*why tOrTuRe yourself..when LiFe will do it for you..

Might be my last entry..

Haha..for all the people who didn't notice I got a greatest journal thing instead the url for that is..

http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/xopink3bab3ox

^Tell me which one you like better.. I think I might stay with this one, though. xoxo ily

Alot on my mind..

*Love is knowing that somebody will always be there for you and keep your secrets and never stop loving you. Love is when you're with somebody, and you feel as though you could die of pure happiness. When brushing up against their shoulder gives you tingles. When you're worried about them, or you miss them. When you cry in front of them and they don't act like it's the weirdest thing in the world. Love is being able to talk to that person about anything, suicide, parents, PMS... anything. Love is always having that person cheering you on, even when they're on the opposing team .Love is when you think that you've found the only one for you. Love is driving for an hour with no air conditioning in August to visit someone. Love is being able to call somebody at 2 a.m during a thunder-storm because you're so afraid and they stay on the line so you're not scared. Love is talking to somebody on the phone, even if you're so tired you keep falling asleep while you're talking. Love is working out a relationship, even if you live 54.54 miles away from each other. Love is accepting people for who they are and not judging them on their parents, or their past, or their siblings .Love is signing on and off-line every five minutes for an hour because you're hoping to get an e-mail from them. Love is sitting in the middle of the living room chanting "call me now... call me now..." while clenching the phone in your fists. Love is running around the house, slipping and falling on the wood floor, tripping over a chair and stubbing your toe, just because the phone rang and it might be them. Love is staring at a picture of them. Love is when you can spend hours talking about nothing, or anything, and still tell your friends all about it. Love is all you need*

..it's everything you need..and everything i don't have..

Woke up, did the morning stuff, got to school. Went to Science, that class wasn't that bad today. Haha..if I would have been in like half of it.  We got pictures and at 8:00, me, Jenna, Elissa, Courtney and Caitlin went down to get them taken. And me, Jenna and Matt kept getting like pushed behind for some reason, and we didn't get back until like 8:45.  Then for the rest of the class me, Jenna and Elissa just taked while Jenna did her homework. And then Devin starting flicking me, so I hit him back. Haha..that went on for like 5 minutes. And then it was English. It was so boring today because Tiff and Donald weren't there.  So we got these tests back, and only 9 people passed it..and I wasn't one of them. Haha..I got a 52%.  Anyways, then it was Spanish resource, and me, Ashley, Matt, Austin and Haven were having some interesting conversations.  Haha..I'm not even gonna say what they were about. Then it was Spanish class where the people who didn't present yesterday presented. Then it was Lunch. I sat with Amber, Brooke, Adam, Steph and Jodi. Haha they are funny. Then back to Spanish, we watched the Goonies and ate food. Haha. And OMG, me, Jenna and Abby were taking food to teachers..and Jenna grabbed my arm when I was on the way to Mr. Freeze's room. And the cake like went flying and me, Jenna, Breanne and Abby were laughing so hard, and I had to like scoop it up with my hands and rub the rest of it into the carpet so it would blend. Haha it was great.  Anyways so then me and Kyle walked to CPR. And I was so happy because we got to go to the 8th graders boat lab. Aww..I sat with Alicia and I saw like everyone. Then it was back to First Aid where we learned about heart attacks. So when school was over, I went to Yellow Breeches and all the children attacked the rest of the cake. Haha. Aww, and Tim gave me a hug.  So then me, Brit, Liz and Emie walked over to the HighSchool and Emie and Brit went somewhere so me and Liz like walked to the end of the school and were just talking about everything. I love that girl. Haha..but then my mom came and yelled at me for staying so late.  So then I came home, got online..and talked to Tim. God, we talked about like everything. Then he went to play basketball or something and I was talking to Kyle but then I started to feel sick so I got off and went to sleep.   So I just woke up, and now I'm on here talking to Brandon, Jeff, Tim, Kate, Gabe and one of Tim's friends, Jeremy. I think I'm done on here..I think I'm staying at Alicia's house tomorrow so I dunno if I'll be able to update. xoxo ily xoxo.

~gonzo

*When we hug so tight that we can barely breathe. It's just our hearts, trying to touch.*

Sw0py1422 (8:29:13 PM): i was walkin  and a midget like attacked me

^Haha ily Jeff.

