I LOVE YOU NICOLE YOU ARE THE GREATEST YA KNOW....YOU ARE WHITE!!!! I LOVE YOUR "POSER" ATTITUDE IT'S GREAT!!!!!!!!!  I HEART YOU, SECURITY BLANKET, ALTHOUGH YOU HATE ME FOREVERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALTHOUGH I DID TELL YOU THAT DAY I DIDN'T WANNA GO TO THE MALL *LIKE 3 MONTHS AGO*, AND NOW LOOK AT WHAT KIND OF PREDICAMENT I'M IN!!!!!!! I'M VEWWY VEWWY UPSWET WIWTH YEW!! LOL GAYBO

I LOVE YOU

ARIEL

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          Hey peeps..I'm just over at Nicoles house, waiting for her to get out of the shower...ugh..kinda sorta babysitting her cousins, not really. Psh, I haven't updated this stupid thing in FOREVER. Nothing much has really been happening, everything just seems to be going down the shit drain. Things with Tom and me could be a little bit better, but I'm really not in control of that situation. There's this Vinny kid, he's cool and all...I'm not going to get into that one though...

          Me and Chelsea really don't talk anymore. It's kind of a bummer because I'm so used to talking to her...eh there's really nothing I can do about that situation either...School is really going to hell for me...thats really down the shitter...I'm failing in every class except guided study because there is NO POSSIBLE WAY that anybody can fail guided study....

          Ugh, this week totally sucks.... there's so many things that I want to say to so many people,  but I just can't gain up the courage to say....I wanna tell a shit load of people to just fuck themselves, I wanna tell a shit load of people that they really hurt me, and I wanna tell a shit load of people how I honestly feel about them....

&& i wish you werent worth the wait,
because there is so many things i am
dying to say to you && i dont think
you know what your missing...<33

            xox Ariel xox

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Hmm. nothing much is going on here, I'm kinda watching my little brother, and my neighbors kid. OH what joy life brings! sike. well this week has been nothing but SHIT...I got into a really big fight with my mom, and yeah...Crazy crazy

I think that Monday was the only really good day I had because Tom came over after school. Although I don't show it, he makes me really happy. I'm only really happy when I'm with him, because if I'm not with him then he's all I think about.

HAPPY ALMOST 16TH BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!3/24/06

These are my last words, & this is my last breath.
I'd give you everything if there was something left.
I have nothing left to prove & I'll live with all my regrets.
I'd give you everything if there was something left.

 <3 Ariel xox

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Ta, yepah, well I haven't really been up to too much lately. I've been in and out of the house, hanging out with Tom and stuff...it's crazy**Mainly hanging out with Tom** So yeah

NICOLES BIRTHDAY IS IN 4 DAYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY BITCH!!!!!!!!! hahaha...reeeeeeetard,

Mmmmm I'm just talking to my friend Mike who I haven't talked to in like FOREVERZZ lol he's pretty funny. *sigh* Today was okay untill after ninth period...I knew something was wrong because Tom didn't come right over to me like he normally does....I came to find out that Maria started some fucked up bullshit....so yeah it's whatever

Yesterday was the funniest thing in the world....Tom had got me this bear for Valentines day, and for some reason Nicole despises it, so she kept trying to take it from me and she was sitting on my bed so I tackled her from the bed onto my floor...it was hillarious. You would have had to have been there....

xoxArielxox

Look How Pretty She Is, When She Falls Down...Now There's No Beauty In Bleeding Mascara, Her Lips Are Quivering, Like A Withering Rose, She's Back Again.

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Hey Loviez. I'm just sitting around the house, doing nothing...Lol Erika just IMed me and we're supposed to be staying at her house tomorrow night!!!! Oh hellz yes! Ahh I really don't feel good, Derek upset me once again....He just keeps nagging me about the same old thing and it's making me really mad, he keeps trying to get me to believe him..w/e

Love Ariel

i just want to stare at your beautiful eyes
and fall asleep in your arms because i know
that i am always going to be in love with you. <3