HEY GUYS! IM GONNA UPDATE BECAUSE IM BORED AND HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO.

WELL I HAVENT BEEN UP TO TOO MUCH LATELY. I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AGAIN AND THEY THINK THEY KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME NOW. BUT IM NOT GONNA TELL YA'LL ABOUT THAT BECAUSE TRUST ME YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW. I'VE TOLD MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO WOULD WANT // NEED TO KNOW SO I GUESS IF I HAVENT TOLD YOU AND YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW THEN YOU CAN ASK ME. OTHER THAN THAT JUST BEEN GOING TO SCHOOL. I REALLY DONT LIKE THIS YEAR TO MUCH SO I JUST GO SINCE I HAVE TO. I'VE BEEN SICK THIS WEEK. ME AND TRACY ARE CLOSER THAN WE'VE EVER BEEN AND SHE HAS HELPED ME ALOT LATELY. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND I COULD ASK FOR A BETTER FRIEND THAN HER.

TRACY LYNN -- THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME LATELY. I COULDNT DO IT WITHOUT YOU. I COULDNT ASK FOR A BETTER FRIEND. YOU HAVE BECOME MY BESTEST FRIEND AND JUST LIKE YOU SAID THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT. NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE. I LOVE YOU TRACY LYNN. =)

THIS WEEKEND IS A 4 DAY WEEKEND BUT IM NOT SURE WHAT IM DOING YET. I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I'LL BE ALLOWED TO DO SINCE I HAVENT BEEN FEELING TOO GOOD SO I GUESS WE WILL SEE. OK WELL I THINK THATS ENOUGH FOR THIS UPDATE. I'LL UPDATE IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS OR WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE IT BUT LEAVE SOME COMMENTS *

HERES SOME ICONS *

 THATS ME AND TRACE *

 YUP THATS JUST HOW I FEEL TODAY. =/

 THATS ME. =)

 IF ONLY I COULD. =(

LETS GO BACK TO THE VERY BEGINNING
AND LIVE IT ALL OVER

THE TIME WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOU'RE REALLY GROWING UP, IS WHEN YOU DISCOVER THAT THE STRENGTH WITHIN YOU CAN SURVIVE ALL HURT.

HEY SWEETHEARTS! WELL iTS BEEN ABOUT A WEEK SiNCE i UPDATED SO i THOUGHT i WOULD.

FRIDAY!

i HAD A DOCTORS APPOiNTMENT AT 9 SO MY MOM CAME TO GET ME AT LiKE 8:30. i DiDNT GO TO SCHOOL i JUST WENT TO WORK WiTH MY MOM. CAME HOME ABOUT 2:15 SO i WOULD BE HERE WHEN CHRiSTiNE GOT HERE. THEN MY MOM CAME BACK AND PiCKED ME UP WHEN MY DAD GOT HERE. WE WENT AND GOT MY BROTHER SOME BASKETBALL SHOES AND THEN WENT TO DiNNER. THEN i CAME HOME AND MY DAD AND SUZANNE LEFT 10-10:30 SO i HAD TO BABYSiT BUT iT WASNT TO BAD SiNCE THE KiDS WENT RiGHT TO SLEEP. THEN i SAT ONLiNE AND WENT TO BED ABOUT 12.

SATURDAY!

i GOT UP ALOT EARLiER THEN i HAD TO BECAUSE i THOUGHT MY BROTHERS GAME WAS AT 9:45 iNSTEAD OF 12:15. SO i LAYED iN BED THEN MY MOM CAME TO GET ME AND WE WENT HOME SO i COULD SHOWER AND GET READY FOR MY BROTHERS GAME. SO WE WENT THERE. THEN CAME HOME AND WENT TO THE MALL TO DO SOME SHOPPiNG AND i GOT SOME PRETTY CUTE CLOTHES. THEN WE WENT TO WAL-MART AND i GOT SOME THiNGS i NEEDED. THEN i WENT TO LYNDSEY'S AND BRiTTANY AND CYLE CAME OVER. OMG iT WAS TO MUCH FUN. ME AND BRiTTANY ARE KROGER RUN BUDDiES. THEN i TALKED TO AARON ONLiNE LiKE ALL NiGHT. THEN ME AND LYNDS WENT TO BED ABOUT 2:15.

SUNDAY!

