So i had a good weekend..

Friday i babysat...

Sat. Emilys party.. that was fun and then Chriss em my mom and bros and i went to a movie.. then we went to Kates..soo much fun there..

Sun. came home around 12.. helped my dad outside and then got a migraine so went to bed around 6.. haha

Mon. woke up around 10.. a lot of sleep.. blah.. did chores and then chriss came over around 6  or 7ish.. Em was supposed to come over but she's got a bad cough...

Tomorrow Chriss and i teach dance.. then around 5 we get to watch Jalyn and JP.. soo excited.. they are adorable.. guess what.. there's 141 days until school starts next yr.. theres 40 days until the lest day of school and 7 days left of break.. can u tell i don't realy like bein home??

blah.. ok well.. im out..

sumthin im thinking::I hate that he hates me.. sometimes i just want to go to his house to talk to him and make him understand how i.. maybe we.. feel.... (i doubt anyone will uinderstand that unless u know the whole thing...)

Wow no one is on this thing anymore.. kinda miss it..

So yeah things and stuff happened and it was.. interesting.. and yeah.. lol if u were in my head u'd understand..

But umm.. all is well...

School isn't so.. bad riite now.. i don't want it to end bc then its summer and then i'll be bored and i won't.. anyways but i want it to end cuz im goin to arizona and the beacha nd im excited .. blah.. 2 mons.. so confused ont he emotions towards school ending..

So Friday i have to baby sit.. what a draggggggg...

Tomorrow i teach dance.. Wed.. well ims upposed to stay after school for volleyball.. lets see if that happens..and i have dance... Thursday.. no comment.. Friday teach dance.. and baby sit.. Sat. Emily's party.. sunday.. i don't think i have anything to do.. amazing...

Ok well im gonna go get a shower.. later

So.. Wednesday is my birthday.. and im mucho excited.. Beyond belief.. and i don't really know hwy.. i just hope its a good day.. and not bad like last yr.. cept i dont remmeber why last yr was bad.. i think i got into a fight with my parents or sumthin..

I'm really bored.. I got my glasses today.., I look like a dork.. but i'll deal.. i don't really want to go to school tomorrow.. its.. just a waste..

See chriss.. I told u.. when i have a reason to go to school i love it but if there is no reason.. school is a drag.. an seems to be longer then it really is.. i need a life.. hah

blah.. tomorrow i teach dance.. excited yes.. but att he same time.. nah..

Decided to share a few poems with ya b4 i go..

Tomorrow is Valentines day...I'm note excited for it...as much as i was..I wish you'd stop being a lying jerk..and you'd tell me what your thinking...instead of just sitting there.. and shrugging your shoulders...im tired of feeling thw way i do... tomorrows velntines day.. and i dont want to see you

(that happened..i didnt see him onVday)

I'm dreading school tomorrow...but i dont want to stay home...i cant believe you lied to him...you really hurt me...i sya those four words...almost every year...but i keep saying yes to you...knowing my heart will break again...i dont know how to talk to you about this...how im gonna act...but i dont want to ignore this...i hate puting on an act

hope u liked those 2.. lol

Well i need to go get a shower.. later ya'll

today was a better day.. i was hyper.  I talked to Rob...we're ok i guess..

I have been thinkin tho.. and I really hate the way im thinking.. but do not take this as an o im in such a depressed state.. cuz like.. the way im thinkin isnt a bad way or a.. depressed way.. its a .. i wish kinda way.. i dont know how to explain any better then that bc i dont want to share what im thinkning...

Oh by the way.. Im camping this wekeend so if im not on line or w.e.. thats why..

Later

Today was just a really bad day......

well im single.. not loving it.. but not too upset.. just.. me..

Ashlee died this morning.. for those of u who don't know who im talking aboutl.. ashlee is my mouse.. i got her with cayla b4 9th grade.. im quite upset.. im not overreacting.. i just get attatched to my pets.. so i have a reason to be upset.. i think..

later