| wow....this is...wow.....ok.Josh told
me he still loves me and he misses me and regrets breaking up
w/me....its been 1 month adn 23 days when he broke up w/me and hes just
now telling me this. im kinda scared, cause i think i still love Josh,
i do miss him...but i cant leave mark and im to scared that he'll hurt
me again like he did before and thered no way i would ever be able to
handle that agian....but oh well im w/mark and im staying w/him the
only way id ever leave him is if i found out he was cheating on me
again.and he'd have to break up w/me sooooo yea....shiiiiiit
oh yea and my friend ty likes him so im like sooo fucked
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| ok old news...i broek up w/josh...and now im going back out w/mark....for the 3rd time..but hey, 3rd times the chram and this time...im not leaving him...im staying w/him for ever and ever!..and ever lol
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| *sigh*....Josh...He's Such A Poophead...lol....The Only Thing That Was Keeping Him From Going Back Out W/Me Was His Ex-Bf....His Ex-Bf Taylor Messaged Me And Asked If We Could Have A 3-Some...And I'm Like Wtf?....I Don't Like You...And I Don't Know You...Then He Called Me A Nigger And Said He Was Going To Kill Me...But I Don't Care...And I Don't Care About Josh Anymore....I Got's A New Interest! Joshy!!!..Same Name Lol Oh Well...He Makes Me Smile And Laugh....He Makes Me Happy The Happiest I've Been In A While!....And He's BEAUTIFUL!!!
Thats My Joshy!!!!
I Love Him
<33333
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| omg! me and Josh might get back together!!!!yay!But he's unsure of it...if he wants to be w/me....so i gotta talk to him and like yea do all the stuff anf try and get him to be sure of it..so then i can be happy agian...but if he says no then ill be sad and i kno i wont find me a new love cause he's all i want |
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| well...like...i dun know what to put...is there really anyhting to put?....so ill put someting about Josh....he's saying he's going to kill himself tomorrow cause i said i was going to jump off the bridge 5 blocks away from my house..into the missior river..i was gong but i just stood there....thinking to myself...'if i do then i'l neverbe able to talk to him again, tell him how much i love him and how much he still means to me, i'll never see his face again'..he's the reson im alive right now....i was really going to jump...=\ and now he's all 'ehh im going to kill myself on friday' and im liek shiiiiiiiiiit this sucks, ehhh...well im really hoping he wont |
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