LYNDS'S MOM CAME iN AND WOKE US UP ABOUT 12. THEN WE LAYED iN BED. THEN GOT UP AND GOT DRESSED AND WENT RUNNiNG AROUND TO MEiJER, TARGET, AND MiCHAELS TO GET STUFF TO MAKE SHiRTS. THEN WE WENT BACK TO HER HOUSE AND WASHED THE SHiRTS AND SHE TOOK A SHOWER THEN WE JUST HUNG OUT TiL ABOUT 3-3:30 WHEN MY MOM CAME TO GET ME. CAME HOME TOOK A SHOWER AND GOT READY FOR MY DADS. THEN GOT TO MY DADS.  DONT THiNK i DiD ANYTHiNG. WATCHED DESPERATE HOUSEWiVES WHiCH WAS A RE-RUN THEN WATCHED GREY'S ANATOMY THEN WENT TO BED.

MONDAY!

HMM SCHOOL. DEF. WASNT LOOKiNG FORWARD TO THAT. SO WENT TO SCHOOL. YEAH NOT TO MUCH FUN THERE. CAME HOME. LAYED AROUND AND CLEANED. WENT TO MY MOMS. HUNG OUT THERE FOR AWHiLE. CAME TO MY DADS. TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR PRETTY MUCH THE WHOLE NiGHT. GOT OFF AND FiNiSHED WATCHiNG BACHELOR THEN WENT TO BED.

TUESDAY!

SCHOOL AGAiN. AGAiN NOT TO EXCiTiNG. CAME HOME CLEANED AND ALL THAT. THEN LYNDS CAME OVER ABOUT 6 SOMETHiNG AND WE MADE OUR SHiRTS. THEN WE HUNG OUT TiL ALMOST 8:30. THEN i WENT TO MY MOMS. TALKEDONLiNE TOOK A SHOWER AND DiD HOMEWORK. THEN MY DAD PiCKED ME UP AND WE GOT FROSTY'S. YUMMY. =) THEN WE CAME HOME WATCHED SOME T.V. THEN i WENT TO BED.

WEDNESDAY!

SCHOOL AGAiN. NOTHiNG EXCiTiNG. CAME HOME AND LAYED AROUND. WENT TO MY MOMS. TOOK A SHOWER AND ALL THAT. WATCHED AMERiCAN iDOL WHiCH DEF. WASNT VERY GOOD SiNCE ALL THE PEOPLE LiKE SUCKED. THEN i TALKED ONLiNE FOR AWHiLE. THEN WENT TO BED ABOUT 12.

THURSDAY!

WOW LONGEST DAY EVER. GOT UP. GOT READY. MOM CAME TO GET ME ABOUT 9. HEADED TO THE URGENT CARE. YEAH i HAD TO DRiNK 32 OZ. OF WATER WELL i ONLY DRANK 25 BUT i HAD DRANK iT ALL BY 9:30. AND THEY WERE RUNNiNG BEHiND .SO i WAS DEF. NOT iN A GOOD MOOD BY THE TiME THAT THEY GOT TO ME SiNCE i WASNT ALLOWED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM.  SO i WAS DEFiNATELY PiSSED. SO i HAD THE ULTRA SOUND. THEN MY STOMACH WAS SUPER SORE AFTER THAT. WENT TO WORK WiTH MY MOM. MY COUSiN WASNT FEELiNG TO GOOD SO i TOLD TERi THAT i WASNT GOiNG TO MY DADS AND ME AND MY COUSiN WENT HOME AMD i ENDED UP GOiNG TO SLEEP BUT SHE DiDNT. SO i SLEPT FROM 2-3. GOT UP AND JUST SAT AROUND THE HOUSE. CAME TO MY DADS AND WATCHED SURViVOR WiTH SUZANNE AND MY DAD. THEN TALKED ONLiNE AND WENT TO BED ABOUT 12.

TODAY!

GOT UP AND WENT TO SCHOOL FEELiNG LiKE CRAP. THEN CAME HOME TALKED ONLiNE. THEN GOT READY THEN ME AND LYNDS WENT TO THE GAME. THE GAME WAS FUN. CAME HOME AND NOW iM SiTTiNG HERE BEiNG BORED AND BABYSiTTiNG.

SO i'LL UPDATE iN ABOUT A WEEK OR WHENEVER i FEEL LiKE iT BUT i HAVE MYSPACE NOW SO i DONT KNOW HOW OFTEN i WiLL BE UPDATiNG.

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<333 ASHLEY

HEY DARLINS. ITS BEEN A FEW DAYS SO I THOUGHT IT WAS TIME FOR AN UPDATE AND IM SITTING HERE BORED WITH NOTHING ELSE TO DO...HEHE

SATURDAY!

