Alright. A little update. Life is okay. Ups and downs, the usual, ya kno. Been thinking a whole lot. I'm really confused...still. I don't know why either. You'd think after months I'd have my thoughts all firgured out, but, nope. I only get more thoughts and they lead to more confusion. It's one of those situations where my head is saying one thing but my heart is saying the complete opposite. Which one do you listen to? But, overall I'd say life is good...have my friends, thank goodness. 16th birthday is coming up...(December 14th)!! So super excited. Don't even know why, but I am.
Here's a song that i think pretty much perfectly says how I'm feeling...minus a lot though...
Have You Ever? by Brandy.
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever?
So exact it's kinda scary. Yeah, alright. Bye darlings.
Love Always,
Theresa. :-* | 
