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[001]
what came first, the music or the misery?
people worry about kids playing with guns,
or watching violent videos,
that some sort of culture of violence will take them over.
nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands
of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss.
did i listen to pop music because i was miserable?
or was i miserable because i listened to pop music?

[002]
but risk must be taken beacuse the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
the person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing is nothing.
he may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or live.
chained by his servitude he is a slave who has forfeited all freedom
only a person who risks is free.

[003]
i think apathy is the easiest trap to fall into.
and i think the best thing a person can do to avoid it is to stay passionate.
because the times of utter misery are so worth it for the times of complete happiness.
never allow yourself to stop caring.
feelings too much is always better than not feeling enough.

[004]
and i'm leaning on the fence between past and present tense.
and i'm losing all those stupid games
i swore i'd never play.
but it almost feels okay.

[005]
I remember when the days were long,
And the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double-speak
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.

[006]
Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true,
As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well, I lost track, and then those words were said.
You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed.
Soon we woke and I walked you home,
And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.

[007]
if you feel discouraged
that there's a lack of color here
please don't worry lover
it's really bursting at the seams
for absorbing everything
the spectrum's a to z
this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years

[008]
Stories wait for endings.
But songs are brave things
bold enough to sing
when all they know is darkness

[009]
And love, just like blood, will always stain.
If you want to get nowhere, follow the crowd.

[010]
I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans.
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent.
Bring you back to the bar, get you out of the cold.
A sober, straight face gets you out of your clothes
and they're scared that we'll know all the crimes they'll commit.

[011]
Ideas came with explosive immediacy, like an instant birth.
Human thought is like a monstrous pendulum;
it keeps swinging from one extreme to the other.

[012]
just like you can see the smallest speck of
dust in a ray of sunshine pouring from my window,
i can still see who you used to be.

[013]
Every lucky man has a bad day and every pretty girl has a scar.
After that train comes and takes me away,
pick up that guitar and play, just play that rock and roll for me.

[014]
i remember it was summer
i was out of my head but you weren't your selfish end
waste of space
but i'm still in love.

[015]
The butterflies are passive aggressive and
put their problems on the shelf but they're beautiful
he'll realize the only thing thats real are the kids that kid themselves
and the demise of the beautiful

[016]
The most important things are the hardest to say.
They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them -
words shrink things that seemed limitless
when they were in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out.
But it's more than that, isn't it?
The most important things lie to close to wherever your secret heard is buried,
and you may make revelations that cost you dearly
only to have people look at you in a funny way,
not understand that you almost cried while you were saying it.
That's the worst, I think.
When the secret stay's locked within not for a want of a teller,
but for an understanding ear.
[Stephen King]

[Sam]

Hey babes. I'm so sorry i haven't updated in over a month! Schools been pretty stressful, you all know how it is... anywayyss enjoy. Happy Easter! <3
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[001]
all i want is one person
one person to hold me down and force me to say how i really care
about what i have to say.
one person to hug me
and tell me things will be okay
even if they won't

[002]
class is dead darling,
it died with the dinosaurs
it traded its pearls and white wine
for myspace and corona.
welcome to the twenty first century
would you like fries with that?

[003]
i wanted to destroy everything beautiful i'd never have.
burn the amazing rain forests,
pump chlorofluorocarbons straight up to gobble the ozone.
open the dump valves on supertankers and uncap offshore oil wells.
i wanted to kill all the fish i couldn't afford to eat
and smother the french beaches i'd never seen.
i wanted the whole world to hit rock bottom.

[004]
this may be the most important moment of your life.
commit to it.
[V for Vendetta]

[005]
i'm just another addict with a different kind of needle in my arm,
another bottle in my hand.
brings a thought to understand that we're all drunk.
walking the narrowest white lines ever drawn,
going farther than we've ever gone.

[006]
perfection is what you wash off at night
beauty is what you're born with.
[Helaine Tieu]

[007]
and just remember.
you could've had me.

[008]
the unreal is more powerful than the real
because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.
because it's only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last.
stone crumbles,
wood roots.
people, well, they die.
but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.

[009]
i dont want no romance.
just grab me with your hands
and leave when im done.

[010]
as you lean in to steal a kiss,
i know that ill never need more than this.

[011]
do not let your fire go out,
spark by irreplaceable spark,
in the hopeless swamps of the approximate,
the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all.
do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved
but have never been able to reach.
check your road and the nature of your battle.
the world your desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible.
its yours.

