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Friday, September 22, 2006

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 03:42:21 GMT

hey ya'll...i know i know... i never get on here... i got a my space and a facebook... but i need to fix up thy facebook... its given me troubles lol

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 04:47:05 GMT

...well well well... time for a new update i guess although i'm never on this thing!!!... but life is life...same shit different day... everything is a little fucked up and gets a little worse everyday... but hey i'm not complainin... i finally think i'm close to losing one of my biggest problems soon!!!...
skool starts monday...that sux... but it's kool... just same shit different year... a little closer to moving away!!!...

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 22:12:10 GMT

shiiiiitttt... life is too crazy!!!...i hate when ppl jump to conclusions and think shit before asking me!!!... that's why that shit is over!!!...you said u finally saw the real true me...ha...if only u would've taken the time to listen!!!...i tried to talk to u...but u listened to everyone else...and then started trippin...sorry but i'm not trippin cuz i dont need the extra bullshit!!!...

and to all my friends...i miss everyone a ton! i know i dont ever have time to chill with you all that much... but hey that's wat happens when u have 2 jobs... you have no life!!! lol... and also for all u haters... fuck off!!! ppl need to understand that it's past time to grow up... i dont care about anything you all have to say... so stop waisting your time trying to talk to me about all the bullshit...b.c i dont give a fuck!!!

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 02:07:35 GMT

hey hey everyone.... well i've definately been shopping 3 different times today all three with different ppl....lol... so anyways.... my worries are finally over!!! me and tarell broke up... surprising??...NOT SO MUCH!!!... but believe me it's definately for the better and this time FOR GOOD!!! i mean i will always love that boy... but it's way past time for me to move on!!!... a few guys have been trying to talk to me...but i'm kool.... i have my eyes on one at the moment... we've been on like 2 or 3 dates already...this week!!!.... it's exciting!!!...he's like the sweetest!!!!... but dont worry you all i'm sure will hear the word... but until then...until i kno wats goin on for sure... it's on the low... b.c it's not guaranteed or anything... we're just having a good time chillin with eachother!!!.... he's really sweet and adorable!!!.... but i'm just glad to not be stressin anymore b.c i'm worried b.c i know that the guy i'm with doesn't care and wont call!!!... at least i can say now that i'm actually happy and can count on the one i'm dating...or w.e it is at this point!!!.... but yeah that's about enough of that...
oh yeah and me and stephanie marks talked shit out... b.c ya kno... we had no reason to hate eachother... we should've been hatin someone else together... but it's all kool... we're both straight!!!
but yeah i'm off to go out again with him... goin to his brother's and then chillin for a while... so leave comments and i get bak at u when i get a chance!!!

xoxo love you all!!!

and for anyone that wants to chill this summer... u kno the #... and if u dont... get it from someone or ask me on here!!!...xoxo

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 07:38:57 GMT

ya'll are bitches!!! no...for real tho...life's a bitch... ppl get on my damn nerves!!! but anyways... summers kool i guess... chillin with friends and tarell...but mainly sarah and tarell...and i've been workin constantly at both jobs!!!...but yeah...i'm out...nothin to say for real!

Monday, May 08, 2006

Mon, 08 May 2006 18:08:26 GMT

well...this past week was a quite interesting one!!!...or should i say the past like 2 or 3 weeks have just been all out crazy!!!... i gave up the new and settled for the old...but i'm not claiming this as being a bad thing!!! i say this b.c there's too much history, memories, and emotion to just let go of... and with the new... i was excited but then there was an unexpected feeling that came over me... of possible not regret... but just in wish that i didn't let things develope like they did!!!....but it's ok.... i told him how i felt, and he wasn't too happy, but if there's one thing everyone knows that they cant hide....it's the way we feel!!!.... so i told him the truth....b.c although it seemed as if the old had came bak into the picture suddenly... the fact of the matter was...that he really never left!!!....so idk....it just feels good to rekindle things between us...seeming as this time is looking better in the end....but i guess we'll never know until that time comes!!!...so we'll see what happens!!!... but he needs to stop worrying about (in his words) "me pimpin"... and i need to stop worrying about him in all!!!... but it's looking good so far... except for the ticket i got on my way taking him bak to skool.... but it's kool....the officer was nice... and he did me a favor so the ticket wasn't as much as it could've been!!!...so i'm happy about that... i mean i guess in reality i'm just so charming.... i mean how could he really want me to have to pay a $400 ticket....lol... i'm just messin....but yeah....i'm sick and i just ate some soup... so now i'm off to visit with my fam and then hopefully off for a nap!!!... well love you all...leave me a comment or somethin...ttyl

