hmm im so tired. grr.. yesterday when i got home i layed on the couch and watched tv and slept til i had to go to work. Amy and Eric came there and picked me up. i hung out with them for a while. i love them. i was in bed by like 10. soo tired. then i had to get up early today and be to work at like 9. so now im home and im gunna lay down and watch Lost that my ma taped for me wednesday and the wednesday before that cuz i was working. so now i can get all caught up.

i dont have work til friday. woot. i gotta go get some boots for my costume. i got paid so im all good.

still have no set plans for halloween. i think teddys having a party cuz its his birthday too so we told him he has to have a halloween party. it should be fun if it happens.

yup so thats it. uuuuuuuh

i have a new layout. its super. yum. so yea its 911 in the AM and i am STILL up! i havent slept aaaaall night. well maybe a lil bit for like a half hour but i dont think i was really sleeping i think i was just laying there. danielle had to go to her saturday. teddy all came and got her and was tryin to make missy go and she wouldnt. god that sucks to be them. i had fun last night. well more like this morning. missys bathroom is just so facinating. yea. well i think im gunna go watch tv or lay down or something. i need to go to sleep but i cant. i have plans today its ashleys b-day. plans. then i have to work at 5. grr to work. just grr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY! WOOT WOOT!

hmm well im in school right now. i have the biggest headache ever. my head feels like its going to explode and i am going to throw up. eww. this sucks.

hmm we didnt have school yesterday. so wed night i spent the night over at raes with jessie and jesse. jessica n val visited us. yup.

yesterday i had work at the salon. then i went up to open mic. yup.

omg i am going to die. eeerrr.. my head hurts.

so tonight shall be fun. after work im goin over to missys with danielle and rachel. i think teddy and friends are coming over. ooooh. i hope someone comes. wink. 

hopefully i wil be feeling better. cuz right now i just keep moaning and yelling that im going to die. everone doesnt really notice cuz im always yellin shit and am always loud.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ow. going now cuz the bell is going to ring kinda soon

im stealing an idea that kendall had... the "remember this?" thing. yea thats cool. made me think.

remember when we would stay up til 3 in the morning, thinking thats late, and blast the music and stand on our chairs and dance?

remember when we would go on bike rides at like 9 at night and think we were cool?

remember when eating pickles would make us happy?

remember when we broke the record of being on the phone for 8 hours?

remember when we would just lay together, and everything  seemed alright?

remember when we would walk everywhere and be together everyday and never get sick of eachother and never get bored?

remember when we jumped in that big pile of leaves and they were everywhere?

remember when we would go play in the rain in our pjs?

remember when we would just look at eachother and start laughing because we knew what one another were thinking?

remember when we would just talk and talk and lose track of time and didnt sleep but we didnt care?

remember when we would have those randoms nights where we would stay up all night and talk and drink and laugh and sing and get naked?

remember when we would dress up and not go out?

remember when we would go to the movies because there was nothing else to do?

remember when we were happy?

hmm just some things i think about sometimes. things that make me sad. things that i miss. things that make me cry at the thought of them. i hate how things change. i hate how i am so used to things changing and i hate how its starting not to affect me. i know things change, i know they have to, but i just dont want to forget.

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me

Please remember, Please remember

ok well i think im gunna cry now.