| *john, bottom line is i don't care anymore. about any of it! i'm glad that you are so happy with teri for you to break up with me b/c you want to be single: (single means not commited to one person. FYI)**you know..that night..that i cried for HOURS over you?? i look back on it and laugh. and wonder why i took it so hard ? when i knew it was all going to end like that anyways. we're in high school && i knew you weren't going to ALWAYS be with me..but, i guess i was just so ready for it to work out between us && you seemed like you wanted the same thing..(be careful with your words) * it didn't, you didnt, and i guess it's just not meant to happen right now or who knows... maybe ever. i apologize to you and to teri both for the comment that was left it should not have been left but, what can we say..life is FULL of mistakes..and you have to LEARN from them and if you don't you make make the same mistake twice. but, just know that i will always be on your side for everything i will always be here for you to talk to when you think no-one wants to listen..i will be here when you're going through a rough time and just need a shoulder to lean on. i mean come on we have been through SO much, we can't just throw it away and not even still be friends and talk to eachother. i don't regret a minute that i ever spent with you, they were the best && our inside jokes will go on forever!*
plastic..ice skating..Ihop..late night trips to waffle house..me biting your nipple..soccer baseball..you being my pillow..always WATCHING lauren hahaha..it's just something about her wait IT'S HER NOSE!.."i'm the loser of the school..i don't have friends"..driving golf carts..me, actually hitting a golf ball..the one kid untieing laurens bikini haha..ahh your warm..20 minute hugs..doing nothing but, cuddling..our spinout we had when you drove to my soccer tournament..our sour cream war..your cookie cake i bought you "3rd times a charm" haha..umm..that fag kid leaving his truck in your driveway && we tried to move it but, his step mom took the keys..your big comfy flip-flops (house shoes)..our pepper covered pizza..ALMOST beating you at bowling..jumping off your stair railing onto the big chair..stealing all your clothes (i still have your 2 shirts and your socks)..you getting mad because i wouldn't tell you your surprises..saying "i miss you" when i just left your house..haha..omg there are so many more && they are in my head everyday! i would continue to type them out..but i don't have enough room && we're having people over for dinner :) |
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