[012]
dont try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you.
when people can walk away from you. let them walk.
your destiny is never tied to anybody that leaves you.
hold on to what you love but stay true to what you know,
and remember, everything happens for a reason

[013]
to a world thats been turned all around, upside down.
never knowing whats around every corner of our horrible story.
im glad we both found the ground safe and sound.

[014]
say something you mean.
dont be polite.
kiss, kill, nothing in between.

[015]
in my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you
for exactly who you are.
good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you,
the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass.
thats the kind of person thats worth sticking with.
[Juno]

[016]
the human race is filled with passion and medicine, law, business and engineering.
these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life.
but poetry, beauty, romance and love-
these are the things we stay alive for.

[017]
so come on baby, make this hurt so good.
picture me standing in the rain on your front porch
telling you that i love you.
talk down to me, remind me of how perfect you are
and how pathetic i am
come on heartbreaker
do your fucking job.

[018]
please don't fade away
i need you.

[Sam]

i am in love with all of the comments on the last update. thank you so much! how was ur valentines day?! mine was pretty incredible, my boyfriend got me a coach bracelet and the biggest vase of red roses i have ever seen. =] so my first year with a real valentine went better than i could have imagined. hope it went well for everyone else!
i expect plenty of comments and subs on this update!
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[001]
the best things in life don't happen unless you take risks.
risk yourself & throw your heart out onto the table.
be who you are and hope people accept you.
if they don't, too bad.
always be real, never fake.
smile when you're happy, cry when you're sad.
never hold emotions inside.
let yourself risk getting hurt.
let youself try something new.
follow your heart and do what you feel is right, not what other people tell you to do.
fall in love, take a chance.
hope the other person feels the same
love is a risk.
it could bring either pleasure or pain,
sometimes both.
life is a gamble. you never know what it'll bring.
live in the moment and don't dwell on the past.
find the good in everybody. think positive, do positive.
break the rules and take the chance of getting caught.

[002]
dear daddy,
i write you in spite of years of silence.
you've cleaned up, found jesus. things are good or so i hear.
this bottle of steven's awakens ancient feelings
like father, stepfather, the son is drowning in the flood.
[Weezer]

[003]
just be who you are, wait your turn, don't push.
be beautiful, be graceful.
if you're going to get angry, be angry behind closed doors.
don't ever let them see you sweat.
just hold your head up no matter what,
and don't ever let anyone stomp you out.

[004]
in our backwards world
we are defined by that which is missing
the things we never did,
the chances we never took,
the words we never spoke
we are defined by everything we should have done but just couldn't

[005]
i know you for your quirks
the way you smile, the shape of your face, the way you say my name,
the difference in your laughs, the difference in your smiles, the faces you make,
the habits you have.
i know you for the little things, that counts for something
right?

[006]
people are like stained glass windows.
they sparkle and shine when the sun is out
but when the darkness sets in
their true beauty is revealed only
if there is light from within.

[007]
all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over
i just dont wanna miss you tonight.

[008]
show me how we can make this life more than ordinary.
don't look down if you're afraid to fall.

[009]
take chances,
alot of them.
because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who,
it always ends up the way it should be.
your mistakes make you who you are.
you learn and grow with each choice you make.
everything is worth it.
say how you feel. always be you. . . and be okay with it

[010]
i do not wish to treat friendships daintily,
but with the roughest courage.
when they are real,
they are not glass threads of frost-work
but the solidest thing we know.
[Ralph Waldo Emerson]

[Sam]

ah i love all the comments! please keep that up! =] i know this is the same update... but there is more added onto it so be sure to check it out and let me know what ya think. heyy kids btw its almost Valentines Day... Who has a valentine, what are your valentine gift ideas.... let me know! Happy Almost February.
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[001]
I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. 
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. 
Some of us say we'd rather have that something then absoutely nothing,
but the truth is,
"to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all."

[002]
A man and a woman have each other, baby
To find their way in this world
I need you darling, like the fish needs the sea
Don't take your sweet, your sweet love from me.

[003]
If my muscles hurt, it just means i've used them
If it hurts to walk up the stairs,
it's just cause i've done it a hundred times to lay down to a man who loved me
My face has wrinkles, but I have laid under hundreds of skies on sunny days
I look like this, well, because I drank and smoked and lived and I loved.
And I screwed my way through a pretty damn good life.
Getting old isn't bad, it's earned.

[004]
I'm a sucker for the sweet talkers
The ones who treat me right
The ones that call randomly or to just say goodnight
The ones that pull my hair back loosely behind my ears
The ones that challenge me and make me face my fears.

