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Name: Kathryn
Birthday: 10/18/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: the arts, they rock. :: drawing, learning/playing instruments-piano, bells, violin, clarinet, alto sax, tenor sax, trombone, guitar, mixing clothes/designing
aside from that i love my friends, family, hangin with all of em, helpin people, having deep intellectual conversations...
Expertise: i'm like a jack of all trades. i don't really excel in anything in particular though
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  crimsonRPGangel
Member Since:
10/20/2003
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| it's been a long time.
i don't think an otter pop would help any. and i'm all out besides.
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| wow so i guess...today is my birthday, it's 11:57pm so i dunno if it will be by the time i finish and post, but basically i woke up with an awful headache, but i was sick for the past few days so meh. it got so much better though..... i really need to do extended thanks but i have to go....i never finished my last unfinished post....lol well that'll be a project. basically i love all of you, thank you soooo much!!!! | | |
| hahahaha yeah that was my first post in a while and i prolly should've
broken my xanga off period in a better way but really, i think that
last statement deserved its own post, don't you?
anyway, so a few people know of the different situations i'm in but i
don't think anyone has the entire thing ^^;; no matter, i love you all
anyway cuz you're awesome =D =D news, news....well i'm in a room for
pasadena which is good, and foresight tells me it'll be hella rockin
times [did i just say that? hahaha] well, how bout crazy insane? k i'm
not making much sense, i say i'm sad and start talking about really
random stuff...but i do realize that i always seem to go to xanga when
complications arise which means most of the time it;s really depressing
to read o.o;;
aaaanyway, i've revived my devart account which is kind of
interesting... lots of good oekakis in the last couple weeks of summer
[yay!!] as for what happened these past few weeks in the confinement of
towering brick walls which, every moment, begin to close in, wickedly;
ever slightly as if to say 'you cannot escape. the end is enevitable'
-yeah that didn't make sense either....i mean school. and for the most
part, it sucks. well, puchalla isn't bad, birkenbuel must be a demon
incarnate or something [if you read this birkenbuel-and i would be
very, very much terrified if you did, i'd like to tell you that
busywork in the form of weekly essays you probably give full points on
just for turning in, are not my style. nor anyone elses'. actually,
they stopped giving assignments of such meaningless caliber around 5th
or 6th grade. thanks.]
uhhh so i needed to change my entire schedule to get into art but they
ended up changing it so i had chem com instead of chem 2 phys 2 which
bugs me to no end, but i guess i can live with it. that last quiz, btw,
was probably the easiest thing i've ever done since the end of
elementary school. no joke. which brings us to wick for adv
drawing/painting and just how much i hate his guts. and really, i do.
it would take too long to explain, but if you ask me i have plenty of
stories.
5th is band which is ok, 6th is precalc and you wanna hear something
unbelievable? i don't think i'll die this year. maybe i just jinxed
myself but i'm not kidding. i probably have an F in the class right now
but i still think it'll be ok. why? well we reviewed for 3 weeks and
now i actually understand the majority of the concepts we learned last
year [a little late though] plus i had time to reenforce information
by redoing assingments. plus the way edwards does homework works
pretty well for me. and while some people speak lowly of her, i think
she's hilarious -although, watching her eat in class makes me hungry..
so then there's orchestra and that's on and off fun, i'm usually pretty
tired and sometimes i fall asleep but i have the best stand artner in
the world, CONNIE!!!! yes and there's dawn and nicole on my other side
and the newest addition of not stand partners, but people around me,
"the red scarf club!!!!" hahaahahaha that was awesome.
that's it for now, i didn't even get to the part i was planning on posting about xD
note time!!
britt: ahhhh so i have a saved notepad file on my computer entitled "
ehhh ran out of time, i'll finish later =D
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| some girls eat chocolate or ice cream when they're depressed. i eat otter pops.
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| dammit. it's the same as before; worse even. not talking about the
thing behind the last post though. i thought after guild i could
finally relax a little. if you don't know, i got one of the worst
scores of my history. not only that but my teacher thought i'd get the
highest of her students. oops.
i feel sick. no matter what people say to me it always stays the same.
i guess i thought i deserved a break so i took one. it was unproductive
and not even very enjoyable. but they said i couldn't have any slack
yet so i got annoyed and decided to extend my mini
tv-watching-vacation. now it turns out they were right and everyone
thinks i'm more of a screw up than before. how do i keep doing this to
myself? lol i must sound like a broken record; always the same old
complaints, unhappiness, stress.
i have a love-hate relationship with key club. right now it's hate. I
HATE IT -IT SUCKS. it's the only thing i have going for me and yet it's
ruining my life. i want to go to sleep. i want something other than
that crap stuff at the wedding nobody liked. i want to sit back and
relax because there's nothing i need to worry about. i want to be
F-R-E-E
my head hurts a lot just because i'm thinking about all the work i need
to do; all the work in front of me before i can get into my bed, that
seemingly insurpassable obstacle keeping me from everything i want so
much and can't have. i haven't found any rest lately; not just sleep,
there's always something new that's dumped on me that i think i cant
handle and then right when it's about to collapse on top of me i pull
through suddenly. the thing is, to do that i have to put all my heart
and mind into fulfilling the task. what happens when there are several
tasks; one after another, consecutively. how much heart and mind, not
to mention drive and determination can i put out? i start to hate
everyone. and sometimes i have to reason for a good long time with
myself on how the people around me haven't done anything wrong so why
do i feel such contempt?
tonight's agenda:
finish all math homework -impossible, not even gonna try
read frankenstein- ditto above
world history project- i might as well try. it can't take that long
biology on trial stem cell paper- seemingly impossible but the most important so i have to do it
burn pictures on cd for printing
tomorrow's agenda:
decide who gets what awards for key club- pointless and time consuming yet manditory
design certificates- more time comsumption; that i don't have time for, but can't do anything about
compile reimbersement forms/reciepts- i hate the system
complete all of scrap book- my fault for being dumped down with double my damn height in shit
i envy those who enjoy the luxury of sleep
lil slugger, where are you?
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