I DIDNT GET UP UNTIL LIKE 12 WHEN MY DAD GOT HOME. HEN I GOT UP AND GOT READY CALLED MY MOM. THEN WENT TO MY MOMS AND TOOK A SHOWER. THEN DID MY HAIR AND EVERYTHING, THEN ME AND NIKKI WERE BORED OUT OF OUR MINDS SO WE DECIDED TO GO TO THE MALL. SO WE WENT TO THE MALL AND LOOKED AROUND. I THINK I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO GET WHEN ME AND MY MOM GO SHOPPING ON SATURDAY. THEN WE WENT TO OLD NAVY AND BLOCKBUSTER. THEN TO KROGER TO GET SOME SNACKS. THEN CAME HOME AND WATCHED RED EYE WITH MY MOM. IT WAS A GOOD MOVIE AND PLUS I ABSOLUTELY LOVE RACHEL MCADAMS. THEN I GOT ON THE COMPUTER BUT ONLY FOR ABOUT 10 MIN. THEN WENT TO BED AT LIKE 11. WHICH IS LIKE SUPER EARLY FOR ME.

SUNDAY!

I DEF. DIDNT GET UP TIL AFTER 1 AND FELT LIKE CRAP WHICH I GUESS IS WHY I SLEPT FOR SO LONG. THEN GOT UP AND LAYED AROUND THE HOUSE TIL ABOUT 3. THEN I WENT  AND TOOK A SHOWER THEN CAME TO MY DADS. I WATCHED THE NOTEBOOK AND LAYED AROUND AND STUDIED A LITTLE BIT TIL DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES CAME ON THEN I WENT TO WATCH THAT AND GREY'S ANATOMY. THEN I LAYED DOWN BUT DEF, DIDNT FALL ASLEEP UNTIL LIKE 5 IN THE MORNING.

MONDAY!

I WASNT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT AT ALL BECAUSE IT WAS THE FIRST DAY OF A LONG WEEK FOR EXAMS. SO WENT TO SCHOOL. TOOK THE FIRST HALF OF MY ENGLISH EXAM WHICH I DEF. BOMBED. THEN HAD AN EXAM IN CHEM WHICH WASNT TO BAD JUST LONG SO I DIDNT GET IT DONE. THEN CAME HOME LAYED AROUND PROBABLY CLEANED BUT I CANT REALLY REMEMBER. THEN WENT TO MOMS. CAME HOME AND I STUDIED A LITTLE BIT. THEN TALKED ONLINE AND WATCHED THE BACHELOR FROM 9-11. THEN WHEN MY DAD GOT HOME I WENT DOWNSTAIRS AND WATCHED T.V. THEN WENT TO BED.

TUESDAY!

DAY 2 OF EXAMS. SO WENT TO SCHOOL AND HAD AND EXAM IN EVERY PERIOD EXCEPT ENGLISH. IT SUCKED SO BAD. THEN I CAME HOME AND DONT THINK I DID ANYTHING. PROBABLY JUST LAYED AROUND. WENT TO MY MOMS AND HUNG OUT THERE FOR AWHILE. CAME HOME AND WATCHED AMERICAN IDOL. THEN TALKED ON THE PHONE AND WENT TO BED.

WEDNESDAY!

WOW THIS WAS LIKE MY BEST DAY ALL WEEK. GOT UP AND WENT TO SCHOOL. DIDNT FEEL LIKE DRESSING UP SO I JUST WORE MY SWEATPANTS AND HOODIE FROM AEROPOSTALE. EVERYONE SAID I LOOKED CUTE. THEN I HAD AN EXAM IN ENGLISH WHICH I DEF. DID ALOT BETTER ON THE SECOND HALF THAN ON THE FIRST HALF. THEN DID THE STOICH PART OF MY EXAM IN CHEM. IN SPANISH WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING SO I TALKED TO MATT THE WHOLE PERIOD. THEN CAME HOME A PERIOD EARLY SINCE I FINISHED MY EXAM IN POD YESTERDAY. THEN PLAYED MONOPOLY WITH CHRISTINE. THEN WENT TO MY MOMS AND DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. THEN CAME HOME AND WATCHED AMERICAN IDOL. TALKED ONLINE. THEN STRAIGHTENED MY HAIR THEN TALKED ON THE PHONE TIL ALMOST 12 AND WENT TO BED.

TODAY!

GOT UP LATE. BUT THATS OK STILL GOT READY IN TIME BECAUSE I STRAIGHTENED MY HAIR LAST NIGHT. THEN WENT TO SCHOOL AND HAD EXAMS IN EVERYTHING BUT ENGLISH AND POD. CAME HOME A PERIOD EARLY AGAIN. AND NOW IM JUST SITTING HERE DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I AM TIRED SO I GUESS I COULD GO LAY DOWN. GOING TO MY MOMS IN A LITTLE BIT THEN COMING HOME TO WATCH THE O.C. THEN DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING.

NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW BUT I HAVE A DOC. APPOINTMENT AT 9. THEN PROBABLY JUST GOING TO WORK WITH MY MOM AFTER THAT SINCE THERES NOTHING ELSE TO DO AND MOST PEOPLE WILL BE IN SCHOOL. SO YEAH UPDATE AGAIN IN ABOUT A WEEK. =)

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ASHLEY! <3

HEY GUYS. iTS BEEN ABOUT A WEEK SiNCE i UPDATED SO i THOUGHT i SHOULD. THiS WEEK WAS A PRETTY GOOD WEEK.

SATURDAY!
ME AND LYNDS GOT UP ABOUT 11 SOMETHiNG AND WERE GOiNG TO GO TO THE STORE WITH HER MOM BUT MY MOM CALLED AND SAiD SHE WAS PiCKiNG MY BROTHER UP AT 12 AND THEN SHE WOULD BE OVER TO GET ME. SO ME AND LYNDS LAYED iN BED TiL LiKE 5 AFTER 12 THEN WE GOT UP AND GOT READY. MY MOM PiCKED ME UP AND i WENT HOME AND SHOWERED AND GOT READY. ME AND MY MOM WENT TO WALMART. THEN LATER ON ME AND MY NiKKi WENT TO KOHLS. CAME HOME AND PAYTON WAS THERE SO PLAYED WITH HER WHiLE MY MOM COOKED DiNNER THEN ATE. THEN JUST LAYED AROUND THE HOUSE ALL NiGHT CAUSE THERE WAS NOTHiNG ELSE TO DO.

SUNDAY!
i GOT UP ABOUT 10:30. TOOK A  SHOWER. THEN MY AUNT AND UNCLE CAME TO GET MY LiTTLE COUSiN. THEN MY MOM LEFT SO ME AND NiKKi WATCHED T.V. AND i PLAYED AROUND WiTH THE AB ROLLER.THEN GOT MY STUFF READY TO COME TO MY DADS. CAME HERE. DID MY HAiR. TALKED ONLiNE. THEN FiNiSHED GETTiNG READY. THEN i WENT TO TRACY ABOUT 6-7. THEN WHEN LiNDZ GOT THERE WE WENT TO BDUBS, THEN TO SEE ZACK. THEN TO WALMART. TRACY'S MOM CAME TO GET US FROM WALMART AND WE WENT TO BLOCKBUSTER AND BACK TO TRACY'S. WE WATCHED AMERiCAN PiE BAND CAMP. «--- THAT WAS A PRETTY FUNNY MOViE. THEN WE CHANGED AND LiNDZ WENT TO SLEEP SO ME AND TRACY WATCHED SOME OF WEDDiNG CRASHERS, TALKED, AND MESSED WiTH LiNDZ A LiTTLE BiT. SORRY HUN. LOL THEN FiNALLY WENT TO BED.

MONDAY!
WE GOT UP ABOUT 11 SOMETHiNG. THEN TRACE'S MOM MADE US SOME BREAKFAST AT LiKE 1. HAHA. THEN WE GOT READY AND THEY TOOK ME TO MY AUNTS BECAUSE TRACE HAD DANCE. SO i PLAYED WiTH MY LiTTLE COUSiN AND THEN MY MOM CAME TO GET ME. WENT THERE TOOK A SHOWER AND EVERYTHiNG. THEN CAME TO MY DADS AND HE LEFT SO i STARTED TO WORK ON MY HOMEWORK UNTiL OF COURSE MORE DRAMA WiTH MY STEP-MOM. SO THEN i GOT REALLY FRUSTRATED AND UPSET. SO i TALKED TO LYNDS AND THEN DiD MY ALGEBRA 2 HOMEWORK. GOT ONLiNE AND A CERTAiN SOMEONE ;) MADE MY NiGHT A WHOLE LOT BETTER. =). THEN GOT OFF LiNE ABOUT 10 AND WATCHED THE BACHELOR THEN WENT TO BED.

TUESDAY!
BACK TO SCHOOL. BOO.=( MY DAY WASNT TOO BAD ACTUALLY. CAME HOME AND WENT TO MY MOMS. DID ALL THAT. THEN CAME BACK TO MY DADS AND WATCHED T.V., DiD MY HOMEWORK, TALKED ONLiNE AND WENT TO BED.

