What do you take for granted in life?

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what happened to those girls?

the ones that were supposed to grow old together,

and marry those stupid boys they always loved?

what happened to those girls that sat up all night prank calling boys that hurt them?

what happened to the girls that pinky promised theyd be best friends forever?

when she looks in the mirror

she sees a girl who has been through so much,

and yet still finds a way to smile.

she still loves with all her heart,

or whats left of it.

but then someone has to come and tear her happiness away,

and push her straight to the ground

go fucking ahead, judge me.

maybe i am depressed.

maybe i am hiding feelings.

or maybe i just need someone to lean on.

but you just go ahead and judge me.

after all

thats what friends are for

you judge me as if its necessary

you make me worry about my shape.

you make me believe ive made mistakes.

you make me doubt my beliefs.

you forced me to grow up to fast.

you tore me out of my childhood.

you taught me that im always wrong.

you made a perfection that cant be reached.

you make the unique feel out of place.

you made me ashamed of me

the good phsychic would pick up the phone before it rang.

of course it was possible ther was no one on the other line.

once she said ''God Bless You''

i said ''i didnt sneeze''

she looked deep into my eyes and said ''you will, eventually''

and damn it if she wasnt right

two days later i sneezed

& its like this

she was my best friend

i still love her to death

and id help her out with anything,

but things arent the same anymore

and i miss it more than anything

(alyson..i fucking miss you)

shes the girl

with her hands in her pockets

biting her lip

looking at her feet

shes the girl

you never knew

loved you

they were cold

& she held onto him tightly,

but not as tightly as she wanted to.

he laughed & whispered in her ear

" you want to be holding me tighter, dont you?just do it"

she did as he said and then told him

"but that just means ill have to let go sooner"

he shook his head and replied

"i wont make you go"

while you were sleeping,

i figured out everything.

i was constructed for you

and you were molded for me.

now i feel your name,

coursing through my veins.

you shine so bright,

its insane.

you put the sun to shame

its funny how a girl

with bleached hair, fake nails,

knock off purses, and unnatural tan;

can complain that she cant find a real man

a girl who seems so happy

cries on the bathroom floor.

a girl who seems to cope well.

cuts herself every day.

a girl who seems so pretty

throws up in the toilet.

a girl who seems so perfect.

isnt.

this hand can write the words

just as fast as i can think them up.

in a state of half awake,

i fill the page with all my frantic thoughts.

i hope one day you'll get to read,

what i dont have the guts to say.

the day i learn to fly, im never coming back here

          rumors are spread in 2 seconds flat.

she did this & he did that

i dont give a fuck

so go spread that

"the world is not yours for the taking"

is all you ever say. i know im not the best for you,

but promise me that you'll stay.

because if i watch you go, you'll see me

wasting away

i can see you from across the room,

theres a tear in your eye.

i was leaving but im coming back,

since your heart should be with mine

we'll life your sleeves, so bare they might see your

angle and errors. arms that have

shared you with every hear etched in your skin.

im so sorry. im sorry for who i am

sometimes its hard to live

when you know it ends in death.

but atleast you'll have blue skies,

atleast sometimes you'll have twilight,

and of course you'll always have me

i dont care what you think of me,

cause it cant be half as bad

as what i think of you

dont threaten me with what you think i feel,

if you could read my mind...you'd be in tears

i wish there was something now i could say or do

i  can resist anything but the temptation from you,

but id rather walk alone than chase you around,

and id rather fall myself

then let you drag me down

you only change for 2 reasons::::

you learn enough that you want to

or you hurt enough that you have to

you're the light that makes my darkness dissapear

just look me in the eye

and tell me you dont love me

...i dare you

sometimes its the smallest decisions that

change your life forever

every lucky man has a bad day

& every pretty girl has a scar

i secretly scribble "i love you" on your arm

while you sleep, hoping one day out of nowhere

you'll mumble it back to me

you know you really love someone

when you dont hate them

for breaking your heart

break free from those puppet strings...

choose my own way;

my own life to lead

sometimes the pain is too much to bare,

sometimes if you dont watch your back, it'll cost you,

sometimes you wonder who the fuck would care

if they lost you

i could have held you in my arms forever,

and it wouldnt have been long enough

she fell asleep but only for a minute, but when she awoke

she found herself lying on his chest,

feeling him breathing steadily beneath her,

his arm draped around her shoulders

& it seemed like he didnt want to leave...ever

dont worry, you may think you'll "never" get over it,

but you also thought it would last "forever"

many people say the worst feeling is

loving someone who doesnt love you back.

they're wrong, the worst feeling is loving soemone

with all your heart and tehy feel the exact same way,

but still the two of you cant be together

no matter what you say bout life,

i learn everytime i bleed

she doesnt know the world impossible