long time no update on this thing. yea i know you are upset.. but i have like 3 xangas? haha.. well hopefully this weekend is a lot better than this week was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GEEZ!! seriously.. omgrsh i love this song.. Ben Folds is a good kid.. lol. well other than that. i really want someone.. hopefully i am not too repulsive to this ONE PERSON. lol. well we will see if something can work out there(trying to be positive here) dont laugh. welllll................. about that other one person. ya know his name... haha of coarse you do silly. yea hopefully we will hang out this... umm.. well you know.. haha. but i know nothing is meant by hanging out. just wish for once it would.. man i swear all this drama.. and plus all these guys are treating my friends like crap.. well i love you meaghan, azie,lindz, candice, ashley, allison.. geez i can go on and on... pfft and everyone else who has had guys problems.BLUGH they are all basically jerks. bugh.. lol.. later fools

Currently Playing Deja Entendu By Brand New Sic Transit Gloria* see related

unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships

Currently Playing North By Something Corporate see related

wow.. spring break went by too fast. school sucks. i am ready for summer!!!

well i guess i should tell you about my spring break since you are so excited to read about my life.. i will just put the highlights!

friday--> i went to azies party. it was fun! HAHA DUH-MB-ASS...omg i hate her.

sunday-->i finally got to talk to JOSEPH FREAKING TAYLOR! i love that kid.

monday and tuesday i dont member......

wednesday--> hung out with ashley she spent the night wooo

thursday--> i hung out with ashley and then around nine i hung out with morgan, caroline, and allison heart. went over to some guys house..haha it was funny..but sucked cuz it was raining..and then ashley spent the night again..

friday--> hung out with ashley all day....then i hung out with azie parker and lindz! THAT WAS SO FUN! we need to do that real soon! and allison is going to hang out with us!

saturday-->hung out with lindz and meag. til azie got back from gettin her hair did! haha it was fun! went home got ready went shopping! woot! i only got a shirt and cardigan! cuz i have been wanting one since like december and there havent been anyone's i liked! but i am going to wear it tomorrow!!cleaned mi casa for easter rented movies and watched em'

sunday-->easter family ya know..

monday--> back to f*ing school.. and azie told me this kid invited me and lindz and parker to his party? and we didnt even talk to him! AND HE CALLED LINDZ! ahaha SO freaking hilarious! so i have something to do FRIDAY WOOT WOOT! hahaha

tuesday(today)--> geoffrey freaking hamm finally got back...but he didnt seem tooooo excited to seem me JERK! HAHA! jk.. and now i am sitting here with NO HOMEWORK! i think i am going to go run!

love you 72%

*:_Emily_:*

Currently Playing Love Lies Bleeding By Gene Loves Jezebel see related

i miss wanting things to end i just feel like its the only real way i know how to deal wtith everything i guess you could say taking the easy way out.but honestly its not easy to get to this point. i mean yea its your choice you choose who you want to be.but how can you choose if the path is already chosen for you? how can you ask anyone to listen if you know they never will? who is going to be theere for you in the end? you come into this world alone you leave alone..so it just seems right for me to always be alone i guess i dont know anymore. i just want to know what is so wrong. i mean i look at the big picture in my life and it just seems to be surrounded by lies.i did think there was atleast one thing in my life too look foward to, something so close to perfect, you couldnt have even dreamt it. but its based on a lie like everything else. so yay. i want to continue life looking forward to...LIES

:*_Emily_*:

amazing story..hahaha i find myself so wierd..thought i would share with the world.....

brandnewchick72 (10:35:36 PM): so what are you and [beep]talking about me and [beep] getting together?? and "troll girl" moving to some island..that is unknown to mankind
brandnewchick72 (10:35:47 PM): yep sounds about right
rightousbabe512 (10:36:28 PM): ya we were just deciding which island but cut a break ya know its hard to find one thats not known to mankind since ya know..we are mankind
brandnewchick72 (10:37:47 PM): no he is mankind..me and you are womenkind...
brandnewchick72 (10:38:04 PM): or we could just send her to iraq to fight in the war
brandnewchick72 (10:38:22 PM): since she looks like a hardcore man anyways..not saying that girls cant fight in the war..
rightousbabe512 (10:40:06 PM): hahaa sexist
brandnewchick72 (10:40:30 PM): and then she could just run off with some iraqi who then becomes a terrorist and dives into the ocean..and then she finds out that she is pregnant..and lives long and prospers..later on being upducted by "aliens" aka george bush..and life goes on for her she gets plastic surgery..and later on parishes into thin air....or she just falls into the middle of the earth basically disentagrating within only 4.5655 seconds
rightousbabe512 (10:41:17 PM): omg u sound like chris nobles
rightousbabe512 (10:41:21 PM): hahaha jk
brandnewchick72 (10:41:27 PM): haha thanks
brandnewchick72 (10:41:30 PM): but i have no man part

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