    
this is for lizzie. she's been having a tough time, but i love her with all my heart and i can't wait for her to be her happy self again. i just want the best for you babe, even if "the best thing" isn't something of which i approve. when it comes down to it, it doesn't really matter what i think, as much as i wish i could make up your decisions, erase your memory, and put a REAL smile on your face. this goes to a girl with a broken heart, who suffers silently... i may not always understand her, but i love her:
~in regards to thou who shall remain nameless: 
  ~
WHY CAN`T YOU COME TO REALiZE SHE LOVES YOU ?
YOUR ALL SHE THiNKS ABOUT,
DREAMS ABOUT,
WiSHES FOR,
CRiES FOR.
SHE LOVES YOU.
SHE NEEDS YOU.
LORD KNOWS HOW MUCH SHE WANTS YOU.
ALL SHE LOVED WAS YOU.
ALL SHE NEEDED WAS YOU.
SHE THiNKS YOU`RE WORTH iT,
BUT SHE`S WRONG.
YOU`RE NOT WORTH iT . . .
YOU`RE JUST ANOTHER BOY.
unlike him, i love my little  .
everyone keeps tellinq me
to just get over you && `'
move on but they obviously
don't understand just how
hard i've already tried . . .
 ... yes she can. she hates dasani...
i wish she felt the same way about him...
if only he could understand
how much shit he puts me
[ t h r o u g h ] </3
 she says she's over him, but she knows she's not. 
It is alright to cry.
Those who cry are
stronger than those
who hold their feelings inside. <l3
 she's a wreck, and all i want is to help her.
A million reasons not to like him & only a few to keep on trying.
 but everything reminds her of him.
she finally let qo of her fake smile and the tears slowly ;;
rolled down her face as she whispered to h e r s e l f
` » " i don't want to be me . " *
 her heart is crushed by a former love.
im so tired of pretending everything is okay
my tears are starting to [[show]] and
my smile is slowly --» f a d i n g a w a y
 she says she has stopped thinking about him,
but i know she hasn't.
for . once . instead . of . telling . me . reasons . why . i . shouldn`t . cry
actually . pay . attention . to . the . reasons . why . i . am
 you would cry too if the one you thought you loved
didn't give a shit. 
i don't still love you or care about you or anything
its okay, its not like i think about you
all the fucking time. Thats because i hate you
as much as i love your fucking guts.
she  ... but she was wrong.
he doesn't deserve her.
she wanted to tell him how she felt
tell him how many hours she cried
her heart out » finally one day she
got the courage up to try ;; he just
[( i g n o r e d )] her && walked on by.
 he left her with nothing but memories
that she plays over and over in her mind.
hold me was all i asked,
love me was all i wanted,
left was all i got.
i gave you my heart,
i gave you my trust,
i gave you me,
&me youu crushed.
empty promises were all you told,
empty promises were what i believed,
empty promises were what crushed my heart.
my heart was yours and yours alone,
my heart was what you broke,
my heart is shattered on the ground
are you happy now?
 she has trouble trusting people now.
I was over you. I swear I was. I promise...
until the day you looked at me and smiled.
You didnt realize it but that was the same smile you gave me
everytime you kissed me, held me, and after every moment spent together.
It was the smile that made everything okay again. x3
 she misses him so much.
but she doesn't miss his lies. 
She Painted on A Smile and learned to pretend.
Her eyes are filled with tears, yet shes goregous.
She's often silent when she's screaming inside.
When she crys, the makeup runs from her eyes
& she spill's the truth about how she feels inside.
 she's so beautiful, even when she cries.
i see that, but why can't he?
the truth is,
you could rip my heart out,
throw it on the floor and
stomp all over it..
and i'd pick it up,
dust it off and
give it right back to you.
 she's a fool for him and she knows it, but she can't stop it.  she can't make up her mind.
boys will break ur heart,
friends will betray you
parents will seem too strict
and life might annoy you
but you should always remember that theres a purpose
for these things to be happening to us
so keep ur head up and ur spirits high
because if you don't
life will just pass you by
 everyone has low points. things will improve,
i promise. just hang in there sweetie.
10 months later she still wonders why...
10 months later he kisses another goodbye.
10 months later she sits alone and cries...
10 months later he's still telling his lies.
10 months later she still cares...
10 months later he wouldn't dare.
10 months later she still thinks of him...
10 months later she cries... inside he slowly dies...
she's still . she needs someone new.
There will always be that one guy
that no matter what he does to you,
or how bad he hurts you,
you can never let him go.
" ". i know you do boo. FROM ME2LiZZiE WiTH XOXO --(hugs&kisses)-->
WeLL mY LiFe iSnT PeRfEcT
ReALLy WhOs iS?
BuT I GuEsS I CaN sAy thAt
ONe PaRt oF iT * iS *
YoU MaKe iT WoRtH LiViNg
ANd YoU MaDe mE SeE
YoUrE tHe BeSt PaRt oF LiFe
ANd tHe BeSt PaRt oF *mE*
kelly thinks 
They didn't agree on much. in fact they rarely
agreed on anything thEy fought All the timE
and . they chaLlengeD each other everyday
but in spite their differences * they had 'One
important tHing in common _they were crazy
About each othEr --»» * t h e n o t e b o o k –
I'll stop loving you
when diamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
when thunder doesnt echo
and rivers do not flow
when hearts no longer wonder
and hands are never held
when smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt
when trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse shine
when autumn has no falling leaves
and winter no longer dies
when time has no more tomorrows
and rainbows have no hue
when god alone commands me
then I'll stop loving you.
 and  (lol i saw it so i just had to put it <3)
My friend , if I could give you one thing, I would wish for you the ability to see yourself as others see you. Then you would realize what a truly special person you are.
every girl needs a best
friend to help her laugh
when she thinks she`ll
-n e v e r- smile a g a i n
so please lizzie, just  ... your fake smiles hurt more than daggers.
I can't promise to fix all your problems but I can promise you, you will never have to face them alone.
    
  
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