so me && david are again
on an emotional rollercoaster
&& not matter how much i tell him to leave me alone
he wont let me go && my heart doesn't want to actually
i cried today at mah Frats party
i love him so much
i wish it could b perfect
but u never get nething easy

lmao
i wish
haha

so yeah, dont kno where that's going
jus gonna wait && see && hope that's where my heart will be && stay
if not... i guess god has another plan
that im gonna embrace && learn to love
i pray

i started crampin a little period
so hopefully my period will finally come

YEAH!!!

hopefully school will get better
so far i got 2 a's && 2 d's
thas not gonna work

whomp whomp
jus got bak from a wonderful
blue&&white party
gonna eat mah noodles, watch cartoon network && text these dudes
MANNN XANGA!!
all this xxtra shit happend to night
lol like usual
ill probably forget
but man lol

sometimes i really have to hold myself up
cuz people really look at me for an example
thanks god
this is a gift i need to learn how to use

where do i begin?

everythings lovely with my baby
school is pretty straight
not doin to well with my classes
but i really am buckling down
at the library
STILL haven't came across no job

scared things are going to get real bad
still havn't gotten an oil change
trying to fing something on campus
TJ Maxx never called..
[[dont.understand.why!!!]]

im hopin i get that money from the school
but i got this crazy ass letter talkin about something in my email
so i dunno im thinkin its tellin me in not gettin it
or if i fail or drop another class
i get no financial aid next semester

--frightening-

this weekend was pretty nasty weekend
thought it was gonna be so great and amazing...

thas a negative
kinda dissapointed but wateva
didn't spend that much && did a lot
so i feel like it evened out.... i guess

lmao

friday stupid kappa party
didnt work
saturday cook out, stepshow && party
one piece of chicken, whack ass acts first hour && party was cool until xxtreme drunkness from a friend, then couldnt get food && rashi made me mad

OH! funniest thing
so at the party i see Rashi && im dancin wit him
he said when i called him thursday he ignored
my call and that was the hardest thing he has done
lol
felt kinda special
but feel bad for what im doing to him
i like him dont get me wrong
but i love david

chi's parents came today
was happy to see them
makes me smile
specialy mom
makes me miss my mom
she hasn't come to see me in awhile
she's busy
came for my probate thoo


i kno kitty was kinda jacked up
I WAS TIRED!
lmao dont judge me

[[RANDOM]]
this dude im txtn
Skateboard Richie

told me
"your whole being is appealing to me"
that stroke the HELL out of mah ego
lmao
thanx boo

any im trying to stay focused
have a busy life planned for myself
im lovin life
feelin blessed && hopin for a job

Pix
frm da weeknd



my baby
 

me && rashi

im happy