Ok, I woke up..and today I did something different..I put on my make-up before I blow-dried my hair. Haha..I was getting bored with the same old routine.  So I went to school, got to Science and we had a beastly test. Which I am very proud to say that thanks to Elissa and me cramming in some last minute studying, I got an 80%  Then it was English..and that class is now my least favorite. Mrs. Zimmerwoman decieded to move our seats. So I'm no longer near Ashley and Donald. But now I sit beside Matt, behind Adam and in front of Brad.  Ugh, the only good thing about where I sit is that I'm diagonal from Tiff and Jill. And me and Tiff both hate Brad. He is so mean to like everyone and he sits there and pulls my hair, takes peoples stuff and pokes me. Ugh..I freaked out on him today because he took Austin's bookbag, I was so mad..he wouldn't shut up. Haha..when I was yelling at him.. Katie was like, "Paige it's alright."  And we took a little practice test thinger, and did some more boring stuff. Then it was resource and I had English class for it. It was a little better because Ashley came up and sat beside me until Mrs. Zimmerwoman yelled at her to go back to her sead. Oh, and Donald came back with me, too..but she yelled at him, too.  I really am starting not to like her. So I got absolutley nothing accomplished in resource. Accept I got eyeliner in my eye because smart one Brad hit the back of my head whenever I was putting it on.  Next it was Spanish, which I was actually looking forward to, because I presented. And I was the first one to present, so I got extra credit.  Then some more people presented and then it was lunch. I sat with Kate, Felicia, Damian, Stef, Hannah and all those people for a little. Then I went over and sat with Amber, Jodi, Tiff and Kyle. And then back to Spanish where more people presented. I was the assistant to everyone who presented.  Haha..after class me and Abby went up to Mrs. Doersom and like begged her to give us each a lollipop, and she did. Were just good like that, though.  And then it was Basic Foods and we made stromboli then me, Tiff, Sowers, Donald and Matt talked for a little, then we had to clean up, and then me and Donald played this little slap game thinger..haha it was fun.  Umm..then I went over to Yellow Breeches, and Tim stole my lollipop.  Haha..I like chased him to his bus and he still didn't give it back. So I walked with Alicia to her bus, and then came home. So I took a nap and I just woke up. In about 15 minutes I gotta go get ready for the Foreign Language dinner. So far I know that me, Amber, Jenna, Ashley and Dani are going. Haha. It'll be fun..but right now I gg..xoxo ily xoxo byes.

~gonzo

*Every man is afraid of loosing something, that’s when you know he loves you, when he’s afraid of loosing you.

Let's see if this thing is gonna work today..

Alright..woke up, did the morning stuff. Haha..god, I really need to start doing my mornings differently.  Got to school, in Science we were supposed to be doing this review activity thinger..but me, Jen and Elissa just talked about like the most random things the whole time. Then it was English. We got back our vocab tests..I got a 100%.  I was happy..then more boring stuff. And then it was Resource, and me and Jen went down to the office and got a peanut butter egg and water. Yumm.. And then we went back to Mr. Lockhart's and Jenna braided Courtney's hair. And I went over and talked to Dan, Josh, Tyler and Devin.  I love those boys. Um.. then it was Spanish and for like the first half we could kinda do whatever. I really forget what I did..oh wait, I played capitilism with Austin, Elissa, Jeremy and Matt. Then it was Lunch..sat with the girls.  And then back to Spanish where we were supposed to be working on our reports, but since I didn't have all my information, and I couldn't go to the library. I just sat in the back of the room and talked to Jenna, Brandy, Austin, Jeremy, Haven and Matt. Haha..we got yelled at so much. But we didn't care. Ugh.. and then it was CPR..I usually like that class..but it sucked today. Haha..the only good part was that I got to talk to Donald, Chey, Brooke and Kyle while everyone else was testing.  I got like a 27/30 on my little manican test. Then I went over to Yellow Breeches with Abby. And Tim stole my lip-gloss.  Pt..who does that. But anyways, then I came home. And me and my mom went to Karn's to get this stuff that I have to make for the foreign language dinner tomorrow. I'm making chicken fried rice.  Then I came home, got online for a little and got all my information for my Spanish report. Oh and I talked to Josh, the one from CV..he's sucha good person. Like I talked to him about a problem I've been having with a "certain guy" and he completley understood and talked to me about it. I love that kid!  So I just finished that a little bit ago. OMG..I was coming down the stairs from printing out my stuff for my report and I completley wiped out..and fell down all of the stairs. That like killed. Haha. So I just finished watching a little bit of the 'Craft' and now I'm on here talking to Alicia and Brian. Haha.. their two good ones. Haha..just kidding you two, you know I love you!  Well..I think I'm done here..I'll be back tomorrow with more interesting stuff to talk about..haha, I'm sure. xoxo ily xoxo..byes.

~gonzo

*Anyone can make you smile or cry. But it takes someone special to make you smile when there are already tears in your eyes.*

*My night just got better..my girl Alicia called..