girl/ goth kids.  Although, we attracted some real weirdo's up there.  First there was this woman, she must have been in her late 50's who looked like a normal old jesus loving grandmother.  She was with her husband without a kid so it was really akward that they would be there.  She over heard Zeke, Lauren, and me talking about my big hips.  Then she is trying to sit there and tell me to having fucking babies.  Like wtf, I'm 16.  Then during the concert shes like can't have life without the hurt! can't have babies without the hurt! and she kept pushing her ass on Zeke.  Then there was this old guy trying to stand next to me and he was just fucking creepy. I also had a midget stand next to me during some point.

Anyway, to the concert itself.

The first band that played was Bleed the Dream.  They weren't that bad but they were pretty much the defination of the clique emo.

The second band Fair to Midland made me want to kill myself.  They were soooooo fucking bad.  The singer decided to make himself look even scarier by shaving a bald spot on the side of his head and on top, like wtf?  Then he would make this disgusting face and spaz out.  He climbed on top of the big amp and jumped off, I was praying that he would kill himself.  But unfortunatly it didn't go my way.  Then I was looking bored as shit the singer looks right at me makes that face and screams, and I  was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ;__; It was fucking scaryyy.

Finally, Diru.  Everyone kept screaming when the little asian instrument tuners came out, I was like wow, shut up.  Then they finally came out and then the show began.  Kyo took off his shirt during the second song and OMG, his body was a masterpiece.  Then Kyo started stabbing himself in the chest with the microphone.  Half way through, Kyo started attacking his mouth and I didn't know what the fuck he was doing.  Then I realized he was tearing the shit out of his gums with his nails and he was bleeding all over his chest.  It was fucking sexy.  My favorite part though was when he tried to do a double toe touch and fell on his butt<3  It ended just as soon as it began.  I really wanted to lick the blood of his chest lol.  I was exhausted by the end of the night and got home at 1:30.  Where I ate speghettio's then went to bed.

Picture timee :]

Kyo:

Die:

Toshiya:

Kaoru:

Shinya

All:

..

THE END<3

 


Thursday, December 28, 2006

So, strangely enough,

the song "flying" from the Peter Pan movie really cheers me up.

I don't know why but it makes me all warm inside :D

 

&The only thing that can calm me down,

is the sound of Se7en's voice,

we will marry one day <3

 

 


Sunday, December 17, 2006

 

 

Well, so long to the whole crush thing.

I hate guys who are scared of something they can't predict.

Boys just never work out for me.

They just don't like me.

Oh well.

I think I'm gunna be a cat lady when I grow up.

THE END.



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