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 00:49:35 GMT

hey hey... these past weeks... i could state as being very interesting!!! a little sadness...a little more happiness...and a lot more fun!!! I HAVE NO WORRIES... things are done and others have begun... i'll leave it at that... you cant complain too much about being happy!!! although to get to this point...i had to be upset... but now... i'm ok with that!!!! i'm great how i am now and happy with the decision i made to be with the one i'm with!!!...something new....exciting...and very in a way, DIFFERENT!!! now i finally know how it feels to constantly feel happy for the most part and to know for sure that someone cares!!! but i'm out... going to do some project shit... fun fun... i'll see you all later... call me... another weekend full of wild parties!!! xoxo

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 19:24:03 GMT

hey hey... spring break.... ok i guess... i expected a lot more out of it but it's kool!!! me and tarell broke up... hmmmm... it was definately for the BETTER!!! i was suppose to hang out with a guy i use to talk to but that didn't quite work out and i haven't talked to him much... idk... guys are dumb and i'm with someone right now... but still iffie about it really!!! i dont care to be in a relationship right now b.c i dont seem to believe anything any guy says... except antonieo really likes me... but is mad for all this crap this dumb girl said but who knows... ppl are stupid!!! i dont care.. tonight i'm goin to party!!! in independence and then terrell's and yeah who knows.... it shall be fun though... and then the same for tomorrow night too!!!! so hopefully it's fun!!! we'll see.. but yeah i will talk to you all later.... comment me and call me if you wanna come out and party with me and everybody... love ya guys!!! xoxo

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 03:53:16 GMT

hey hey everyone... yeah so today i got suspended!!! b.c i wouldn't give them my cell phone... how gay is that, seriously!!! i got 3 days o.s.s. 4 a cell phone when i would've got the same amount of days for getting into a fight~ that's dumb!!! i mise well had got into a fight!!! but it's kool... i'm not gunna trip my mom even told them it was stupid!!! so yeah i dont care... so now i picked up a shift for tomorrow morning and then hopefully thursday day so i'll just be makin money instead... and then that means i get 2 weeks for spring break!!! wat wat!!! so it's kool...

so yeah... this weekend... hanging out with jessica some time... but i work a double so... we'll see and then i work saturday night... and hopefully tarell is going to come home... and then i have to work prolly a double monday and tuesday and then i'm leaving wednesday prolly 4 columbia!!! and staying out there until that following sunday... so that should be fun!!! i'm super excited!!! me and tarell are doing pretty good... i love him to death!!! i just hope everything stays good... b.c if not... i dont know.... it'll get crazy and awquard but we wont talk about that b.c i'm hoping for the best!!! so let's see how things go!!! but i know i miss him tons and i wish he could be here holding me right now!!! but he will be soon so i'll have to live for now!!! but i'm out... going to do laundry and talk to tarell... so i'll see ya'll later!!! everyone have a great week!!! *night*

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:16:49 GMT

hey hey.... yeah so i hate dumbass people who worry about me and my life b.c they have nothing fucking better to do!!! people need to get over themselves!!! but yeah i'm done with the drama bullshit!!! people just don't understand that i could care less wat they think... and it's just funny how someone can never see u ever but claim ur doing this and that and w.e... tight i know... but whatever i dont care... so moving on...

the weekend was pretty kool... hung out with tarell all weekend and worked everyday.... thats about it! yeah and saturday he had a surprise 4 me... freaking ADORABLE!!! it was amazing!!! but then he had to leave again sunday... :( it sucked but he has school!!! so yeah.... but i'll be seeing him soon so it's kool!!!

so tomorrow is my first day off in like 10 days!!! about damn time!!! i think i'm going to apply at this other job so i'll be makin more money and then i'll probably hang out with bre hopefully anyways!!! thats if i dont get in too much trouble tomorrow... but we'll see... won't talk too much about that rite now.... but yeah i'm out... gotta study and talk to tarell and then i'm goin to sleep so i'll talk to u all later!!! xoxo