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Fri, 07 Jul 2006 05:22:06 GMT

so this is the first time i have posted in like almost 8 months.

thats a long time.

but its not like anyone reads this thats why i stoped using it.

but i figured i would give it one last shot.

here are some new song and stuff i have written lately and will being going into the studio to record.

leave me comments

My Demise.

I can tell by the look in your eyes
That you are planning my demise
But be careful what you do
Your choices might come back to haunt you

You can tell by the sound of my voice
That your actions are not my choice
And no matter what I could say
Would ever make you change your ways

And these shadows fall on your walls
But it only gets darker down the hall
And this cancer eats away
And I cant even face the day

And my heart is growing weak
And I try try but I cant speak
But I have said this all before
And you just turned and walked out my door

And these shadows fall on your walls
But it only gets darker down the hall
And this cancer eats away
And you cant bare to face the day.

I've Quit My Dreaming.

I kissed you in the pouring rain
And I held you close through all the pai
But it seems as though tings have changed
And it seems as though youre the one to blame

And I drive around all over this town
But I'm haunted by the ghost of you
Your sweet perfume still lingers on
And my heart has never felt so wrong

Now I've quit my dreaming
I've given up on seeing
you
again...

Just Want To Be Happy.

Standing on the front pourch smoking
Wishing she'd come here and hold me
But I know thats it can't happen
Because She Has Another lover

And the snow it is falling
Landing lightly on the ground
Just like my heart my heart breaking
It doesn't make a sound

I wish I could be happy
But my heart it just wont let me
I just want to be happy
I just want her around

She tells me that she wants me
But I don't know if its true
And everytime I close my eyes
All I can think about is you

So I light another smoke
And sit back in this chairI fall further into doubt
And just hope that she'll care

I wish I could be happy
But my heart it just wont let me
I just want to be happy
I just want her around

I wish I could be happy
But my heart it just wont let me
I just want to be happy
I just want her to hold me

I wish I could be happy
But my heart it just wont let me
I just want to be happy
I just want her around

Youre Gone.

I pour myself some whiskey
To drink away this pain
Light up another cigarette
As these thoughts fill my brain

And I don't know why
You chose him over me
But I guess he's that much better
And I'm too blind to see

And why do things have to be like this
When all I long for is your sweet kiss
But you're gone, you're gone, you're gone

So I take another drink
Sit back and start to think
Where did I go wrong?

And why do things have to be like this
When all I long for is your sweet kiss
But you're gone, you're gone, you're gone

Better Off Dead.

So it has come down to this
An empty bottle and a faded kiss
Your memory still lingers on
But the alcohol never does me wrong

And I have never felt this way
It's more than words could ever say
But I know that one thing is true
That I will never get over you

This emptiness keeps me up at night
And I'm starting to wonder if you were right
About all those things you said
That maybe I am better off dead

And I have never felt this way
It's more than words could ever say
But I know that one thing is true
That I will never get over you

As Easy As It Seems.

I spend all of my days
Trying to find the right words to say
Just how I really feel
All of this seems so surreal
But now I'm too scared to know
The real reasons why you let me go

But this isnt as easy as it seems
I've been seeing you in all of my dreams
But you don't realize that I'm there
You don't realize or even care

And I think that I've found true love
It seems as though she's sent from above
But I know she'll break my heart
And I'll be left back at the start
So heres to the things I could never say
I miss you less with each passing day

But this isnt as easy as it seems
I've been seeing you in all of my dreams
But you don't realize that I'm there
You don't realize or even care

Trying To Find Meaning In Your Motions.

You're not sure how to feel
And you're not sure if this is real
And then you say
That you need a change
And then you say
Things arent the same

But I'll never forget
Just what you meant
And I'll never forget
The time we've spent

But now you're gone
And this feels so wrong
So I lay wide awake
But the silence is more than I can take

And I'll never forget
Just what you meant
And I'll never forget
The time we've spent

And I don't know where you are
If you're near or if you're far
But you can always rest assured
That I ment every word

And I'll never forget
Just what you meant
And I'll never forget
The time we've spent.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 19:13:58 GMT

So this comming monday is my birthday and with the money my grandparents give me I am going to go a condincer mic so I can finally start recording. so i decided i would post lyrics for a few of the songs on here so you guys can give me some feedback. postive or negative.

this is mostly going to just be acoustic guitars vocals and harmonica.
(like bob dylan, neil young, ryan adams stuff)
these are in no certian order.

SILENCE

Silence she holds my hand
As I walk all alone
But my heart is crying out
And my mind is full of doubt

And the wind it hurts me
It freezes me to the bone
And I wonder if there is anybody out there
That feels this alone

Silence she has takin her toll
So I cant sleep at night
It hurts me to my soul
And I've lost the will to fight

And the wind it hurts me
It freezes me to the bone
And I wonder if there is anybody out there
That feels this alone.

STARE UP AT THE SKY

As I sit alone and stare up at the sky
I can't help wonder to myself why
Why did you leave me here when you said that I
Was the only one you wanted for all time?

They say you'll come around just like the setting sun
But it seems I'm fighting a battle that just can't be won
I wish you would come back here and hold me in your arms
Because when you do, no one can do me harm

And now I'm freewheelin' just like Mr. Dylan
And Lennon said it bet I'm so Lonely I wanna die

So as I sit alone and Stare up at the sky
You come back to me and you tell me why
You said that you had to go because it was your time
And you had to keep on moving on down the line

Anf this is my reply because I need you here
Without you by my side I'm lost in a sea of fear
I wish that you would take my hand and lead me far away
Somewhere, where together we can both face the day.

TO BE YOUR ANYTHING

There are so many things I would like to tell you about
But I don't know what to say, to make the words come out right
And as I sit alone and think back on the memories
Tears start to fill my eyes 'cause I don't know where I went wrong
And if I could go back and do it all over again
I would change everything just to be your anything

Now it's time for me to start moving on with my life
But I don't know where to go because nothing seems to feel right
There is this emptiness that I feel when I close my eyes
And there are so many feelings I cant seem to relate to
So I'll just keep pretending that I'm ok
So you can sleep tonight and tomorrow face the day.

Leave me comments/feedback please.
i love you.
haha.

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Monday, December 05, 2005