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"He fell into a manic depression characterized by suicidal feelings and flights of exileration. In other words, he was in love." - Bruce Benderson, The Romanian
Goodbye conventional ways of "beauty" and hello lets-focus-on-knowledge. I am so uneducated and inexperienced in ways that don't centre on worldliness -- and I want that to change. Anyway, there is plenty to say, but nothing really translates into words these days. Mind you, I'm still immersed in European nostalgia.
Watch my Lisa Ray as Kalyani in a beautiful film about widowed women in India during Gandhi's reign. It's called "Water."
The irony is how women have gained so many rights in recent decades, and yet these rights are invaluable when realizing the image society embraces for a woman.
*Why is it that deprived souls have such wicked desires? Such a beautiful thing is exploited, with innocent victims being emotionally slaughtered by it‘s mishandling. And this is why I have developed into a skeptical person -- are you genuine, or are you trying to manipulate me for your personal benefit? Sometimes, my heart cries for you, because winds of negative influence have put you in such a hopeless, desperate state.
Ego is a way for people to feel important. All it is ignorance; fear to think for self, fear to be self. It should be put in bold letters that ego is just a surface word for insecurity. Tragic.
Inspiration does not require a 10 hour-plus flight to a place far and exotique. I used to think so, until I realized solace is only a ten minute bike-ride from mi casa. I love the outdoors, and am very lucky to live in a city filled with beautiful, wilderness-lush trails.
 Te iubesc, si mie-dor de tine. Astept sô fiu cu tine din nou. |
