so. this is my last entry here. i think after 3 years its time to retire it, and then i wont feel so... wrong.

tomorrow i leave. its down to counting down hours.

its funny how you wait for a moment  your whole life and when it comes you arent sure its what you want anymore.

theres so many things to miss here.

the rain.

the sun.

my pond.

my friends.

james.

lazy days.

my pet store.

camp.

my piano.

shows.

driving.

my bass.

downtown.

my tower.

our parking garage.

the quiet.

my cell phone.

fog on lake tobo in the mornings.

knowing everyone.

but ill be gone less than 3 months. that puts it all in perspective sort of, but... then ill just be visiting when i come back. "visiting home". i dont think those two words should go together. from now on ill just be visiting.

so if youre visiting, is it really home?

is home where you live, or is it where your heart lives?

so my new xanga is www.xanga.com/annabel___lee

its been fun.

its been a loooong 2 weeks...

one week left before i go to college.

i finally got to go to chattanooga, it was probly the raddest part of my summer.

things are weird, trying to get as much done as possible before i leave, trying to see all my friends... its sad.

oh. i have a myspace now, so if you have one and i havent added you yet, add me.

i swore id never make one, then my friend made one for me.

does the little logo at the top with all the clone looking people where it says, "a place for friends", does that scare anyone else?

i feel like im losing my soul...

anyways... www.myspace.com/dandylittledarling...

this is my last week at work... thats sad bc i really love my job...

and sunday is my last time at church. thats.... weird.

im thinking of making a new xanga when i go to college... so i wont feel so... hypocritical.

anyways tho, i havent been doing a whole lot lately, just work and hanging out... with the raddest people....

the show friday was frickin amazing.

it was my last one here i think...

till next summer anyways...

its been a good week.

i have no idea what i did all week... wednesday i went to james's then church, then swole....

thursday...  umm... i think i went to richards...

friday i hung out at james's...

saturday... ice cream!! twice. oh yes. perfect day.

sunday i worked and hung out with james i think...

monday was a swoley day. which is a very good kind of day.

and yesterday... was a sleepy day.

im pulling 9 hour shifts all week bc of tax free weekend coming up. bleh. more little kids.

will everyone please agree to not take their kids to pet stores when we all grow up? or if you do, dont let them hold anything.

they drop the puppies.

its hotttttt in this house. oh well. its hot at my house to, so stop complaining lori....

niiiice hotttt shower today.

and swimming.

everyone be at the show friday night.

please.

7:00, corner of watson and davis.

sorry i havent written. life is heeeeectic.

i have another new friend. gosh. im the friendliest person in the whole world.

i have no idea where we stand. you and me i mean.

im having a good summer. but its all flying by.

does anyone wanna drive me to chattanooga friday? ill love you forever...

i need some excitement from  you.

people are blind.

i still love my job. its rad. rad like radford.

ha.

i adore you james sanders.

but i....

anyways.

its been so long since ive written i dont know what im supposed to write.

charlie and the chocolate factory does rock, i dont care what anyone says. go read the book.

the fourth of july was fun.

ummm...

heather and stephanie keep coming to see me. that makes me happy.

secrets are for lovers. iiiiiim sleepy.

i think you should stay in. further in. a little further... a little further...

further? farther?

retard.

im sure you are all bored.

indy was great. wow. nothing like 30,000 people all around you... makes you feel small.

so now its back to work. gosh.

everything is getting better. you win some you lose some i suppose.

ive been thinking alot lately. but i dont want to tell anyone what about, bc they all have their own opinions.

i think im gonna go hippie. im really into hippie kind of music lately. not that whats playing right now is very hippie heehee.

but all i really listen to is accoustic.

if i cant get a keyboard for graduation i think im gonna get a jimbe. that would be hottttttt....

im excited about the show tomorrow.

and hopefully about the one next saturday. *wish on a star*

i went to the college class at youth last night. ooo that felt great.

i registered for classes tuesday. that was alright...

i get my haircut today. i wanna get it all cut off. but i dont think i will. it took a long time to get my hair this long...

i hung out with swole last night. that was nice.

so. i met this cool guy in indy, his name is rob... hes from california. it was just nice bc we had alot in common.

college is coming...