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Sunday, July 08, 2007

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

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Monday, July 24, 2006

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 16:57:47 GMT

What I Live For

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 17:01:42 GMT

ILL STOP LOVING HIM WHEN////
THE SUN STOPS SHINING;;
THE GRASS TURNS PURPLE;;
AND FISH FORGET TO SWIM;;
I FUCKING LOVE HIM.

SO IM DOING BETTER THEN NORMAL.
IM HAPPY WHEN THE ONE I WANT MOST.
COULD CARELESS.
BUT I HAVE FRIENDS.
THAT YOU WOULD DIE FOR.
I TH INK ILL NAME A FEWW.
KATY. BF4L YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE.
ASHLEY. WAS THERE FOR ME EVEN WHEN I WAS IN THE WRONG.
KAYLEE MY FELLOW INVESTIGATORR.
WE NEED TO MAKE A LIST OF REAL WHORES.
LEXXI. SHE MADE THE COPELAND SHOW THE BESTT EVEN WHEN THE SONGE WHERE ABOUT LOVE AND BFS AND GFS.
ANDDD THATS ALL FOR RIGHT NOW.
OHH MEGAN HAS BEEN THERE.
SHE REALLY DIDNT HELP SHE JUST MADE ME SMILE.
WELL I LOVE ALL THESE PEOPLE UP THERE.
THEY MAKE MY WORLD SPINN.
THATS ALL FOR NOW.

-hope

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 21:44:45 GMT

"I'll try," she said as he walked away.
"Try not to lose you."
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.

eddit

wow i'm like dying once again.
taylor broke up with me again.
which sucks.
but im going to stay strong.
and this time im dating yayy.
but i can never get to attached.
im never letting a boy in my life like i did taylor.
to many bad things happen.
and guys are all the same.
so dont tell me you will be different.
because i will beg to differ.

your just jealous because im young and inlove.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 10:46:27 GMT

EDDIT//

YES I HAVE TAYLOR BACK OHH YEAH.
HES ALL MINE.
AND NOBODY IS TAKING HIM AWAY FROM ME.

OMG HOW I LONG FOR YOU.
JUST ONE LAST KISS.
JUST ONE LAST HUG.
JUST ONE LAST FUCK.

BABY IM ALL YOURS.

SO LAST NIGHT WAS FUN.
I WENT TO THE SHOW WITH LEXXI.
SHE LOOKED BEAUTIFUL.
BUT I SO KNOW SHE WAS COLD.
IT WAS DAVIDS BIRTHDAY.
WE NEVER GOT TO PLAY DUCK DUCK GOOSE.
AND I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT.
BUT YEAH SOME PRETTY GOOD BANDS.
I GOT HIT WITH A MILK JUG.
RIGHT IN THE FACE IT WAS CRAZY.
AND IT KIND OF HURT,
OKAY IT HURT ALOT.
WE LEFT AT 11:00
AND WHILE TAKING LEXXI HOME IT TURNED 11:11.
SO I MADE A WISH.
AND NO IM NOT TELLING YOU WHAT I WISHED FOR.
ON THE WAY HOME I GOT TACO BELL.
CALLED TAYLOR.
TALKED TO HIM TILL I DONT KNOW WHEN.
BECAUSE I WOKE UP NOT REMEMBERING LAST NIGHT.
WELL YEAH ONE OF THE BEST FRIDAYS IN AWHILE.

EDDIT/////
IF I DONT START GETTING COMMENTS..IM SAYING GOOD BYE TO XANGA. FOREVER.

-HOPE

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 20:26:54 GMT

WHEN I SAID I WOULD WAIT FOREVER.
IT WAS JUST ANOTHER LIE TO ADD TO THE COLLECTION.

New BoyFriend.
Hes Coool.
I Really Hope This One Lasts.
I Swear He Gives The Best Hugs In The World.

SCHOOL HAS BEEN OKAY.
I GOT A DETENTION FROM THE LUCH LADY.
HA LONG STORY.
CANT WAIT FOR THIS WEEKEND ALREADY.

FUCK I STILL LOVE HIM.

EDDIT////

I got a confession to make
That my heart would break
To hear you say goodbye
You’re my every dream
You’re the threadwork to my seams
And you know that I can’t lie, when I say
I can’t stop thinking about you
I can’t stop thinking about how
My heart’s empty without you
I just hate myself
To think of you with someone else
To hear you say goodbye
I love you for who you are
No more, no less
And you know that ii can’t lie, when I say. . .
My dreams will never come true without you

I’ve been everywhere around the world and finally here tonight
You seem to be the only one to make me feel alright
I feel good when I know you’re coming down
I feel good when I know you’ll be around
So quit your life and stay with me
We’ll order in and watch TV
We’ll paint the house and wash the car
We’ll take a walk but not too far
So quit your life and stay with me
New York to Los Angeles and all it takes in between
After miles and hours on the road, you’re the best I’ve seen
I feel good, you’re the best friend that I’ve found
I feel good when I’m coming back to your town
Stay with me
I heard the road, it was calling my name
I walked towards the light and I ran towards the flame
I ran towards the flame
After all is said and done, I don’t mind saying again
I say it’s true that I’m in love with the places that I’ve been
I feel good when I know you’re coming down
I feel good when I know you’ll be around
So quit your life and stay with me
Stay with me

Our Love Is Forever

-Taylor

and to believe...he got that chance and he threw it all away..ha can you say STUPID.

-hope