now this has really beem a long time..i'm no longer dating matt. and i've been single since like august..sooo almost 5 months. me & matt dated for nine and a half months..wow who would've thought i could last that long. hahah. anyways, melissa moved if i didn't mention that so we're not friends and i'm soooo much closer with nicole because of it, thank god. i'm also reallyyyy good friends with amanda, kathleen, juliana, & even closer with george of course. and my sister, she's in highschool now. there's so much drama it's crazy, pretty much everyone hates me, well..the girls at least & it's for stupid rumor reasons. bullshit. um, i love boys and i do what i want and ppl sometime have a problem with that, but fuck them. i'm not a slut. or easy. i just have fun. and that turns into bigger rumors that aren't even true. so again fuck them hahah. only 6 more months of highschool & i'm off to college. not sure where yet, but i'm waiting for the responces from the colleges i applied to. umm...i have this huge crush on this boy and the only way i can get close to him is by him using me. so it sucks. but i've learned to deal with it bcuz there's no way we'd ever be together bcuz he's a football player, and i'm deff not a cheerleader, and his ex is, along with all her friends. they give me big problems with him. so, i'd rather be with him like that, then not at all. sucks hard core. but whatev, i'm still loving life & i don't care what other people think about me. still working at target btw, and mad cute boy works there..i got a crush on him too..but i can't like him bcuz i've already hooked up with his cousin before i met him & his cousin still likes me i think. so i'm shit out of luck with both of my guys...whichhh leaves me being single, for a long time i'm sure. but i don't have a problem with it bcuz i can do whatever i want and have fun =]

...long but yea it was alot to update on hahah. kpeace.

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i love matt.

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yo whats up everyone..k update time, readyyyy?! good...well, junior year is okay, could be better i guess but so far, nothing has gone wrong..or not too wrong. nothing i can`t handle. =] i currently work at target now, and if any of you know that rumor about that..hahahaha whatever laugh it off..that has nothing to do with why i`m working there so don`t be gay. it`s okay, not to bad there..really nice people & nicole is about to start working there so i`ll have a friend & jimmy might...that`d be unbelievably awesome =] so who knows. it`s 8 bucks an hour..pretty awesome. anyways, i`m also dating mike d'errico now..and if anyone has a problem with him, get over it..i don`t care. it`s better then i fucking mexican HAHAHA, but farrrrrrrr. and mike is amazing, i like him alot..it`s been a week today & i hope we last for a long time <3333. and in case you wanna know, he`s an amazing kisser =P hahaha i know you wanted to you. so it`s great, life is great, i`m happy. which is wierd & i haven`t had a bf in like monthsss..forever..like a year, except johnny, but that doesn`t count HAHA, that`s mean..but whatever. otherwise, yea..idk but i`m happy, i`m happy i`m with him & even tho everyone doesn`t like us together, fuck that..we don`t care. we like eachother mucho amounts & that`s all that mattersss!! so deal with it, grrr. damn people. i`m in web page development class right now, bored..just listening to music & about to go to a pep rally, so i`m gonna go. talk to y`all later <3333333333333

mike <3 10/6/06