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Name: JaY..Aj.. AjAx..
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 5/11/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: SinGinG, SLeePiNg, EaTiNg..mm.. EaTinG... ChiLLiN WiD dA HoMieZ
Expertise: SLeePinG, WaTcHiN Tv, EatInG, GoiN OuT... yA kNoW...dA uSuaL..


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Member Since: 7/18/2003

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Monday, September 15, 2003

Feeling: ... wohoo!!!! i feel great!..no words can describe how i feel right now!

Agenda yesterday:

home, beach with Tena, "the hill" with tena, home, talk with tena... sleep...

Quote:

"the sweet sound of your voice echos through my ears as the breeze blows your free flowing hair at the pier. time flew by fast as we conversed the day away. as night fell upon us, we gaze out into the city lights and the night sky as the moon shines bright over us. "The hill" as i so call it was more charming than ever. as my arms wrapped around her soft supple body my heart raced in excitement. as i gazed into her beautiful brown eyes , they seemed to show much passion and emotion. as her soft velvety lips touch mine i am engulfed in a sea of pleasure and lust as i am lost in what seems to be a fantasy world. as we lay there, holding eachother , i think to myself .. everything is just... right.. when im with you my world just seems to fall perfectly into place. this isnt an illusion..not a figment of my imagination... this is real... truley real..."


Saturday, September 13, 2003

My quote for today: (of course all quotes origninated by me)

"When my eyes first glanced upon you that day my heart rate went up a thousand fold. The stroll around the area seemed to last me a lifetime. As we pause and i gaze into your beautiful eyes, i felt as if i could gaze into them for all eternity. As the day turned into night, the shy and timidness sides transformed into more daring uncontrollable sides. Both yerning for the first kiss not knowing what to expect. The first touch of your soft lips pressing against mine left my mind in a blur. I was endulged in a sea of passion. Many emotions unfolded before me that has not been revealed for they have been lain dorment for ages. The touch of your hand felt electrifying as we grasped on to eachother as we were engulfed in a sea of passion. As that night came to a close, i felt as if it was fate. it was ment to be. i yearn to hold you in my arms once again. but i will be patient. i have waited long for you to come. i can and will wait till that single glorius day that you and i will be entwined as one."


Feeling: super refreshed.. jus great!

thoughts: ...wow... i've been wakin up early ever since.. i feel different... its a good different... i had a great time yesterday... the best time i've had in a while!.. i hope things keept gettin better n better... i write more later.. so xited that i dont know how to type what im typing


Friday, September 12, 2003

Feeling: excited!

Song: "Could (you be the one)" Brian McKnight

Lyrics:

Lying alone in my room
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Trying to figure out
If this is it, this time
Just can't stop thinking
About the way you make me feel inside
I just can't get you off my mind
No matter how hard I try

Could you be the one for me
Could we dance the night away
I wanna give you everything
Though I don't have much
Could you fall in love with me
Could you love me the rest of my life
Could you forever be
The one for me this time
I walk around in a daze
The ice is melting from my heart
Can I ever know if you feel the same
Are you the sunshine that's begging me
Come in from the rain
Or have you come into my life
To turn around and take your love away

When I look into your eyes
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
They tell me that you're mine
But I keep asking myself

Could you forever be
The one for me
This time
Quote:
"There is something alluring about you. Your eyes and smile keep me entranced in a fixated gaze. Your beauty surpasses others a thousand fold. Your persona undoubtedly is the most charasmatic to me. Am i stuck in a illusion of love or is this authentic? My patients will not wear thin. I will await to see what story unfolds between us.Patients is a virtue . To see us grow into more than just friends would make me loose myself in delectation.I want to earn you and bequeath you with all of me. Though i dont have much to offer, i will relinquish myself to you willingly. In all truthfullness and sincerity I will give you my all from the beginning of time till the end of forever."


Sunday, August 31, 2003

Feeling: today was good... still same in long run but.. i enjoyed today..

i actually had a good time..i brought up the idea of a BBQ n it worked. since my homie rick is trainin for 4 months n everybody gettin back to school ya kno, everybody wont b able to see eachother as often as we did in summer.. so..ya know..it was cool.. got sum.. bbq chicken, sausages, burgers, and carneasada wid sum bomb as taco caserol, the most hottest sauces i've tasted, sum good fresh salsa, tortillas, and to top it all off sum fresh home baked cookies!..mm... thank you everybody... for makin this happen.. this was the best day of summer.. food..friends.. and the ever so infamous.. camelot.. lol.. where can you go wrong.. i had fun... well... my bbq was a success.. ima stop writin now... b4 i get hungry... im out...



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