| | even if quoting you sends me to heavenSmoking these cancer sticks to take minutes off my life
I'm just sitting in this chair and thinking of you tonight
With a bottle in my hand to chase away the pain
I look back at what we were and wish it was still the same
~me
and i've spent too much time
holding up walls, sitting in the corner,
clenching my jaw, watching you
watch the girl i wish i could be.
When you're younger lies mean more to you;
I guess as you grow older you become accustomed to it;
you learn to belive that no one's ever telling the truth
or you won't survive
So that my name won't be forgotten,
please, now and then recall,
but if you can't remember me without crying,
don't remember me at all
I don't know why we all hang on to
something we know were better off
letting go. It's like were scared to lose
what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have
that something then absolutely
nothing, but the truth is,
"To have it halfway is harder
than not having it at all."
It's so hard to let go of what we had
But things have changed
We have changed
Things will never be the same
there are no guarantees in life.
you never know what will happen next.
that's why you have to do what you want,
and be the person you want to be.
there's no point in holding yourself back.
When every second lasts a thousand years, and every shot glass holds a million tears, and every race ends in a brand new start, there's no soul left but you can take some heart.
I remember one morning getting up at dawn, there was such a sense of possibility. You know that feeling? And I remember thinking to myself, so, this is the beginning of happiness. This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more. It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning. It was happiness. It was the moment. Right then.
I never thought about me and you until you were slipping away from me
I never imagined how much we had right in our hands
I never realized that we were something special
And now that I know all this.... your too far gone to look back and see it
~me
Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.
I'm too afraid to let myself love you like I know I could
I'm a slut cause I'll wear shorts and a tanktop
I'm anorexic cause I eat as much as I want and don't gain weight
I'm a bitch cause I don't let you push me around
I'm a liar cause I won't tell you everything
I'm stupid cause sometimes I'm wrong
I'm ugly cause my face isn't perfect
I'm a whore cause I like boys
I'm annoying cause I'm not chill enough
I'm a loser cause I'm not friends with your group
I use people cause I do what's best for me
I'm fake cause most of the time I'm happy
I'm weird cause I'm not like you
I'm controlling cause I get mad sometimes
I'm clingy cause I like to be around people
I'm greedy cause I like to be satisfied
I'm neive cause I'm younger than you
I'm conceited cause I'm proud of who I am
I'm rude cause my manners aren't perfect
I'm unnapreciative cause I don't praise you
Don't try to tell me who I am cause I already know
the world's a rollercoaster,
and i am not strapped in
maybe i should hold with care,
but my hands are busy in the air saying:
i wish you were here
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