*I had a good laugh, followed by a lot of aww's, when I saw these photo's of my lil' niece.

She's a year old, she's got a few teeth, and she's cheeky as ever.

"Show me your toothers.."

She went berry picking in our backyard, which explains the mess all over her dress

And my Mother says to me the other day, "I can't wait until you have babies Em!"

She's probably the only Mother who loves the idea of her young daughters getting pregnant. I just laughed, and said "Ten years Mom."

The end of summer is nearing. I've been going out abnormally more than my introverted-norm. Life is ...err, interesting lately. I'm having lots of fun, but I can't say I'm pleased with my life at the moment. Then again, there's never been a point in my life where I felt I wasn't missing something. Consistency is my setback. He calls me 'hot and cold.' A love fueled by jealousy, that we both rather enjoy. I'm such a..(I will think of a better word later) weird girl. 

The flame that was burning in June is slowly dying out. I am planning to return to Europe this December just to be sure my choice is wise. The proposition of a life-long commitment was dreamy, but rather more scary at times. I’m never good with making big decisions.

And this new candle....it flickers. Extremes of love and hate. You drive me insane, but at the same time I'm addicted to your closeness.

“If you give it up too easily, there is nothing left to offer.”