okay so i am in the process of making a new xanga. and when i do i will let all of you know about it k. things are pretty normal here. work and sleep. and then some more work with less sleep. and then i take a nap. and then i get to see chase like two times a week and that super sucks some big donkey dick. but when i do get to see him things are beautiful. thanks to everyone for the congrats on the wedding. but dont worry about not being invited cuz its still 2 years away and i will def remember all my xanga friends when i make out invitations k. even if you are out of the country [that one's for your smitty.]

turtle turtle: it was so nice to hear your voice last night. even if it was only for like 4 ins while i sucked down a cig... it was so securing knowing that we can still talk about everything. and if you are coming down in july let me know the exact dates so i can get some time off or something. i am def in need of some girl time with you. im just def in need of a friend. [the only one i have here is swiss miss... ha]

lele: you better remember to call me sometime. its like, i always want to call you but the times i remember is like 2:30 in the morning when i am getting off work and wanting to see whats up. but i know you are not cuz you are sleeping. and it sucks. cuz when everyone is up, i am not. :(

speaking of... its nap time. xoxo. until next time.... -the fizzle

hey guys. sorry it takes so long in between posts, i just high speed so now i have no excuses, right? life has been good for me. i cant really complain. and yes, for all of those worrying, chase and i did set a date for the wedding. april 20, 2007.... just like the previous post states. a lot of people laugh and tell me i am crazy when i tell them i am engaged... to chase. but he and i have really come a long way and have decided that our lives would be incomplete without each other and i love him. so if you have any negative remarks, please keep them to yourself because i am having a wedding whether you are there or not. k. thanks.

its not that i am bitter, i am just sick of everyone else's opinions. yes, chase and i had a rocky past. but things are so amazingly different now. he treats me better than i have ever been treated, even by himself. we both did a lo of growing up and maturing and relised that we do want to be by each other's side FOREVER. thats a damn long time too.

in other news, i am thinking about changing my xanga. maybe i am not an august agony anymore. o well. when i decide, i will be sure to let all of you know. xoxo. -can