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Name: O l g a
Birthday: 8/3/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: swing dancing, clubbing, tennis, indie rock, outdorsy things, biking, rain, snow, late-night walks, russianness and europeanness, people =))
Expertise: not sucking at life (((:
Occupation: student
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AIM:  lechat313
Member Since:
12/31/2005
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| rats have been renamed wiggles and frank. wiggles will be the weirder looking one. | | |
| i am getting two rats and naming them frankenstein and niko.haven't felt like posting in a while. first week of break sucked. really really hate how mom makes me feel guilty about everything i do. it's like she's my freaking conscience or something. i already have a conscience, than you v much. don't need another one. i hate hate being judged and criticized constantly. even when she's not actually saying anything i can feel the criticism in the way she looks or avoids looking at me. of course she means well and her advice is helpful and valuable, but it is still v obviously criticism. and then she wonders why we can't talk about anything without me getting upset - how is that surprizing when she thinks of absolutely everything i do in terms of my flaws. am perfectly aware of said flaws without having them pointed out every waking moment. is sometimes desirable to live life and not have to think about how much self sucks.
is good to hang out with old friends. good to be around family too when mom is not telling me what am doing wrong. there exist nice hiking trails in pasadena. promise self that will go hiking occasionally. walked around in laguna beach with stacy and matt today. was nice. miss beach. feel pasty and white; is stupid as live in california.
ok am really tired, goodnight. | | |
| more fun at the apartment. have some pictures. (check fb). james bond drinking game fri. night. had to take a drink every time he said "bond, james bond", "007", something v corny, every time he kicked someone's ass, every time a naked/ scantily or seductively clad woman was pictured, and every time he got laid. sat. night hung out at cory's place. TND was exciting on thurs. we decided we should have a big munth party every two weeks and a dance party at the apartment. was retarded and managed to miss most of the phys review, so that sucks. however am not freaking out about midterms as have only one. sorry is disorganized, goodnight. | | |
| oh we have so much fun...everyone should check out wiggles' squash pics on my facebook because they are hilarious. am incompetent, so can't post them here. also, stacy, you are VILE. all i did was change your screenname to, you know :P which was harmless compared to what you did, although luckily that was spotted before it could do any serious damage (:
today was exciting. had class every other hour until 4 and then waited dinner, and will be working at coffeehouse later tonight. also last night finished all work for the week, so need to figure out what to do so am not bored. feel like tool because already started on next week's math set.
also, am in love with morrissey. especially "you have killed me". | | |
| things are good right now. classes are nice and the sets are not too hard. and i discovered how awesome it is to work with people on things. didn't do that at all last year and it sucked. but now doing sets has become somewhat fun. also fun having a bike and being able to get places fast. rollerblades kinda sucked last year. also fun being a waiter and working at coffeehouse (which i haven't started yet but am sure it will be fun). also is good hanging out with different ppl not in the sex trailer. because living off campus forces me to make an effort to be social, and since i'd prefer not to become a recluse, it all works out great. also good having roommates i like.
anyway, am happy and that is good. | | |
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