| | just reminded of a sad memoryy...out of no where, i just had this memory of me and my ex-boyfriend.
we were in his room and laying in his bed and i just started crying uncontrollably. he asked me what was wrong and all i could respond was, "i'm just so in love with you. you make me so happy. i wouldn't wish to be with anybody else." he thought it was cute at the time but now i look back on it, it makes me cry tears of sadness.
i truly did love and care for this guy more than anything in the entire world. it's just so hard now. we don't know how to act around each other but i guess that's the result of such a long relationship. all i can think of is the good times and how much fun we really did have together. like my best friend, it was a love-hate relationship because we were the exact same person. we are both stubborn bastards and we both had to get the last word in.
me and maria went to the mall the other day and we were just talking about him and matt. it was so cute how she talks about matt. she made me cry when she started talking about me and him... it brought back so many hard memories..
i love you forever and ever baby boy...
i just wish you could have learned to love and take care of me too. i know when you realize, i will be too involved with somebody else so here's my goodbye..
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| | Posted 1/25/2007 5:18 PM - 1 view - 0 comments
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