[005]
But there's a story behind everything
How a picture got on your wall
How a scar got on your face
Sometimes the stories are simple
And sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking.

[006]
i think thats what i find out most strange about this world,
nobody ever says how they feel.
they hurt, but they don't cry out.
they're happy, but they don't dance or jump around.
and they're angry but they hardly ever scream.
because the yfeel ashamed.
nothing's worse than that.
so we all walk around with our heads looking down and never look up
and see how beautiful the sky is.
[Uptown Girls]

[007]
a sense of humor is needed armor.
joy in one's heart and some laughter on one's lips is
a sign that the person down deep has a pretty good grasp of life.
[Anonymous]

[008]
after a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and changing a soul.
you learn that love doesn't always mean learning and company doesn't always mean security,
and you begin to learn that kisses aren't always considered contracts
and presents aren't always considered promises.
after a while you learn that every sunshine burns if you get too close.
so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting
for someone to bring you flowers.
you eventually learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have a purpose in life.

[009]
self pity gets you nowhere.
one must have the adventurous daring to accept oneself as a bundle
of possibilities and undertake the most interesting game in the world
making the most of one's best.
[Harry Emerson Fosdick]

[010]
and tonight shes taking chances,
making memories out of what she has.
throwing caution to the wind
it feels good to leave it all behind
here's to being young and gorgeous.

[Sam]

Hows your 2008 going?! Mines starting out pretty great! hope it is for you too. Enjoyy
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[001]
the boundaries which divide life from death
are at best shadowy and vague
who shall day where one ends
and the other begins?
[Edgar Allan Poe]

[002]
i'm gonna base this moment
on who i'm stuck in a room with
that's what life is
it's a series of rooms
and who we get stuck in those rooms with
adds up to what our lives are
[House]

[003]
my mind is set on winter's end
and driving convertibles down highways that never end
just let me drive away, instead of chasing all these dreams
don't bring me down to keep me sane
we can't go back to how things were
but if i find a highway long enough, i swear i'm gone.

[004]
For a physical challenge, i'm notoriously bored
Intravenous delivery, electrolytes and more
Every  time it's the same routine, out with the bad, in with the clean
Before I lose all motor skills, there's one thing you should know,
This is real.
This time I mean it, i'm coming clean
Please don't let go.

[005]
I'm the smoke from your fire
I'm that lie you can trust
I'm that chord on your guitar
I'm that girl you can't shut up
I'm the blood you might need
I'm the car you might speed
I'm the cigarette you breathe
You can't get rid of me.

[006]
without change something sleeps inside us
and seldom awakens.
the sleeper must awaken.
[Frank Herbert]

[007]
too often, the thing you want the most is the thing you can't have.
desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out.
desire can wreck your life.
but as tough as wanting something can be
the people who suffer the most
are those who don't know what they want.
[Grey's Anatomy]

[008]
take all that you have and turn it into
something you were missing.
somebody threw that brick.
shattered all your plans.

[009]
why is it you can sue cigarette companies for causing cancer,
mcdonalds for getting fat,
but you can't sue budweiser
for the ugly people you fuck.

[010]
heres to the starry nights
and careless freedom,
to glowing smiles and flushed cheeks,
and laughter that heals you deep inside.

[011]
the best day of your life is the one on which
you decide your life is your own.
no apologies or excuses.
no one to lean on, rely on, or blame.
the gift is yours; it is an amazing journey
and you alone are responsible for the quality of it.
this is the day your life begins.

[012]
this past year i've learned
that goodbyes will always hurt,
that is if you even get one at all.
pictures never replace having been there.
memories, good or bad, will bring tears to your eyes.
and words will never be able to replace feelings.

[013]
seventeen is just a test
yeah and i would recommend
that you live with no regrets
and even if it seems
like the world is crashing on you
you shouldn't let it hold you down

[014]
your time is up.
you've found all of the answers
so take a breath and end this chapter
i'll bring the fire if you bring the water.

[015]
a person is never as quiet or unrestrained
as they seem,
as bad or as good,
as vulnerable or as strong,
as sweet or as fiesty.
we are thickly layered, page lying upon page,
behind simple covers.
and love; it is not the book itself,
but the binding.

[016]
A man cannot discover new oceans
until he has the courage to lose sight of the shore.

[017]
the real lover is a man who can thrill you
by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes
or just staring into space.
[Marilyn Monroe]

[Sam]