WEDNESDAY!
SCHOOL. OF COURSE. CAME HOME AND LAYED AROUND CAUSE MY STOMACH HURT SO BAD. THEN WENT TO MY MOMS. SHOWERED AND EVERYTHiNG. CAME TO MY DADS. DiD MY HOMEWORK. TALKED ON THE PHONE AND WENT TO BED.

THURSDAY!
SCHOOL AGAiN. CAME HOME. CLEANED AND LAYED AROUND CAUSE MY STOMACH WAS STiLL HURTiNG ME. WENT TANNiNG THEN TO MY MOMS. WORKED ON MY ENGLiSH HOMEWORK. CAME TO MY DADS. WATCHED DANCiNG WiTH THE STARS AND THE O.C. AND TALKED ON THE PHONE AND THEN WENT TO BED LATE.

TODAY!
DiDNT WANT TO GET UP. i WAS SO TiRED CAUSE i WENT TO SLEEP SO LATE LAST NiGHT. WENT TO SCHOOL. AND DiDNT WANNA BE THERE AT ALL. MY STOMACH HURT SO BAD. CAME HOME AND CLEANED THE KiTCHEN AND STARTED TO CLEAN MY ROOM. THEN TALKED ON THE PHONE UNTiL ABOUT 6 SOMETHiNG. THEN SUZANNE PiCKED ME UP AND WE WENT TO KOHLS AND THE MALL. HAHA SHE iS TOO FUNNY. THEN CAME HOME AND NOW iM BABYSiTTiNG BUT TREY AND CHRiSTiNE ARENT HERE. THANK GOD. BUT iM GETTiNG READY TO GO TO BED SOON.

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<333 ASHLEY!

 I WISH I WAS AT THE BEACH. =(

 HAHA YOU KNOW IT. ;)

 THATS ME. UNFORTUNATELY. =/

 YES THEY DO. =)

THiS iS AS HARD AS iT GETS BECAUSE iM GETTiNG TiRED OF PRETENDiNG iM TOUGH. iM HERE iF YOU WANT ME, iM YOURS YOU CAN HAVE ME. iM EMPTY AND ACHiNG AND TUMBLiNG AND BREAKiNG BECAUSE YOU DONT SEE ME && YOU DONT NEED ME && YOU DONT LOVE ME THEY WAY i WiSH YOU WOULD, THE WAY i KNOW YOU COULD. </3

HEY GUYS! iM SiTTiNG AT LYNDS'S HOUSE AND WE ARE DOiNG ABSOLUTELY NOTHiNG BESiDES MAKiNG FUN OF A GiRL WHO iS AN UGLY VERSiON OF ME. =) ANYWAYS i DiDNT DO MUCH THiS WEEK. DONT REALLY REMEMBER WHAT i DiD THiS WEEK SO THiS WiLL BE A SHORT UPDATE.

MONDAY - THURSDAY i HAD SCHOOL AND iT WAS NOTHiNG TO EXCiTiNG. FRiDAY WE HAD A PARTY iN SPANiSH AND RiGHT iN THE MiDDLE OF iT WE HAD A FREAKiN FiRE DRiLL AND i HAD A FLiPPiN SKiRT ON SO i HAD TO GO STAND OUTSiDE...LUCKiLY iT WASNT TOO COLD OUT. THEN AFTER SCHOOL i WENT TANNiNG AND TO MY MOMS. SHOWERED AND EVERYTHiNG. THEN WENT BACK TO MY DADS AND HUNG OUT WiTH MY DAD ANDSUZANNE. THEN WATCHED THE O.C. AND TALKED ONLiNE. AND WENT TO BED AT LiKE 12 AFTER SUZANNE LEFT.

TODAY. NO SCHOOL. YAY! i DEF. SLEPT iN TiL LiKE 12. THEN LAYED iN BED FOREVER. THEN GOT UP TALKED ONLiNE AND THEN WENT TO EAT AND GET READY. THEN SUZANNE CAME TO GET ME AT LiKE 3:30. WE RAN A FEW ERRANDS AND THEN WENT TANNiNG. CAME HOME AND GOT READY THEN CAME TO LYNDSEYS AND WE ARE DOiNG NOTHiNG BUT OF COURSE WE ARE HAViNG FUN. =)

THiS WEEKEND SHOULD BE FUN. TOMORROW MY MOMS WATCHiNG PAYTON AND iM GOiNG TO THE MOViES. THEN SUNDAY ME AND LINDSAY RYANN ARE STAYiNG AT TRACY'S HOUSE. THEN TUESDAY iS BACK TO SCHOOL BOO =(

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<333 ASHLEY