i was there, and You were too, and maybe Everyone else, though i cant be sure, because i was blinded by this light that seemed to shine from inside me, from inside my very mind.  it bleached out my thoughts and Your words so that i couldn't hear what You were trying to tell me and i shouted "im sorry!"

i felt guilty then and i dont know why.  it was as if i had done something terribly wrong and i needed to fix it because if i didnt then i would lose You. and You'd be gone... forever.

in the end We were walking, just walking.  the memory is blurry but i think the season was fall; there were colors everywhere.  You were talking, laughing.  i smiled at You because it was enough; We were whole and We were content, and i woke up feeling complete and safe.

i was dreaming. the words i wrote on my arm were spreading out, spreading up and over and covering everything. my skin turned black and glossy and the ink didnt stop there because it spilled off of me and drenched the floor. then You were there again, took me by the hand and helped me up. Ink covered You too, and We smiled at Eachother as the world went black.